Chapter 868

Jinbei mountain field resort.

It was already eight o'clock in the evening when we arrived. It was very dark. Only a few lights were flashing. The whole area was quiet.

The car stopped at the side of the flower field and the light went out.

It's quiet in the car, too.

Yu Tingxuan sat in the car and looked at the flower land which had changed for a long time in the dark. His heart was one after another, and he was more dejected.

The woman sitting behind her has been very weak, looks extremely painful, perspiration seeps out on her waxy face, holding up so hard.

Yu Tingxuan turned his head and looked at Lin Chengyun. He opened his mouth and said, "I advise you to go back to the hospital. You look very bad and ugly now."

"You're dying. What do you want to see?" Lin Chengyun smile, more weak, even the voice can hear, no strength.

She looked at Yu Tingxuan with a smile and turned to the window: "ah Xuan, I want to go down. Can you help me down?"

Yu Tingxuan frowned. Seeing Lin Chengyun's situation, she couldn't bear to toss, but she wanted to.

He hesitated and said again: "you don't have physical strength now, you can't walk down at all. If you want to come down, you will also add pain."

"If I don't come down and go, I feel very sad. I just want to have a look at the land. I want to scatter the ashes here after I die, but I don't know if anyone will help me realize this wish." Lin Chengyun said is also self mocking smile, probably no one to help her.

Yu Tingxuan's eyes tightened and he looked at the woman in front of him deeply. He didn't know how to understand the woman's mood. He only thought that she had such a request was very unexpected.

"You are still Gu Zhongli's wife. You can only be buried by Gu Zhongli's side after you die."

"I will not be buried next to Gu Zhongli. I would rather sprinkle the ashes than bury them next to him." As soon as Lin Chengyun heard this, he seemed to resist: "he and I are a mistake at all."

Yu Tingxuan frowned and his mood was complicated.

"Since it's a mistake, what did you do when you were so anxious to get married?"

Lin Chengyun looked at him and gently asked, "what are you worried about?"

Yu Tingxuan was stunned by her light rambling words.

But soon Lin Chengyun laughed and continued: "anyway, I was worried. Yes, I also asked myself, why did I get married in such a hurry? What do you have to do with a married man? He has an ex-wife. He wants to marry him. He says to others that he is a stepmother to his children. He is good to others' children and harsh to his own children. Why on earth is that? "

Yu Tingxuan wrung his eyebrows and said, "it's cheap!"

Lin Chengyun laughed, not angry: "a Xuan, I also did a more vulgar thing, do you want to hear it?"

Yu Tingxuan looked at Lin Chengyun quietly, and his eyes were gloomy: "don't talk nonsense, just say it."

"A Xuan, I have another son with another man. I have not lost anything in my life. I have you, Gu Zhongli and him. My life is really worth it. Three men."

Hearing the speech, Yu Tingxuan's anger flashed through his eyes. His chest was full of ups and downs, and his anger overflowed from the bottom of his heart.

However, he felt that it was more of a sour taste, very uncomfortable, he was stimulated to.

Yu Tingxuan snorted: "you're really mean to be home. Three men, you can say it."

"People are dying. Why don't you dare to say so?" Lin Chengyun gently smiles, disapproving. "What else can I fear now?"

"You're afraid of being locked up in a hospital!" Yu Tingxuan opened his mouth quickly, with the element of gambling.

Lin Chengyun was stunned. He suddenly laughed and said, "yes, I'm afraid of losing my freedom now. I don't have much time. I always have to walk and have a look."

"There are three men who are worth it. Why do we still sigh at the same time? When we sigh, are we not envious of those men and women who are consistent?" Yu Tingxuan suddenly couldn't help but criticize again.

Lin Chengyun was stunned, shrugged his shoulders and said, "yes, don't you envy me? Don't you think about the men and women who are the same? How admirable is their life of helping each other to the old and advancing hand in hand. You have not done it, have you? "

Yu Tingxuan opened his mouth and laughed at himself, but he still did not speak.

He was asked by Lin Chengyun, unable to answer.

"You don't have to say anything, so you agree with me." Lin Chengyun smiles again, so proud.

Yu Tingxuan was very angry. He frowned and said in a deep voice, "don't tell me these magnificent reasons. But if you look like this, I know you regret leaving me."

"Yes, I regret it." Lin Chengyun looked into Yu Tingxuan's eyes and admitted: "ah Xuan, I regret leaving you."

Yu Tingxuan's eyes tightened, violently beating, and a touch of excitement rushed out from the bottom of his eyes. He was staring at Lin Chengyun tightly.Those eyes, too hot, too focused.

Lin Chengyun was staring at him, slightly drooping his eyes, no longer to see Yu Tingxuan's eyes.

"What's the use of regret? Time is gone forever, and I can only move forward if I have regrets. "

"You admit you regret it." Yu Tingxuan half a day to find his own voice, "how can you?"

"Like you?" Lin Chengyun chuckled: "dare not admit that you also regret?"

Yu Tingxuan stopped talking.

Lin Chengyun raised his eyes and put them on his eyes.

Two people four eyes, do not need to say, in fact, both understand, each regret.

"Ah Xuan, help me down. I really want to go to this land again. "

This requirement is not too much, but it may be a little difficult for a cancer patient. Yu Tingxuan is deeply distressed by Lin Chengyun.

In the end, many years ago, he loved this woman deeply, and he has not been reconciled to these years.

Once upon a time, his love for this woman in his heart could not be expressed in words.

In the past, all kinds of things in my mind, those good times are full of the color of youth.

Whether bitter or painful, he felt a deep regret and regret in his heart.

But what's left now, what's left is an old and shapeless woman on her deathbed and an old man who is always wandering around midnight in middle age.

What is their life plan?

Are you really happy?

Yu Tingxuan still got out of the car. He opened the back door and looked at the woman sitting on the back of the chair stretched out his hand.

Lin Chengyun looks at him and puts her hand on Yu Tingxuan's.