Chapter 53

Zhuang Yan hugged Xie Ning and took him to the car.

It was probably because he was too tired that day. Xie Ning cried for a while and then slept in the car for a while. When Zhuang Yan woke up, his eyes were sour.

It's swollen.

After getting out of the car, Zhuang Yan helped him open the door of the car: "originally I wanted you to sleep a little longer, but it's not good for you to change your clothes early, so you can go upstairs to sleep after dinner."

When Xie Ning finished changing clothes, took a hot bath and then went downstairs, Zhuang Yan also changed a set of home-based casual clothes and busied himself in and out of the kitchen.

Xie Ning remembered that Zhuang Yan's clothes were all wet by him.

It's hard for people who are not familiar with Zhuang Yan to imagine him busy in the kitchen.

Zhuang Yan, who is easy-going and has been contaminated with the smell of fireworks.

He gives people the feeling of being too clear and high, and his eyes are full of arrogance.

Others always say that he is difficult to deal with and has many things to do. If you think about it, you can only do it yourself.

Xie Ning remembered that Wang gradually talked to him about a past.

At that time, his tone of voice was somewhat miserable, saying that the past was terrible.

It was only a few days after leaving the plane at that time, but Zhuang Yan didn't know what was going wrong. He was not satisfied with the scene design and the concept map, so he had to do it all over again.

To do it all over again means that all the previous scenes and tools will be discarded.

Wang gradually didn't mention it at that time. He wanted to pull Zhuang Yan out and beat him.

Even Zhao Yang came out to persuade Zhuang Yan.

When the machine is just around the corner, the budget cost will be doubled, and each additional day will cost millions more.

As a producer, he couldn't agree.

But Zhuang Yan insisted.

The whole crew has never been stubborn.

Finally, the art group worked overtime all night to produce a new scene design.

For this reason, the main fine arts at that time had a big fight with Zhuang Yan, and from then on, they had no cooperation with each other.

And the loss of money in this move also made Zhao Yang want to cry in private.

Xie Ning knows that Zhuang Yan is such a man of his own way.

He is not willing to make do with it or compromise. Everything is perfect.

But in front of Xie Ning is a completely different Zhuang Yan.

Ordinary, reassuring, reliable.

is no longer the director of the Zhuang Opera who is superior to make complaints about the crew, but his blue whale.

Seeing him coming over, Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows and laughed: "just watching me cook, but not helping?"

Xie Ning is also good at cooking. Of course, his craftsmanship is not as good as Zhuang Yan's, but there's nothing wrong with holding hands.

"Can I help you with the dishes?" Xie Ning asked

Zhuang Yan nodded: "OK."

Then he took an apron from the side and threw it to him: "the clothes you just changed are wet. Please wear an apron."

The apron tie is at the back. It's not very easy to tie. Xie Ning tied it up casually and heard Zhuang Yan say, "it's too loose. I'll help you."

Then he went to Xie Ning's back, tied him tightly, and lowered his head to ponder: "I said how wrong, you are not too thin."

Xie Ning subconsciously looked down at his waist: "have you? I think it's OK. "

"Yes." Zhuang Yan nodded his head, then reached out his hand and compared it. "Do you see if I can ring you with one hand?"

That's true.

Zhuang Yan is a little taller than Xie Ning, but both of them are men after all, and their body shape is not much different.

But Xie Ning somehow, always gives a person a kind of thin feeling.

Zhuang Yan said thoughtfully, "I have to make up for you."

Xie Ning was pinched and held by him. He couldn't help but feel a soft waist. He pushed him away: "the pot is going to burn. You don't have to go and have a look."

Zhuang Yan was afraid that Xie Ning might catch cold, so he made a pot of health preserving Soup for him, which was almost boiling now.

He went over to have a look and turned the fire to a low fire.

After drinking this pot of health soup, Xie Ning's cold body became warm.

But during the day after all, too much rain, to the late midnight, Xie Ning cold aggravation, confused to start a fever.

In the morning, the fever did not subside, and the consciousness was hazy. It took a long time for the reflex arc to react.

Zhuang Yan asked for leave, reached out to try his temperature and frowned: "I'll take you to the hospital."

Xie Ning was stunned for a moment and then took his sleeve Don't go to the hospital. "

When I opened my mouth, I found that my voice was a little hoarse.

He said slowly, "just drink some cold medicine."

After two words, he coughed again.

Zhuang Yan frowned and looked at him for a long time: "you are like this, still tell me not to go to the hospital?"

Xie Ning voice with a bit stuffy nasal: "just don't want to go."And it's a pretty girl.

Zhuang Yan thought without expression.

When Xie Ning has a fever, his consciousness is very trivial, and he thinks of many things intermittently. In the past, now, his thinking jumps very much, and there is no logic.

He remembered that when he was very young, he went to live in the South with his parents.

The difference between the north and the South was so great that he was not used to it at first. Especially in winter, he couldn't bear the dampness and coldness engraved in the bones of the south.

Every winter, he would be seriously ill, and gradually he was not well.

Xia Wan was so anxious that she went to learn a lot of stewing methods to tonify his body. Sometimes Xie Ning had a high fever at night, and she stayed up all night with him.

