Chapter 51

Before the movie started, Xie Ning went to Ji Wenbin again.

He has been able to calm down to Ji Wenbin, a psychologist, and has the leisure to look at the surrounding environment when he comes to visit.

The four walls are painted with white, but although white is bright, it also gives people a morbid feeling.

Ji Wenbin pasted wallpaper, is a soft yellow, let people look at a bright heart.

The interior layout is also comfortable, the furniture is not wide and tight, neat, even if it is obsessive-compulsive patients, here also can not produce a bad feeling.

Sofa texture is soft, a sit up, the body sink into soft cloth, unknowingly tight nerve relaxed.

Not long after Xie Ning sat down, Ji Wenbin brought him a glass of water as usual.

"Thank you." Shenin gave him a smile.

Ji Wenbin looked at him quietly.

His eyes are very gentle. Maybe he has seen too many patients with sensitive senses. Even if he looks at them, his life will not be different.

Xie Ning looks good today, not like the previous few times, even look at his eyes with obvious vigilance.

His sitting posture was relaxed and his expression was natural. He was quite different from his original stiff and pale appearance.

Ji Wenbin thought that in addition to his credit, there should also be Zhuang Yan's off-site support.

He sat down opposite Schering and laughed.

Xie Ning has to admit that talking with Ji Wenbin is a thing that can make him relax physically and mentally. At least Ji Wenbin has broken his inherent impression on psychiatrists.

However, if you don't have a peace of mind, I'm afraid that I'll live in peace.

His shadow of the psychiatrist is too heavy.

Xu is aware of his precautions, Ji Wenbin just casually chatted with him about all kinds of trivial matters, and when he completely relaxed down, he occasionally opened his mouth to test.

"Last time you said you had insomnia, are you ok now?"

Did I mention insomnia last time?

The idea flashed in Xie Ning's mind, but he didn't think deeply. He replied, "much better."

When he came to Ji Wenbin, he seemed to have talked about everything. Ji Wenbin didn't talk about his illness or explore his past.

They are like friends who have made an appointment for afternoon tea. Sitting on the sofa, they are chatting with each other. Unconsciously, the afternoon passes by from the fingertips.

Later in retrospect, Xie Ning did not remember what he said, but his mood was always better.

"Although the effect of sleeping pills is good, it is not recommended to take them for a long time," Ji said

Xie Ning shook his head: "recently did not take medicine very much."

Ji Wenbin "Oh" a, seems to be a bit of an accident: "no drug assistance, is already able to sleep on their own?"

Xie Ning hesitated for a moment and nodded.

But really speaking, it does not depend entirely on his own strength.

It happened that he had insomnia one day. When he came out of the studio, he was hit by Zhuang Yan who was up at night.

Zhuang Yan went downstairs to pour water. The faint night light was on in the corridor. Xie Ning could see the gloomy look in his eyes.

Obviously not very happy.

"Don't sleep in the middle of the night?"

Xie Ning smiles at him with an embarrassed look.

He quickly thought about what excuse he could find, but his brain turned around and did not come up with a reasonable reason to go to the studio without sleeping in the middle of the night.

So he cleverly apologized: "I was wrong."

Zhuang Yan still holds a water cup. The light illuminates half of his face. The expression on the side hidden in the dark is not very clear.

Xie Ning faintly listened to his sigh, and doubted it was his illusion.

At that time, his body was not very comfortable, accompanied by insomnia was a burst of dull pain in the brain, as if there was a hammer beating inside.

So his reaction was a little slow.

When Zhuang Yan was brought back to his room, the whole person was still in a daze.

Looking at Zhuang Yan's displeased look, Xie Ning very cleverly climbed onto the bed.

He was not sleepy, but every time he closed his eyes, his head began to ache, making sleeping a luxury.

The lights in the room were turned off completely.

In the dark, Xie Ning heard the sound of something being put on the table. After thinking slowly, he remembered that it should be Zhuang Yan's water cup.

He was a little curious about how zhuangyan found the table accurately in the environment where he could not see his fingers.

Zhuang Yan miraculously went to the bedside, touched his head and asked, "headache?"

Xie Ning nodded, and was afraid that Zhuang Yan could not see it. He said in a voice, "a little bit."

