Chapter 1290

Your father said those words, gave me a lot of mental pressure, put our life into a dilemma at that time, if not met Dr. Lin at that time, I don't know what we would be like now, but it is because of meeting him, I saw a different you. During that time, I knew your heart was very painful, and I finally understood We are not the same people at all

In fact, I have considered that decision for a period of time. I think that if we continue to go on like this, it is likely that one day, we will be worn down by life because of our feelings, and gradually get tired of each other. In the end, this relationship will end in vain, but I don't want to be like that. I hope that we will stay at the best time forever.

That's why I made that decision. At that time, I was thinking about what I should do to make you leave me without hesitation. But I know that when we are in good relationship, it is really difficult to let you leave me, so I can only make me the one who is cruel.

In fact, after I left you, I didn't go anywhere. I was always at Dr. Lin's house. At that time, I saw you. When you came to find him, when you were in the courtyard of their house, you were drunk like a puddle of mud, crying and shouting to ask him, when I was where I was, I actually saw them all. I was very sad and heartbroken as if I was going to die Did not go out, did not go to see you, and then I know that the better you are, the better it will be. I don't want to destroy you, and I don't want to destroy the best relationship between us. I left, but I didn't get Xiaoman. Although in that case, I would never start a new life with Xiaoman, but I really don't want to destroy the only one between us The connection.

later I gave birth to Xiaoman. At the very beginning, Xiao man had no registered residence, and I was helpless at Baccarat. He had been relying on Dr. Lin to help us. I was really in pain. So I left the house for more than a month, and then I started looking for a job. I met my husband at that time, and his family was an inn. He worked in his family. He was very honest and honest. After knowing that I had a daughter, he took the initiative to free up the small warehouse in the house and let my daughter and I move in. Later, we naturally got together and formed a couple. Over the years, he was very good to me and Xiaoman, and you have become the biggest secret in my heart, which will never be true Anyone mentions that in recent years, I intentionally or unintentionally avoided Dr. Lin, and gave him rewards, which were basically material. But for him, in fact, it was just a drop in the bucket. However, I was really afraid to see him, because every time I saw him, I could not help thinking about those things in those years. I know that I have not put down, not completely put down that year It's like you've never forgotten to look for me in these years. Maybe you're carrying hate, but I'm still carrying love... "

"Shanshan..."

Perhaps the last sentence, some too sensational, Ye Qing's mood has become a little excited.

"Don't call my name like this. I tell you that it's nothing else. I just want to make it clear what happened in those years. I'm really sorry, and I regret that I did too much to make you what you are now. But what I want to tell you, I've had a good time these years, even when I think about things between us, I'm still in my heart There are countless regrets and regrets, but my life is really beautiful now. If I make a choice, I will still go on this road. Ye Qing is not suitable for us. When I was young, the feeling was very good, but it could not support us to go through this life. The only thing I feel sorry for is that you have become what you are now, and you can't realize the beauty of family in your whole life Love with your parents

I also saw reports on TV about ye Qingyan. I believe that the reason why he became like this is because of the attitude you just had. Ye Qingyan is your son. You can do so many years for Xiaoman and never forget it. Ye Qingyan has been around you all these years. You should cherish his existence. As for Xiaoman, it's just like I started That said, I hope you never let him know what kind of relationship you have with him? Perhaps for any ordinary girl, her father is the president of this country, it is a matter worth happy. I believe that if Xiaoman knows, he will feel very happy, but how long can he really be happy? I'm not sure what it will turn her into in the end.

Just like when I met you and fell in love with you, I often felt that it was a gift from God to me. But later, this gift has become a rock in my heart all my life. I don't want Xiaoman to be like me. I hope he will be carefree all his life, even if he lives as an ordinary little girl. Can you understand what I mean? "

The proprietress raised her head. Her words had already been finished. At this moment, his heart really felt extremely relaxed. He had buried these words in his heart for too many years. Now he finally made it clear to Ye Qing. It was like a big stone in his heart that was suddenly moved away. The feeling of happiness and comfort was beyond description.

And Ye Qing's heart of hatred, as if also in this long dialogue, gradually settled down.He seemed to finally know what he wanted over the years? What he wanted was never Shanshan's regret and apology. What he wanted to know was that his feelings had not been let down at that time

In the end, Ye Qing still didn't make any commitment to the boss's wife. There was still a trace of hesitation in his heart about Xiaoman

Although he knows that after today's dialogue, he can put all those things down, but for Xiaoman, he still hopes to have a look. After all, it is his daughter, and it is the crystallization of his real feelings. Although the relationship between him and Shanshan did not get a good result, at least Xiaoman is Proof of their happiness.

In Ye Qingyan's mind, Xiaoman is totally different from ye Qingyan. Although he knows that he has been sorry for ye Qingyan and his mother these years, he still doesn't want to owe Xiaoman. Shanshan says that Xiaoman doesn't necessarily want everything he gives, but ye Qing feels that he just wants to put this choice in front of Xiaoman.

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