Volume 3 - CH 7

I fell in love with Hazuki right after I started junior high school.

But Yuuri was always next to Hazuki, and Hazuki only looked at Yuuri.

So in order to forget about Hazuki, I went out with a girl who was considered one of the cutest girls of the year.

No matter how much people envied me, no matter whether we held hands, kissed, or how many times we had sex, my heart never left Hazuki.

Shortly after I entered eighth grade, Hazuki confided in me that she was wondering if she should confess her feelings to Yuuri. I thought it might be easier to give up if he went out with Yuuri anyway, so I gave Hazuki advice that it would be okay and that she should confess her feelings to him.

As a result, they ended up going out, but instead of giving up, I became more jealous. No matter how cute my girlfriend was and how much I loved her, I broke up with her in the summer of the third year of junior high school.

Months went by, and around the time of winter break, it was decided that I would be moving out due to my dad’s work. He agreed to wait until the graduation ceremony, so I was able to avoid spending the last few months of my life with people I didn’t know at all.

I didn’t feel anything special about moving out.

I knew that even if I went on to high school, I wouldn’t be as smart as Hazuki, Yuuri, and Kanade, so I would have to go to a different school anyway.

That was not the first thing that came to my mind when I heard that he was moving out, but the first thing that came to my mind was that I wanted to have sex with Hazuki at the very least.

Until now, I had been unable to actively make a move on Hazuki because of the glimpse of my best friend Yuuri’s face, but if I was moving out and would never see her again, I felt like I wanted to do one last legwork.

So two weeks before the graduation ceremony, I called only Hazuki to Hanasaki Park and told her how I felt. It was a no-brainer, but Hazuki agreed, so we went to my house and I held her.

I was about to do it a second time when I received a RINE from my parents saying, “We are going home now,” and I was in a hurry. I couldn’t show them that Hazuki and I could be together in my room. In the end, I only had sex once and sent Hazuki home.

Lying alone on the bed in the room where I was the only one left, I couldn’t stop laughing thinking about how I had been holding Hazuki here until a while ago.

I have had sex with my ex-girlfriends a lot, but the feeling of sex with Hazuki is incomparable. Not to mention the fact that I was holding a woman I had liked from the beginning, I felt like I had outdone Yuuri, who had honestly outdone me in everything but the face, for the first time. It was not only the physical pleasure but also the brain-numbing pleasure that made me addicted to it.

I wanted to hold her again and again, but I knew that if I did anything more, I would drive Hazuki away and Yuuri might find out about it, so I decided to give up. If my parents found out because of that, I would be ashamed of myself.

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Then I moved out and started a new life upon graduation from junior high school.

Naturally, I didn’t know a single person at the high school I went to. So I took advantage of that and approached the prettiest girl in my class and confessed to her right away, and we ended up going out easily.

There are many girls in high school who want to have a boyfriend and be satisfied with their lives, so it was easy for me to get a girlfriend as long as I had a good face.

After a few dates, I invited her to my house and had sex with her. It was the first time for her, but we managed to finish the act without any problems.

However, compared to the sex I had with Hazuki, the feeling was completely different. I was thinking back to when I had sex with Hazuki. And I remembered that at that time, I felt a pleasure that melted not only my body but also my brain.

Perhaps it’s more pleasurable to embrace a girl who has a boyfriend…

With that in mind, I decided to target and take a shot at a woman who already had a boyfriend.

The way to do this was to give money to a homeless guy, have him attack the girl, and then have me save her.

Well, it sounds like a very common approach, but I figured that if I picked up a girl in a normal way, the chances of her rejecting me were higher, and I would be labeled a “flirt”.

I tried it, and we easily exchanged contact information.

They asked me for my contact information so that they could thank me next time, and to be honest, it was so easy that I couldn’t stop laughing.

So we exchanged contact information several times, and after a few thank-you dates, we repeated the pattern of having sex many times.

It was far better than having sex with her normally. But it was not as good as Hazuki. The difference is probably whether or not she has affection for her partner or knows her boyfriend well.

When I held Hazuki, in addition to the fact that she was the woman I originally loved, the fact that she was my best friend Yuuri’s woman was the best spice of all. I could never forget that pleasure. I had never been satisfied even though I had been with many women over here.

I was now in my second year of high school.

Then, I heard from my father that I was going back to my old town.

When I heard about this, I laughed at the thought of the opportunity to steal Hazuki away from Yuuri.

TLN: Okay I’m actually back now. Turns out I had to do some projects after my mid-exams and I caught a cold a few days ago, so I haven’t touched any of my series since then. I’ll be back to my usual schedule starting from this chapter.