Chapter 1289

"Everything is just like what you think. He came to tell me that I really can't match you in my identity. I can't imagine the height you can achieve in the future. Indeed, at that time, I was arrogant and young, and I thought that these statements of your father were really ridiculous. If you can really reach that height, what's the relationship with me? I am not at your side, as long as you have the ability, you will be able to achieve that position, but now it seems that I was really too stupid, if I have been following you, maybe I will only drag you down, as I am as humble, then you see, without me, you really reached a height that no one can reach and become the president of the whole Chiba country ……”

"Ridiculous! What makes you decide for me? I have never told you that I want to be the president of Chiba country. Compared with this status, I want a plain life, just like what you want to give Xiaoman now

Ye Qing didn't hold back and said these words in his heart. This is really what he said in his heart. Compared with being a high-ranking president, he actually wanted a plain and beautiful life. If Shanshan didn't leave him, he thought his family should live happily together now?

The landlady didn't get angry when he said that, but continued to say calmly, "I know, I know I can't make a decision for you. So when your father came to me, I just refused him. Just like what you just said to me, I told him that he was not qualified to dominate your life, and what he wanted to add to you It's not necessarily what you want. Maybe what you want is a stable life, being with the people you like and having a family of your own. Just like what you just said, I told your father that he didn't say anything at that time, just looked at me and laughed. He told me that I was naive, pure and beautiful. He hoped I could Enough to maintain such an attitude, but he also advised me not to, always be confused by feelings, take a good look at the two of us, is there really a chance to go through a lifetime.

At that time, he didn't have a chance to observe our life seriously. However, his words about my father's not being able to observe our life seriously were not worth saying from him.

You know, at that time, our relationship was the hottest time. We just wanted to get bored with each other every day. You went out to work during the day. Because I was pregnant, I could only do some small things at home. This kind of life was very sweet. It was like entering into marriage ahead of time. We were young, we felt that the life was very strange, as if we were happy every day, but the pressure of life was also It will bring about quarrels. Like all the young lovers, we quarrel hard, and then make up with each other fiercely. I used to think that this is the best state of life, but when I look at our life carefully, I find many small problems.

For example, when you sleep with me at night and we chat, sometimes I can't understand the topic you are talking about. I don't understand what you're talking about at work. I used to go out to look for a job when I was at home. But at that time, what I did was the lowest end, which could be solved only by labor force But the work you do needs to have a brain.

It was the first time that I realized the gap between you and me, but at that time I told myself, it's OK, Shanshan, Ye Qing, he loves you so much, even if you can't reach his height now, it doesn't matter. He will accommodate you, and you will study hard and keep up with his pace I cheated myself for a long time. Later, our lives became more and more hard, and you were facing more and more pressure. When I saw you go to bed at night, you always frown carelessly. But you never said anything to me. I know that one side is because you don't want me to worry. On the other hand, I understand that you know, even if you say Export, I don't understand the pressure

So you see, at that time, there were already problems between us. These are those small contradictions, which are hidden in the innermost layer by the flashy appearance of feelings, and are often easily ignored. But even if they are ignored, we can not deny their existence. Sooner or later, they will become an opportunity for us to separate. "

Ye Qing quietly listens to the landlady's words, and her narration brings him back to the memories of those years. In fact, Ye Qing often remembers these memories, mostly when he dreams back in the middle of the night, but he never thought of such a detailed thing.

He seemed to have no way to refute every word he said with his boss's wife. He never took the small problems in his life into consideration at that time. However, after breaking up with the boss's wife, he recalled a lot. He also knew that at that time, there was a little contradiction between the two people. Sometimes, he would feel that the woman lying in his arms I don't know what my brain is thinking. It's really difficult to communicate with her.

But at that time, Ye Qing also told herself that there was no way out. This was the gap between them. Shanshan lived in an ordinary family when she was young. She did not even read books for a few years, because there were many children in their family. As a girl, she came out to work early. In such an environment, she grew up gentle and honest It's not easy enough. Ye Qing knows that he can't ask for too much.But at the beginning, he felt nothing at first, but now after listening to Shanshan's words, he couldn't help thinking, if he had been with Shanshan all his life, when he talked about his higher and higher height, would he one day begin to think that the people around him could not communicate?

"So that's why you decided to leave me?"

The landlady raised her head, looked at the distant ceiling, and her mind was a little empty. "In fact, I don't know what it is that made me give up on you. Maybe every point is. Finally, I made that decision. In fact, it was not impulsive. It was true. After thinking for a long time, your father actually met that time, but later he called me, but he didn't I'm advised to leave you, but to ask about your condition. By the way, how has your family become? What would you look like if you were at home.

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