Zhuang Yan's hand rubbed on his temple twice.

His palms are wide and thick, but the rubbing force is light and slow: "not very skilled, you will make do with it."

It is probably the first time in his life that director Zhuang has been serving people like this. His action is stumbling, but Xie Ning miraculously feels that his head doesn't hurt much.After a while, Zhuang Yan stopped and took back his hand.

Shening thought he was going to leave and opened his eyes.

In the dark, he could only draw the outline of Zhuang Yan.

He has three-dimensional facial features and broad shoulders. From any angle, he is a very attractive man.

Shening looked at it for a while and found that the outline suddenly approached and enlarged.

Then Zhuang Yan turned over and climbed into bed and held him in his arms.

Surrounded by Zhuang Yan's breath, Xie Ning moves his body subconsciously.

Zhuang Yan pressed his hands and feet, held him closer, and said in a low voice, "don't make trouble."

The tone is like coaxing a child.

Zhuang Yan should have taken a bath before going to bed. The smell on his body is very clean. There is no perfume smell that makes Scheinin soft legs, only the faint scent of shower gel.

Two people use the same brand of shower gel, the taste is similar, Xie Ning smell no discomfort.

But at the thought of the warm body he was clinging to, Xie Ning was dizzy. If the moonlight could come through the curtain, he might be able to shine a little red at the corner of his eyes.

At this time, the head does not have a headache, loss of insomnia has been put behind Xie Ning.

He was confused for a long time. He honestly shrunk in Zhuang Yan's arms and asked, "you Are you not going back? "

Zhuang Yan said in a hoarse voice, "go back later."

Xie Ning also wanted to ask again. Zhuang Yan said, "I'm afraid you'll run out in the middle of the night. I'll go back when you're asleep."

“……” Shening tried to muddle through. "I won't run around."

Zhuang Yan chuckled: "do you think you still have credibility with me?"

No.

Xie Ning is a little confused. What did he do? How could he suddenly lose his credit rating.

Before he could raise any objection, Zhuang Yan had reached for the quilt roughly and wrapped him tightly from head to toe, revealing his head and blinking eyes.

"Stop talking and go to sleep." Zhuang Yan's voice was low. "I can't cure you."

Xie Ning obediently closed his eyes.

He thought it would be at least a while before he fell asleep.

As a result, Zhuang Yan's chest and eyes closed did not take long for him to feel tired.

At last, he did not remember when he fell asleep. When he woke up, Zhuang Yan was no longer around him. Only the blue whale doll at the head of the bed looked at him motionlessly.

Shenin suspects that everything that happened last night was his dream.

Until he finished washing and saw the glass on the table.

There is still half a glass of water left.

After that day, Zhuang Yan would stay in his room for a short time every night, saying that he would not leave until he fell asleep.

Xie Ning protested several times and was called back by Zhuang Yan.

Later, Xie Ning vaguely understood that Zhuang Yan probably knew about his insomnia and wanted to help him in this way.

I have to say, it works.

……

"Zhuang Yan, asking you out for a time is more difficult than going to heaven."

When he was taken to this private club, Zhuang Yan was not very happy. His face was very long.

However, he did not get together with Qi Rui for a period of time. Qi Rui teased Qi Rui several times, saying that he "forgets his friends when he sees his color", and Zhuang Yan responds without changing his face.

It happened that Xie Ning was going to see Ji Wenbin today, so he took time to meet Qi Rui: "I've been so busy recently."

Qi Rui smiles: "no matter how busy you are, you don't have time to see each other. I heard that you came home to dinner on time without hesitation."

Zhuang Yan raised eyebrows: "I think you can use words more accurately. It's not dinner, it's cooking."

“……” Qi Rui, "I don't know when you became a good wife and mother."

Zhuang Yan looked at him with disgust: "what kind of description are you? If you don't learn Chinese well, I suggest you find a tutor for yourself."

In the daytime, it is not as lively as at night. If it were not for the night, it would be impossible for Qi Rui to ask for the second place.

Really called people out, and feel very bored, can only pour two glasses of wine, casually and zhuangyan touched.

