Chapter 47

Then one day, I met yuan Bai. We were in the same higher education park. Unfortunately, we met at this time. That day, the snow just stopped, I went out to eat in the small restaurant, he came in midway, two people look at each other, some accident.

Then we had dinner together.

Yuan Bai said that his parents were all abroad and would not come back until the fifth day of the new year, so he simply went home on the fourth day of the new year. When he asked about me, I said, "no one is waiting at home, so I won't go back."

Yuan Bai knew that my parents had passed away, so he didn't ask any more. After dinner, he paid for it. I was very sorry and said thank you. He waved his hand habitually, "well, why are you so polite? How can you say that we are both Old classmates. "

I was embarrassed and didn't say anything more.

He insisted on sending me back to my dormitory. When I was about 50 meters away from the dormitory building, I saw Zhou Jincheng standing in the snow in his windbreaker.

He looked at us with deep eyes.

I don't know why, suddenly turned around and hugged the people around me and whispered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Yuan Bai, can you hold me?"

Yuan Bai hugged me.

After that, I was sweating and holding yuan Bai's hand to him and whispered, "how did you come?"

His voice was still calm: "I want to come and have a meal with you." He looked at Yuan Bai and asked, "has she eaten yet?"

Yuan Bai nodded.

Zhou Jincheng smiles, "that's good."

Zhou Jincheng didn't stay much. He didn't even go to my bedroom. He just said a few words at the bottom of the dormitory and left.

He said, "I'm relieved if you have company here."

"Call me when you get back," he said

"Try to eat less instant noodles," he said

He said, "I'm gone. Go in. It's cold outside. "

I watched him walk away. Yuan Bai's hand was still holding mine. He said, "I saw him attend the parents' meeting in high school. Is he your uncle?"

I was stunned.

Yuan Bai released my hand and said slowly, "is he your elder or the one you love?"

“…… You make me sick. "

Yuan Bai's last words stabbed me in my heart like a sharp knife, which almost made me dizzy.

"I'm sorry." I murmured, but I don't know whether it's because I'm sorry for using him, or I'm sorry for something else.

After Yuan Bai left, I stood in the ice and snow. I didn't recover until I was cold. I went back to my dorm and fell asleep. In the middle of the night, I have a cold and a high fever. I dream about that man in my sleep. I always try to catch up with him, but in the end, he goes further and further.

After graduating from senior year, I stayed in school as I wish. I went home for the first time after half a year's work. Subconsciously, I always regarded it as a family.

On national day, Zhou Jincheng is at home, and Zhou Xi comes to eat for the first time. After getting married, Zhou Xi moves to Guangqing city and seldom comes back to Jiangni. And I didn't expect that she still remembered me, but she had obvious alienation and taboo to me.

Zhou Jincheng and I are doomed to be together. He is my elder, as all our relatives know. His career is booming, and he can't make any difference. He can't be caught with his niece.

The next day, I told Zhou Jincheng that I would go back to school. I would be very busy in the future, and the number of times I would come back may be very few.

He looked at me, slowly towel dry his hand that had just washed the fruit, and said, "OK, I see."

After that, he took a fruit knife and sat in the living room sofa to peel the apples. Watching the TV, he peeled two apples. Later, he seemed to think of something. He turned his head and asked me, "do you want to eat it?"

I said no.

He threw one of the peeled apples into the dustbin. I'm not sure if he's angry. After all, he hasn't said anything.

After I returned to school, I began to be busy with my work and finished my postgraduate education in the following three years. During this period, I went home a few times.

When I was 26 years old, I went home for the Spring Festival. My family was empty. I was not surprised. After leaving my luggage, I went to the supermarket where I met Zhou Jincheng.

When I pushed the car out of the daily necessities section, I saw him in the front aisle, accompanied by a dignified and generous woman. I stopped and watched him stop when he saw a mother and daughter in front of me. There was a moment of tenderness in his eyes. He went up to say hello to them. I looked at the girl holding her mother's arm. It turned out to be her.

I pushed the car in the opposite direction and ran against them, farther and farther.

In the evening, Zhou Jincheng came back alone. He was a little surprised when he saw me, "how All of a sudden? Don't tell me in advance

I said, "well," I answered, not wanting to answer.

