"You didn't come in once. Mom lied to me."

Han luofan was disappointed and his tone was lonely.

There are two kinds of talent in children's eyes, one is the day of blue sky, the other is the day at home. Han Bing is the sky in Han luofan's eyes. He is the man of indomitable spirit.

When Han luofan was born, Han Bing was not a senior official of the province. He was a senior official of the next city in Nanjing province. At that time, they did not live in junyang city. Han luofan was very happy when he was a child. Every time he made trouble in school, when his teacher called his parents, he was very happy.

But every time, the people who came to deal with the troubles he caused were Han Bing's drivers.

When he found that his father would not come to his room to visit him after work late at night, Han luofan was sad. After he was sad, he was at a loss. At a young age, he couldn't help but wonder if he had done something wrong, and his father didn't like him.

He was puzzled.

Later, when he was 16 or 17 years old, Han luofan also rebelled, but he did not dare to take a fork in the road. He was afraid that when a fork in the road got dark, he would not be able to go back. Before the college entrance examination, when the teacher asked him which university he wanted to take, he felt at a loss and fear.

He was afraid that he didn't have an accurate plan for the long future!

That year's college entrance examination, Han luofan naturally did not pass, with a total score of 7500. He took the exam of 306, barely mixed in a secondary school. At that time, Han luofan had to be a man with his tail between his legs, and even Han Bing felt his face was not bright. Han Bing plans to throw him to the army and let the army teach him to be a new man.

Han luofan insisted on rereading. That summer vacation, father and son had been in a cold war. As a result, at the end of August, Han Bing personally took him to see the head teacher of his rereading class. It was the first time that Han Bing accompanied Han luofan to see his teacher. He was afraid of being accused of bribery and didn't bring anything valuable, so he brought some local products from the driver's home to see his teacher.

However, what surprised him even more was that he lowered his status and begged him to discipline Han luofan more. The teacher had always admired Han Bing. Han luofan was "taken care of" by the teacher in the year when he was re read.

Under the teacher's supervision, Han luofan passed the college entrance examination in the 590's that year, and got a book.

After the college entrance examination, Han Bing took her son to thank the teacher.

After that, Han luofan could believe that his father also loved himself.

But Han luofan always has a question in his heart. Why did his father ignore himself in the early years?

Now, Han luofan's question has been explained.

The reason is simple, because he is yuan Ting's son. His father must hate yuan Ting very much. As that woman's son, his father is willing to support himself. It's kind. Think of here, Han luofan can not help but feel ironic.

He looked up at Han Bing standing by the door, with a low self mocking smile, and sighed, "when I was a child, I saw Miss Ji Wu. Would you want to kill me?" Han luofan's question is not only an insult to Han Bing, but also a kind of torture to himself.

Han Bing clenched her fist and said in a low voice, "Han luofan, if you don't want to be beaten, shut up."

Han luofan won't shut up.

He felt very sad. He wanted to cry, but he was holding it. It was like a big stone in his chest. It was like a pile of dry firewood that had been exposed to the hot sun. It burned at a little bit. Han luofan was about to collapse. He grabbed the sheet and growled at Han Bing, "you don't like me so much. Why don't you kill me! When I'm still young, I'll throw it to death, I'll sell it

"Han luofan!" Han Bing can't bear it. In a rage, he quickly walks to Han luofan, grabs his skirt and slaps him in the face. Han luofan was beaten directly, and Han Bing, like all the ordinary fathers who were desperate for their children, bent down and yelled at his son, "you see clearly, I'm your father! Do you know who you're talking to? "

"Do you think about me when you say that?"

Han bingrulei's roar finally pulls Han luofan back from the edge of collapse.

Han luofan looked at Han Bing, his lips moved for a long time, and his eyes were red. Han Bing's eyes are ruddy and fierce. He is very disappointed with his son. How can he say that? It's just killing his heart!

"If I want to kill you, what else can I bring you back for! Should I be myself? "

Han Bing repeatedly bombards and finally wakes up Han luofan.

When Han luofan's shoulder collapsed, he lowered his head. Han Bing suddenly heard Han luofan murmur and say, "I don't think it's a mistake..." he seemed to cry, and his face was particularly ugly. When Han Bing heard this, his body was stiff, and he squeezed Han luofan's hand, and lost all his strength in an instant.

Han Bing let go of her hands.

Han Bing, who was carried by him in the palm of his hand, bent down feebly.

Han luofan was lying on the quilt. He covered his cheek with his hands. He spoke in a low voice with a cry. He said, "I don't want my existence to be a stain! I don't want to be that woman's child! I don't want to make a mistake to destroy the relationship between you and miss Ji Wu! "

Han luofan holds his head in his hand. He suppresses his desire to cry and says helplessly, "I also want to be a child who is loved, expected and blessed, but I'm not. I'm the child of that woman! It's clear that she's the villain, but I'm the one who's hated! "

Han Bing droops her eyes and looks at Han luofan who is lying on the bed and seems to cry, but it makes people feel uncomfortable. When he heard that Han luofan finally cried, he said, "Dad, don't hate me. I'm different from her. Really, I've never hurt anyone like that."

When he heard this, Han Bing sighed and held Han luofan in his arms.

Being held by him, Han luofan was slightly stiff.

In my impression, my father never held himself. Han luofan didn't know if his father had held her when he was a child, but since he had memories, his father had never been so close to him. For the first time, Han Bing embraces Han luofan, but Han luofan has no idea where to put it.

Han Bing patted the child on the back and said, "I'm sorry, child, I'm sorry." In those years before, Han Bing really hated Han luofan. As he said, he was the son of that woman. He was tainted. He couldn't love him.

But after a long time together, how can he not be soft hearted to see the child grow up from a crying baby to a teenager.

How can Han Bing not love her children!