"You see, you've stopped me again. I've said it several times, and I don't have much time to say, and this is probably the last time I'll see you. There are a lot of things I haven't said yet

Lin Chengyun's tone, there is no previous arrogance, there is no satire, the rest is a low pour.

Want to say, want to talk out, there has been no opportunity.

She seems to really want to say something, because it is so many feelings that have arisen from meeting again for so many years.

And life to the end, there will be a lot of emotion, want to pour out.

Yu Tingxuan was sitting in front of him driving. His hand holding the steering wheel was tight and tight. His eyes carried more pain and regret.

He did not look back, nor did he go to see Lin Chengyun.

Lin Chengyun, who can sit in the back row, has already seen Yu Tingxuan's painful eyes through the rearview mirror.

Her lips gently hook up, eyes more a wipe of understanding.

"Ah Xuan, after many years, it is actually a great blessing for us to have a quiet chat like this.

I used to think that when we met again, we were still at daggers' end, and there would not be a moment of calm. But now it seems that you can take me out of the hospital, which is quite relieved.

You see, there are all kinds of possibilities in life, friends will meet again, and the past will be disturbed again, and you can feel relieved. "

"Don't say that to me." Yu Tingxuan's voice is difficult to speak, his voice is very low, some emotions are restrained.

"What can be said? It's strange that I want to talk, but I don't know what to say. I think this is my contradiction Lin Chengyun seemed to talk to Yu Tingxuan or to himself, "few people have been able to calm my heart over the years."

"It's your own dark heart." Yu Tingxuan couldn't help but say, "you don't want to open your heart."

"Yes. I've always been on guard, and I won't completely open my heart to anyone. This habit has been formed since the day I married Gu Zhongli. " Lin Chengyun was very frank: "so whenever this time, I think, if I didn't break up with you, if the baby in my stomach is Gu Zhongli's child, not your child, will I not have this habit?"

Yu Tingxuan's hand holding the steering wheel was tighter, and the veins on the back of his hand were exposed. "Are you willing to follow a man to old age? You won't be reconciled even if you're afraid. "

"Ha ha!" Lin Chengyun laughed, as if he were satirizing Yu Tingxuan or himself: "ah Xuan, when people are dying, they will think of all the past events. I have been thinking about it recently, especially when I see Gu Hao.

I didn't intend to tell Gu Hao who her own father is, but I need to leave here today. I can only get you here.

You take me away, I will tell you about your daughter! It's kind of giving you back.

Ah Xuan, what kind of life situation would it be if I and you were not separated? "

Yu Tingxuan closed his eyes, and his eyebrows were even more tangled, and the bottom of his eyes was also full of remorse:

why should we say this hypothesis again? It has been separated for a long time, and there is no possibility of such a hypothesis! "

Lin Chengyun seemed to have not heard what he said, smiling at himself, slightly tilted his head to look at him in the rearview mirror: "then you look so painful and regret, what do you do?"

Yu Tingxuan suddenly froze, and suddenly thought of the rearview mirror. He looked at Lin Chengyun from the rearview mirror and caught Lin Chengyun's sharp eyes.

Yu Tingxuan was angry. He was very sad and regretful. He didn't want to be seen by Lin Chengyun.

"Don't be angry." Lin Chengyun gently laughed and said: "I'm honest, I won't laugh at you. It's impossible for a person to make no mistakes in this life. Some people's mistakes may not be able to make up for them in their whole life. Some people's mistakes may have passed away with a smile."

Yu Tingxuan was said that Zhang did not open his mouth. All his anger was accumulated in the background of his eyes. He reached a situation, but he could not vent his anger.

"Perhaps there is only one man or one woman in life, which is a realm of human beings. Not everyone can achieve this state of being from one to the end, and one's heart is always greedy." Lin Chengyun is crooked head again, smile way: "I once fantasized, with you from the same end, grow old forever!"

"Creak!" The brakes screeched.

The car quickly stopped at the side of the road.

The neon lights on the street were flashing, and Lin Chengyun almost rushed to the front and fell into the carriage.

She pushed the back of the seat in front of her and straightened herself up again.

Yu Tingxuan couldn't restrain himself. He looked at Lin Chengyun in front of him. His eyes were full of complex emotions. He said in a deep voice, "what did you say just now?"

Lin Chengyun turned to his eyes. His eyes did not evade. He looked directly at him and said, "I said I wanted to share my white head with you."

Hum!

It's like a blast in my mind. I can't get back for a long time.A hole burst in the heart, blood from the heart overflowed, spread to all parts of the body.

Then deep regret and resentment also covered the whole heart, Yu Ting Xuanjun's cold face finally appeared cracks.

Yu Xuan breathed deeply, as if he could not breathe better.

He looked at Lin Chengyun and laughed bitterly. In his deep eyes, the moist mist gradually came out.

Yu Tingxuan felt that the woman in front of him was like an old woman, and she never looked the same again. However, he was so embarrassed. When he heard her say this, he was still very sad.

"Ah Xuan." Lin Chengyun murmured: "go, go to the flower field. If you don't go, they should come after me!"

As a reminder, Lin Chengyun still kept his head and looked at Yu Tingxuan: "let's go. Let's go to the flower land."

Yu Tingxuan calmed himself a little and drove again.

Along the way, Lin Chengyun leaned against the back seat of her car, looked at the street view in front of her, and then turned to look at the man driving in front.

Yu Tingxuan has been holding the steering wheel tightly, frowning, and his eyes are increasingly cold.

The flower land she was going to was the place where he and Lin Chengyun met for the first time.

When Lin Chengyun planted flowers there, he helped a farmer build a house there. He was 19 years old and she was 18 years old.

They met from there, and that's where their relationship began.

Now Lin Chengyun is like this. Yu Tingxuan can't refuse her.

Even after years of separation, he could not refuse such a request from a dying man.

Tell yourself it's not about feelings, it's about people.

Can, at this time in the heart of sorrow regret, how to deal with themselves?