He didn't care. He said, "did you have dinner? I'm going to cook. "

I said, "yes."

He took a look at the instant noodles box I left in the dustbin beside the tea table and said nothing. I was watching a movie channel thriller, nestled in the corner of the sofa, with a quilt under my chin.Zhou Jincheng warmed up a cup of hot milk. He laughed and said, "I'm so timid, but I like watching this kind of film. I can't sleep again when I look back He reached for me and I screamed.

Both of them were embarrassed. I looked at him and whispered, "don't touch me. I'm afraid. "

He froze. He took back his hand. I turned to the TV and couldn't turn my eyes off.

I thought he would go away, but he picked up the remote control panel and turned off the TV.

This time the sex was ignited in the sofa. I have some resistance, but he is like waiting for too long to ask again and again, not gentle.

I felt a little pain, but I kept biting my teeth without making a sound. Finally, in the climax he gave me, I softened into his arms.

When the temperature cooled down, I said, "am I like her, the girl you met in the supermarket?"

He was stiff for a moment. And I think it's too cold for me. I want to get up, but Zhou Jincheng hugs me tightly.

I said, "I'm cold."

It was a long time before he let go.

I went to the bathroom to take a shower, and I was sleepy in bed that night, until one or two in the morning.

At breakfast the next day, Zhou Jincheng said, "you have been studying in the north for seven years. I have been in Beijing for four years. We are very close But I can't go to you. "

I listened in silence. He finally said, "you come back to work, I helped you contact a university here."

I was raised by him, and he acquiesced that I could leave. If he wanted me to come back, I could only obey orders.

And then I came back here and stayed with him. You can't see him in the daytime, but he'll come by at night. But that kind of feeling only reminds me of my bedfellows. I am more and more afraid of the cold, sometimes sleep there at night are cold hands and feet, wake up to find themselves back in the edge of the bed. Several times saw Zhou Jincheng also awake, he looked at me, and finally reached out to take me back to his arms. My hands and feet are warm, but I can't sleep any more.

Gradually, Zhou Jincheng came back less often, sometimes once a week, sometimes even a month.

And this time, it's two months.

I sat in the car and didn't ask him where he was taking me. The car ended up in front of a luxury five-star hotel. When he took me into the lobby of the hotel, I saw a beautiful wedding poster in the middle, a wedding photo of a couple of couples, beautiful men and beautiful women. They looked like stars. It turns out she's getting married today.

I subconsciously want to release holding my hand, but the person next to me is a step taut, he laughed, "today can't escape."

Actually, I want to go now. But I went in.

The wedding banquet scene is very emotional, all white roses, very clean and beautiful.

He asked me to sit in the seat with his name written on it. As he walked away, he said to an old lady next to him, "please watch her for me. Don't let her go."

The old lady said with a smile, "Jincheng, is this your girlfriend? It's so beautiful. It looks like our family The old lady said unintentionally, but Zhou Jincheng frowned. He said, "please take care of her. She is afraid of strangers."

The old lady said kindly, "OK, you go to busy." Zhou Jincheng took a look at me before leaving.

The old lady turned to me and said, "it's rare for Jincheng to be so nervous." I smile and don't take it seriously. How old am I again? I said, 27.

The old lady was surprised and said, "you look as big as our family Ning Ning Ning." Later, the old lady told me with a smile about her granddaughter. I listened quietly. The old lady told me that her granddaughter was a little naughty when she was a child, but she became more and more quiet when she grew up. I thought to myself, I was naughty when I was a child. Since my parents died, I just wanted to live. The old lady said her granddaughter got married too early. I said, that's a blessing.

The old lady said with a smile, "yes, it's a blessing."

After Zhou Jincheng came back, he added a chair beside me and sat down. He asked me what I told the old lady? I said Ning Ning.

He stopped for a moment and said, "I may be very busy later. When you finish eating, go upstairs and have a rest. I'm busy to pick you up." He handed me a hotel room card. I didn't answer. He put it on the table in front of me. When he walked away again, the old lady leaned over and asked me, "what's the matter? Jincheng, don't make trouble? Well, Jincheng is serious and doesn't speak sweet words. He has all his thoughts in his heart. But grandma can see that he cares about you and loves you very much. "

I smile, said: "grandma, I am not Zhou Jincheng's girlfriend, I am his niece."

