Chapter 100 - Lose Him - Part【3】

"Královna, I made this for your male." The female hands me a pair of sewed tiny loincloths that would hug a pup's bottom perfectly.

"Thank you." I beam up at her, this is a sweet gesture. I shall add this with the rest of my pup's collection. Phobos does not know this but I have been secretly knitting these cute outfits like pants and sweaters in all colours for the little one to wear so I can take pictures and share them with our family. I know Phobos would disagree with me into dressing our pup in such apparel but if he thinks I am going to dress my male in a small loincloth he is terribly wrong for pups are meant to look adorable.

"Many of the females are yet to become pregnant just as you and know that we are all patiently waiting for our future Alpha." Her words are kind carrying good intention but they drown me in deep waters for as their Luna I should have been the first female to get pregnant on these lands it is considered a blessing, a good omen for the future. But I seem to have failed at giving them that.

Phobos and I aren't necessarily trying rather we are going with the flow for we often find ourselves passionately feeding on each other. But now I wonder if a need has arisen for us to mate for this specific purpose. Back home, I was taught in order to get pregnant there are certain so-called most suitable times to mate according to the change in moon cycles. Perhaps I must talk about this with Phobos later on.

Sensing my apprehension to her words, my male squeezes my waist hauling me to his side as though he is protecting me and voices out his thoughts. "We are not looking to rush it. I am enjoying my time with her and I wish to spend more. A pup hinders the passion of newly mated wolves and I wish to taste my female further until we must carry that responsibility." My cheeks burn to his words and I turn my gaze down to my feet in order to hide my reddening cheeks.

"O-Of course, Alpha." The female stutters her own cheeks crimsoning to his frank words.

While the couple departs and makes way for the next I happily push myself further into his heat snuggling up to him thankful for he stood by me. "Thank you."

"There is nothing to thank me for, Theia. I simply stated my truth and I meant what I said. I know how much you are looking forward to birthing our male but I am not as much excited. I love what we have at the moment and in no way do I feel as though something is missing. It will happen when it is meant to so do not stress on that, my freesia."

Standing on my tiptoes grabbing onto his jaw I urge him to face me so I can kiss his lips startling him and the third couple who have come to stand before us. "My male," I utter earning a wide smile from him.

"My female." He responds beaming down at me his globes filled with warmth.

It is late in the evening when Phobos and I return home both of us drained for the line was very long and felt neverending at a certain point in time. But we pulled through for it is our duty to partake in our pack's happiness as their Alpha and Luna.

"I shall go change for the night," I speak heading towards my room while Phobos tiredly slumps down on the couch discarding his shirt getting comfortable.

Pulling open one of the cupboards I pick out a tight satin nightgown to dress into. I have never worn this before for I had kept it for a good occasion yet today seems to be the perfect night to wear it. I need Phobos in a good mood as I will be asking a favour from him which I am pretty sure he would agree to yet this is merely a precaution.

My moon blessed gifted me this gown from last month's trade, it was a surprise and I heard from Drakho it was quite expensive. Though I was upset with him for spending much on this he merely laughed and said our seas had an abundance of pearls more than enough to purchase anything one could dream of. It made me happy for he never fails to spoil me as much as mama, papa and Cronus did. No, he spoils me even more than they did.

Sauntering back into the living room I find Phobos resting with his head slumped back eyes closed, his limbs laid flat over the couch's head and his legs spread apart. Taking my seat on the floor in between his legs I lean my head over his right thigh gazing up at my sleepy male.

"Phobos," I beckon him softly.

"Yes, Drahá."

"Will we not play cards tonight?"

"Do you wish to?" He asks drowsily.

"Yes."

"Then go bring the card deck, I shall play with you." This is Phobos, no matter how worn out he is he always makes time for me. He always does his best to make sure my wishes are fulfilled even the little things and that is what makes me love him even more.

"You cannot even open your eyes."

"I can. See." He says gradually unsealing his eyes looking down at me and I see clearly how truly fatigued he is. "And what is this? Is this the dress I bought for you?" He asks doing a sultry scan of my pale flesh in the snug gown.

"Yes, do you like it?"

"Very much. Come up here and I shall show you just how much I like it." He pats his thigh inviting me to sit upon him so he can do naughty things to me.

"Stop it, Phobos." I giggle with a shake of my head. "Why are you this tired?"

"I had woken up early before daylight to begin training the new juvenile warriors that Drakho recruited himself. Juveniles are not easy to handle they tend to be careless and impulsive." This male is teaching both the juveniles and his female, it certainly must be hard for him.

"That is why you weren't there by my side when I woke up in the morning."

"I apologize, you must have felt cold. I did tuck you in and made sure you were nestled beneath the covers before I left." Thoughtful male.

Standing up hoisting each leg onto the couch cushion I straddle him wiggling around getting into a more comfortable position whilst he grunts to my abrupt weight and once more uncovers his eyes to peer up at me.

"What are you doing, Theia?"

"I will help relieve some of your tiredness," I whisper commencing to stroke his temples in a circular manner and my male's head once more collapses onto the sofa's head with a content groan. Setting the pads of my two fingers right by the bridge of his nose adding little pressure I slide them up to his brow bone and then over to the temples.

I repeat it several times until I sense the stress in his body relaxing to my touch. Then I change my method using my thumbs instead of my forefingers. Placing the digits right upon the middle of his forehead I knead gently working towards his hairline only to return back to the start point and once more redo it several times.

"Who taught you this?" He asks.

"I taught myself."

"For your brother?"

"No. For you." I reply and my truth has him glance up at me with wonderment.

"Why?"

"What kind of question is that?" I chuckle. "I just wanted to be useful to make you feel better, I knew being an Alpha was no easy job and as your female, it is my duty to take care of you is it not?"

"But you being claimed as mine was always left uncertain by me."

"I know, but I dreamed you would come for me one day."

"I apologize, Drahá I-"

"You need not apologize for you already conversed with me of your reasons and stop staring at me like that!"

"I have told you before I like looking at you."

"And why is that?" I smile.

"Because you are breathtakingly beautiful. Because you are mine." He says grasping my wrist removing my hand from his forehead to delicately kiss my pulse.

"I-I wanted to ask you something."

"What is it?" He asks hugging my waist yanking me to him in one solid tug so that my breasts press snugly against his chest. Nudging my cheek with his nose he breathes in my essence.

"You know how there is this traditional lantern festival every year back in Cronus's pack? We have it soon in two months and I wish to go celebrate and see my family Phobos." He visibly stiffens to my words his clutch on waist slackening as though he is letting me go.. The content fondness in his eyes fades and I am met by a questioning look.