Zhuang Yan took two drinks, then lowered his head and began to play with his mobile phone.

Qi Rui approached curiously and found that Zhuang Yan was still playing his mobile game of raising rabbits.

"It's hard to see you love a game so long." Qi Rui asked, "this has been playing for so long, and I haven't seen you tired of it."

He also went to play that game. As Zhuang Yan guessed, it was deleted in ten minutes.

Zhuang Yan: "in fact, I haven't been on it for a long time. It's not boring now."

Mr. Wang doesn't have to wait for a rabbit to play in his daily life.

Qi Rui is not interested in watching him play such a boring game. After drinking two drinks on the table, he is really tired of getting drunk.

Along with the drunkenness, he remembered one thing and poked Zhuang Yan's elbow.Zhuang Yan frowned, changed his posture, looked up at him: "what's the matter?"

Qi Rui said, "didn't you ask me to check the past of Xie Ning and Xu Qing last time?"

Zhuang Yan had already understood the two people's affairs. He was not interested at the moment. He said casually, "I don't remember. Is there anything else?"

Qi Rui suddenly jumped up: "of course there is!"

Zhuang Yan was startled by him. He accidentally pressed a wrong key and kneaded his forehead: "OK, OK, that's right. What have you found out?"

Qi Rui immediately stopped: "nothing useful."

Zhuang Yan is not surprised.

There was no real relationship between them.

"But the people I was looking for found nothing and lost their signboard, and they went to check on zhaxiening."

Seeing Zhuang Yanying's Falcon like gaze, Qi Rui quickly explained: "I reported to you, using the legal means."

Zhuang Yan locked the screen of his mobile phone and asked him, "what have you found?"

"I don't know if I can find anything." Qi Rui said, "but I think you should like to know."

Zhuang Yan looked at him impatiently, "say."

Qi Rui drank a mouthful of wine to run his throat, then said: "Xie Ning before, it seems to have met several psychological counselors."

Zhuang Yan was stunned and looked dignified. He asked, "when did it happen?"

"It's early." Qi Rui said, "Zha's people said that they asked their colleagues in the south. The time should be before Xie Ning became an adult."

Before adulthood

Zhuang Yan's lips stretched into a line.

"Did he go to see it himself?"

Qi Rui shook his head: "that's what I'm going to say. Those counselors are his mother. Xia Wan entrusted a lot of relationships to find them. At the beginning, I didn't think there was anything wrong. After all, he was his only son. Psychological problems should be paid attention to."

Zhuang Yan asked, "what's wrong with that?"

Qi Rui replied: "the people who checked later told me that those psychological counselors It's not very formal. "

Zhuang Yan frowned and repeated, "irregular?"

"Yes." Qi Rui shrugged his shoulders. "In the early years, there were many problems in the field of psychological counseling. Later, the state canceled the qualification examination for psychological counselors. Some private training institutions made an ACI test, but it didn't have any practical effect. In short, there are many people in the industry who do not have the qualification of psychological counselors to fish in troubled waters."

Zhuangyan was hard to find a doctor: "how could Xia Wan not find a good doctor?"

Qi Rui frowned: "at that time, I was also surprised. I asked people to check whether Xia Wan had been cheated. But I didn't expect that those psychological counselors would be so unprofessional that I bought Xie Ning's medical records from them for a little money."

Zhuang Yan was surprised: "what do you say?"

"Don't stare at me." Qi Rui avoided his sight. "After reading the medical records, I realized that Xia Wan could not find a regular psychologist because she was looking for someone to treat Xie Ning Homosexuality. "

Zhuang Yancha crushed the cup in his hand.

……

"Nice talking to you, Dr. Ji." Xie Ning drank water, just let the cup see the bottom.

Ji Wenbin smiles, raises his hand to pick up the kettle, and slowly pour him some.

I didn't fill up this time. It seems that they can't talk for too long.

"You are the first psychologist who firmly told me that I am not ill," he added

"Of course you are not ill." Ji said.

In 2001, the Chinese Society for homosexuality and homosexuality was removed from the official list of mental diseases in the new criminal law So far, same-sex marriage has been legal for several years. "

He said, "Schering, you've never been sick."

Shening's eyelashes trembled.