The old lady had no voice for a long time, and a moment later she gave a "Oh".

I think of Zhou Xi calling me a week ago. She said, "Qingqing, would you like to stay with my aunt? You are also 27, you come, your aunt introduces you to the object, the work aunt can also help you to find good

Once again, I didn't listen to him and left early.

I stopped on the road. In the dark night, I saw a car coming from the distance, and I couldn't open my eyes because of the lights.I heard someone calling me from behind: "Qingqing, Qingqing..."

2、 Zhou Jincheng

the first time I saw her, I thought she was like me, so I adopted her. But after a while, I found that the girl was completely different from me. She didn't speak because she was afraid of strangers, not cold. She is diligent, not ambitious, but does not want to be disliked by others. She was serious, quiet and straightforward. But I am the opposite of her, ambition, forbearance, hypocrisy.

Although this contrast is unexpected, it makes me want to insist on supporting her. Take her as the only pure land I have in this world, only belongs to me.

But gradually, the possession changed in quality. Every time she got up, she said vaguely, "I'm hungry." I went to learn how to cook. She doesn't know how to wash clothes. She always soaks the color contrast together. I said to her with a smile: "after you have washed the bath, put the clothes in the bucket, don't move, I'll wash." She nodded obediently.

I'm used to having her breath back home. I'll be saved when I get back here. Holding her for the first time was full of guilt and guilt. In the future, she will face the pressure, my pressure, I will bear it. I'm going to keep her tight, even if it's thousands of miles away.

I, Zhou Jincheng, would love someone for one year, two years, five years, ten years Even I feel amazing, incredible. Used to have her in life, even afraid that one day she left, how should I be? I hide her in the deepest heart, no one can hurt, no one can replace.

I grabbed her hand. She was lying on the bed and still. My hand was trembling. I drew her hand closer and leaned slowly against my forehead.

"It's not you who are like her, but she is like you."

"Next year, we will go to a place where no one knows us. We can hold hands, and I can kiss you where someone else is

"Qingqing I only have you. "

Because of the Xu family, I joined the Ministry of foreign affairs. I want them to know that their achievements are not invincible.

Because of her, I left there, in Beijing, I will never have her.

How hard is it to get a love?

All I know is that we have been together for 13 years.

If I lose her, I will lose more than love

3、 When Zhou Jincheng and her

took pan Qingqing out of the hospital, the doctor took care of her: "her foot is still a little lame now. If she wants to take a wheelchair, she will let her continue to use the wheelchair, but regular rehabilitation still needs to be done. As long as you insist, there is no problem with recovery. The injury to her head should not lead to amnesia Mr. Zhou, her biggest problem is not her physical condition, but her spirit. You should accompany her as much as possible after you take her back. "

"Good." Zhou Jincheng said lightly.

When Zhou Jincheng pushed Qingqing out, he whispered, "it doesn't matter if you forget it. I just remember it."

At home, Jincheng asked her, "are you hungry?"

Qingqing shakes her head.

Zhou Jincheng pushed her to the sofa in the living room, turned on the TV, and gave her the remote control panel, "what do you want to see? Can you change it yourself?"

Qingqing looks at him and doesn't speak.

Jincheng asked: "you can't even speak?"

"Hungry."

Jincheng smiles, "then I'll cook. You'll be good here."

Pan Qingqing watched him leave, watched the news for five minutes, and finally picked up the remote control panel beside him and changed the channel.

Zhou Jincheng came out to see her on the way out. Seeing her watching the movie attentively, he went back to the kitchen.

When eating, Jincheng hands her chopsticks and asks her, "can you use chopsticks? I feed you in the hospital. Don't forget how to use chopsticks. "

“……”

Pan Qingqing took a spoon to eat, but the shredded meat could not be scooped. Zhou Jincheng sandwiched it to her, "since I was a child, I love eating meat. Why don't you grow meat? Where have you been eating?"

“……”

After dinner, Zhou Jincheng pushed her for a walk in the community.

Pan Qingqing looked at the reflection of the two people in the setting sun inseparably overlapped together, and thought quietly: "how good it would be if I could live like this for a lifetime. His name is Zhou Jincheng, and her name is Pan Qingqing. They live happily and happily together forever and ever, as long as she doesn't wake up... "

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