Xie Ning was the most seriously ill. He heard Xia Wan cry and scold Xie Jing, saying that he only cared about his work all day long, regardless of his son's death or life.

Xia Wan was born into a scholarly family. Xie Ning's grandparents were professors, and the whole family was not religious.

But at that time, in order to make Xie Ning better, he climbed the mountain step by step, went to the most famous monk in the area and asked him for a amulet.

After Xie Ning really recovered, she began to take a vegetarian diet in order to fulfill her wish.

When Xie Ning was a child, he respected and trusted Xia Wan most.

In primary school, there was a composition about your favorite person. Xie Ning wrote about her mother without hesitation.

He believed that Xia Wan really loved him. He also really loves Xia Wan.

That kind of love is the love of all mothers for their children, pure hot.

But shenin didn't know why they turned out like this.

Xie Ning was not deeply impressed by his father, not that he seldom met Xie Jing, but that he had been addicted to his work for many years. Even though he was facing each other day and night, his feelings for him were still not as deep as those for Xia Wan.

This is probably the case in most families in China. The father is the responsibility and the mother is the care.

Children are naturally closer to their mothers.

After a long time, he told himself that he didn't choose to be confused.

He thought that Xia Wan would understand him, comfort him and eliminate his confusion.

But he always remembered the expression of Xia Wan that day.

There was disbelief in the shock, and a little disgust and hatred that he could not understand.

That's what Xie Ning has never seen before.

Xia Wan did not understand.

She thought it was wrong.

She's going to help Schering get back.

She felt that her child had gone astray, and she had the responsibility and obligation to help him get back to the right path.

Xie Ning felt that Xia Wan had changed.

Become paranoid, stubborn, unreasonable, hysterical.

She even quarreled with Xie Jing, saying that it was Xie Jing's neglect that made Xie Ning become what she is now.

Xie Jing has always been helpless to her.

The burning is still going on.

Xie Ning sometimes felt very hot and sometimes very cold.

He is so miserable.

He had pulled Zhuang Yan's sleeve in his hand, but it was empty now.

His heart became empty.

The hand waved a few times, but it seems to have a kilogram weight, can't lift at all.

He wanted to open his eyes, but his consciousness was so hazy that he couldn't get over it.

It's so dark.

This feeling is no stranger.

The road ahead is dark, the consciousness gradually disappears, the body is very uncomfortable.

It's like life is slowly passing by.

I don't know how long it took.

The hand was held, hot.

Later, he was stuffed into the bed and twisted the corner of the quilt firmly.

Looks like someone's coming.

Is it to save him.

The lips were hot, as if something had been pasted up.

Warm liquid flowed down into the mouth.

The desire to survive made him swallow subconsciously.

The heat of the body slowly dropped.

Xie Ning has the spirit again and begins to think wildly.

He thought of a long corridor.

He walked all the time, but he couldn't get out.

It's like there's no end. It's like the end is a dead end.

He, and many others, wandered back and forth in the corridor.

There was pain and numbness on all faces.

Finally, someone couldn't bear to push open the window in the corridor and jumped out.

Xie Ning was staring at the figure of the man.

He didn't know whether jumping out was a kind of liberation or going to another dead end.

A pair of hands rested on his forehead.

There's something in the mouth.

After a while he was taken out again.

At last, he heard his voice faintly, like a sigh of relief

In the past, when he had a fever, Xia Wan would accompany him like this. When he got well, Xia Wan lost a few pounds, as if she was the one who had a serious illness.Xie Ning never doubted Xia Wan's love for him.

He was also full of love and trust in Xia Wan.

However, the injury from the closest people also makes people more painful and unforgettable.

He was in too much pain.

Pain has forgotten how to pay feelings to others.

Xie Ning tossed around for a while, and thought of Zhuang Yan.

He didn't ask Zhuang Yan how he knew where he was yesterday.

Zhuang Yan did not ask why he went to the hospital.

Does Zhuang Yan know that he goes to see a psychologist?

Does Zhuang Yan know his illness? Do you know he can't give his feelings?

He was a little confused and a little frightened.

Sometimes he doubts his feelings for Zhuang Yan. Is that love?

Can patients with emotional apathy really pay their feelings?

Or is it just a novelty that he mistook for love.

When the novelty fades, he doesn't love anymore.

Is this right for Zhuang Yan It's not fair.

But he could not refuse Zhuang Yan.

It's Zhuang Yan who is taking care of him now.

Shenin suddenly wanted to open his eyes and have a look at him.

Look at his Mr. blue whale.

But he was too tired. Zhuang Yan probably had some sleeping ingredients in his medicine. Before he opened his eyes successfully, he fell into sleep first.

When I wake up again, I don't know what this evening is.

He opened his eyes so vaguely that he couldn't even tell what day it was.

After a long time of confusion, he began to move.

Zhuang Yan sleeps by his bed.

The curtains on the balcony are wide open. It's a fine day today.

Perhaps he was afraid that the room would be too dull. Zhuang Yan opened the curtains and opened a small opening on the balcony for ventilation.

Xie Ning looked to the side, and the first thing he saw was not Zhuang Yan's sleeping face.

It's the light that comes in.