Chapter 140 - About To Get Real

Lost in his thought, Kaiden took advantage and slammed his hand softly onto the table. He blinked his golden eyes wide and his friend laughed.

“I’m joking,” Kaiden stood up patting his friend on his shoulder, “She really likes you. Jenell says she talks about you all the time. Even Kola was tired of hearing about you.”

“You… You tricked me?!” The dancer stood up sharply, “Let’s go again.”

Kaiden laughed amusedly and Jenell jumped up to run to the raven haired idol. Embracing him, she cheered happily and pulled back. She leaned up and paused. Kaiden stared at her and she stared at him.

‘OMG! I was going to kiss him?!’ Jenell quickly pulled back coughing into her fist. Her cheeks were so hot from trying… going to… they weren’t even dating!

“Jenell,” Star grinned, “Your face looks so red.”

“Shut up,” the blue eyed beauty mumbled and covered her face.

“Ah, my big sister is so mean,” Star pouted before laughing as she read the chat, “Hm? Ah! Yes. Taemeng and Kaiden are good friends.”

She saw the hearts and blushing emotes that flooded the screen. Her own face started to warm with what their fans were saying. They were telling her they were shipping all four of them, with each other and with the same gender.

“Well, we will sign off now,” the short haired female said nervously with a smile, “Bye!”

The rest said their farewells too and Star signed out.

“Hm? Why is your face all red?” Jenell questioned and Star looked at the guys before she leaned close to the princess.

“Our fans are saying Ah Tae and Ah Kai looks hot together,” She whispered and Jenell’s eyes shined.

“They do,” she whispered back to Star.

“I know!” The younger female gushed with her hands to her hot cheeks.

Kaiden and Taemeng stared at the giggling whispering females. Confused, they waited like they always do when this happens. A text notification sounded on all their phones. They looked at each other and looked at their phones. In their group message, Jin had announced that Miss Allie was going to post the interview and was inviting everyone over to watch it together.

“Well,” Jenell waved her phone, “Shits about to get super real.”

“Let’s bring over something,” Kaiden offered with a smile and Taemeng agreed.

They smiled at each other and the blue eyed female frowned. Sidling up against the raven haired male, she held his hand with no hesitation. Star laughed and called Lisa to let her know.

At Jin’s home, Shun was moody.

He ate the almonds angrily, chomping like a child being forced to eat. His blue eyes were narrowed into a glare at the pinkette. Why? Shun was horny. It was his stupid beautiful boyfriend’s fault for touching him so gently, kissing him so deeply, and saying all those sweet words in his ears.

Suu Jin was ignoring him.

Each time he tried to jump his lover’s bones, the man would push him away and say the exact same thing. He was getting tired of it! He just wanted to hold him like he did before. He misses Jin even thought the pinkette was right there at the table on his phone.

That only made him chomp harder.

It wasn’t that he wanted to have sex with his lover… Well… Not entirely. Now, Suu Jin told him no kissing because it was just going to make it hard on them. Of course, it was! He was hard right now and he was tired of using his own hands! He tried crying, begging, pleading, and even touched himself before the idol prince, but Jin would avoid him, look away, or tell him the same thing. He didn’t want to see Shun in pain or stressed again.

Did Jin not realize this was worse?! He was in pain and stressed right now!

“They’ll be coming by,” Jin stated and turned to him.

“…”

“…”

“You…” Shun groaned and smacked his head on the table, “You are killing me!”

“Ah Shun…”

“No! Don’t ‘Ah Shun’ me! I’m so tired of this,” he cried and stared at Jin to see him looking away, “You could barely look at me or talk to me. This… I don’t like this! I want to show you how much I love you, but you won’t let me. I feel so lonely, Ah Jin.”

“You know why…” Jin whispered and Shun stood up sharply, slamming his palm on the table.

“You know what! Fine!”

Shun headed to Jin’s room and opened the drawer where the Witch’s potion was. He knew he was being impatient and bratty, but Jin was acting as if he would die just from making love, kissing, and now even touching! Pulling the cork off, the pop alerted Jin who had just entered the room. His green eyes widened and he walked in strides to Shun.

“Shun!”

Shun turned to Jin with the bottle in his hand and frowned at the pinkette.

“I’m going to take it.”

“… Have you thought it out? All the consequences?”

“Yes,” Shun sighed and looked at him with pain in his eyes, “Nothing compares to you and me not being able to love one another. I am okay with not making love, for a bit at least. But... Not to be able to touch you or kiss you… that is worse than anything this would do to me.”

“It could kill you,” Jin mentioned and cupped his face.

“Maybe…” Shun whispered, “But I… kind of feel dead.”

“Don’t say that,” Jin stated sternly.

“Because I can’t really live if I can’t show you how I feel.”

“…”

“I love you,” Shun smiled and stepped forward to hold Jin, “Stay with me, okay?”

Jin sighed against his ear.

He held the silver haired man tightly before pulling away to stare into those contacted blue eyes. Searching his lover’s face, he just earned a smile and the pinkette kissed those beautiful lips. It wasn’t like he didn’t desire Shun as much as the man did him, but he was filled with worry. There was no way he could live without his boyfriend. He wasn’t going to lose Shun like Genu. It wasn’t going to happen as long as he was able to protect Shun, Jin would do everything in his powers to do so.

“I’m sorry,” Jin apologized and sighed against those wet lips, “We could make love, touch, anything you want. You don’t have to force yourself. I’m being selfish.”

“You are,” Shun nodded and sighed out a smile, “Then… Can we?”