Chapter 10：I Want Her by My Side

"I can't believe you just did that!" Madame was obviously rattled as she picked up my shirt from the floor and buttoned it down to cover herself.

"Madame, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just want you so much. I didn't know what happened to me." I told her even though I knew damn well what happened to me.

"You had me!" She snapped in both disbelief and annoyance. "But you seem to forget I hold the rein here, Bruce! You're getting uncontrollable. You're also getting slack with my implemented rules. I'm getting worried. This isn't right."

"Madame, I'm really sorry." I knelt on the floor in front of her with my hands behind my back.

"I'm not going to see you for a while." She announced.

My head snapped up to look her in the eyes. She glared down at me with my audacity. I was so shocked that I still didn't cast my eyes down. I didn't want to be without Madame. I might die if I couldn't see and touch her for days.

"But... Madame..." I trailed off.

"Eyes down, Bruce!" She snapped at me that I finally obeyed and looked down my lap.

My cock was still dripping with our mixed juices. It's still hard and bobbing as if it didn't cum at all. I wanted to grip it to stop it from twitching. But my sentence of not seeing Madame might get worse if I did such thing.

"Madame, I'll die if I can't see you. Please don't do this." I begged for the first time in my thirty-two years of existence.

"We won't have this problem if you just obeyed me, Bruce. I'm not liking what's happening to you anymore. I won't see you for a few days. Cool it off and take care of whatever's bothering you. I don't want a spiteful pet."

"I won't do it again, Madame. I'm really, truly sorry. Please, please. I begged you, Madame. Don't cut me off. I want you so much. I want you all the time. I'll go crazy if I can't see you for long."

Madame knelt in front of me. She cupped my face up and my eyes met her gaze. She didn't look angry anymore. She had a sympathetic look on her face and a frown of worry etched on her forehead. Madame used both of her thumbs to wipe away my tears which I didn't notice I shed.

"Oh, Bruce. What's happening to you?" Madame suddenly kissed me on the mouth, deep and long.

I responded to her kiss, my hands were twitching to hold her around the waist. When she finally pulled away, we're both panting and obviously aroused once again. She kissed both my eyes and cheeks and last on my forehead.

"You know why I'm doing this, right? I want the control, Bruce. I'm upset of what you did. The sex was so damn good but I still didn't like that you took the control from my hands."

"I understand." I finally conceded through the lump in my throat. "Madame, if you're going to stay away for days, at least let me hold you tonight."

"NO." She quickly said.

"Please!" I pleaded in my sorriest voice.

I didn't fucking give a shit if I've reduced myself this low like a goddamn dog. All I ever wanted was Madame by my side. For me, it would be the greatest feeling of all. She didn't answer me right away this time. She studied me for a moment while still wearing the frown on her forehead. She then finally blew a defeated sigh before she nodded.

"On the bed, pet."

I quickly obeyed and jumped back to bed again. I stared at my ankles that were still bound by the loose cord. But Madame took it off before she disappeared into the bath. When she returned, she's holding alcohol and gauze and cleaned my wrists that were cut with the cuffs. She kissed both wounds afterwards before taking off my shirt from her body and joined me to bed. She pushed me back so we could cuddle down the bed with lamps still lit on each bedside table.

With Madame's command, I dozed off with her secured tightly around my arms. All throughout the night, I kept finding myself fucking Madame even without her order. But she let me though. She opened her thighs and body for me every time I mounted her. Her cunt was so full of my sperm until there's no room for more at the breaking dawn. I finally fell asleep when I felt my body burnt out with too much exhaustion. Yet, the sleep was never restful but very upsetting instead because she disappeared the next time I opened my eyes.