Chapter 87 - 84...annhilate..

Chairman Xun was scared for a second, ZiXuan didn't know why the air got cold and looked at Meilin only to be tranced by the look on her face, even Luli who had almost become a wallflower during their conversation felt her body tremble.

Luli wanted some comfort so, she looked at ZiXuan only to see that he wasn't looking at her, the look in his eyes made her heart twist in pain, she retracted her eyes from him for a second, but then cheering herself up she looked at the person ZiXuan was looking at, just a glance and her body went stiff for a moment, the next moment she was so scared that her sudden movement caused the knife on the table to fall down.

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The sudden sound made her the centre of attention of both Meilin and her father, she was embarrassed, she again sought for refugee and looked at ZiXuan, he was still looking at her, as if, except for Meilin nobody existed in his world.

Meilin who had been emitting a cold air from earlier because of this single look of Luli at ZiXuan reached the Absolute Zero, 'Why the hell are you looking at HIM?!!!', the beast inside her wanted to shred the girl in front of her into pieces....

'No! No! No! I may be lacking! I may put him in danger...but no one can look at him, no one should look at him.... QIN ZIXUAN CAN ONLY BE MINE!', she was enraged and lost her cool.

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1 year ago...

She had been putting a facade, there was no way she wasn't sceptical, there was no way she was calm..the moment she heard that he has taken the role of CEO she was still calm, she hadn't decided to come back, in a way facing the storm head on would make ZiXuan grow, she waited...the power she had been accumulating abroad was not enough, yet!

So, she decided to wait, the pace of her plan did increase, but it was still not enough and so, she waited.

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7 months ago...

That day a certain rumour made its way to her....

ZiXuan had a girlfriend.

Meilin who was proud of her rationality finally lost it, she lost it hard.....

There was bloodshed, the plan she had been putting up for years had to end in a brutal way.

She had been waiting to end it with a truce, but it couldn't wait anymore because she had to go back,... but she still needed the power so, the only option left was to force her way through to get it...

That day the underworld of a certain continent saw bloodshed and the reincarnation of KALI*1, or maybe she was more heartless, she didn't stop till she was covered in blood, only her eyes remained cold and emotionless.

She was like a killing machine, every step she took saw annihilation; the stress, her frustration, her helpless feelings needed a way out....that day an underworld organisation was obliterated into extinction because of her taking it out on them, her plan was to get the power but it was taking too long.

If it was her rational self working, she could have waited, but that day she wasn't anything close to that word.

She was cynical, she was abnormal, she felt like the world was taking everything away from her again, she felt like this feeling was not new to her, she had been dreaming about a certain night since years...

She wasn't sure what it was, or where it was..... all she could see was fire and a cold body in her arms, she still couldn't see the face of the body, but she knew he was dear to her because when the body went cold she felt her heart stop.....she tried so hard...she tried so hard to bring him back, but that dream was a nightmare in loop, he never came back, she would always be helpless, she could never stop him from dying....she didn't want to feel that kind of emotion anymore, someone taking away her Xuanxuan was her bottom line, because the day she losses him, she knows that the same ending will be in a loop again, she will die again, her humanity will die with it...

That day she made this world see that if it dared to take him away from her, she wouldn't spare a moment to kill everyone involved, she can be rational at all time except for when ZiXuan was involved... maybe she was not strong enough, maybe he didn't like her enough or maybe she was too scared to drag the pure Xuanxuan into this dirty and bloody world, but if it came to him choosing someone else, she didn't mind making him dirty because no matter what he became she would still love her.

That day it was actually the hidden beast inside her taking control, even though she heard that it was a rumour she still couldn't control herself..... after everything was over she finally gained her cool, the power she waited for years for was annihilated by her own hands, it was a huge mistake on her part, but well she took revenge for what happened 5 years ago and it also proved that she was strong enough to protect him now, she decided to come back...

She had spent the last 5 months with him and she knew that he was not in contact with the certain someone in the rumours, her heart and beast had calmed down a lot....she acted professional and her mental stability was at its peak...

Her mind started fluctuating when she heard about 'her' coming to QMX, the beast was only held by a thin chain until that night when Qian Cheng stopped her to tell her about the change in the meeting..she had went into his office with a lot of her energy spent on caging the wild beast with the last shred of her rationality, when he said that he wanted her to come with him, she felt a bit more secure...she could still maintain her calm when she heard 'her' call him by his name when they entered the room, she actually felt a bit smug when he called her 'Miss Xun' but referred herself as "Meilin', her heart had skipped lots of beats, she was still rational... she could still be the good Meilin in front of her Xuanxuan......

But------

I just typed out 'Cruelest of the gods' and KALI was second on the list and the only female too!!

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