Chapter 455

Su Xinqing didn't hear the movement behind her for a long time. She couldn't help turning around and looking at her eyes.

That pair of Phoenix eyes, often appear in the dream.

Cold and indifferent, without any lust, when you look at anyone, it's a light sweep, and it doesn't seem to raise any interest. But every time she falls on herself, she brings a touch of rare warmth, which makes her feel different, special and even... Important.

However, now that she saw that he was so good to Ji Jin, she knew that she was so far behind!

She pursed her lips, lowered her head humbly, and said in a soft voice, "Sir, it's time to change."

"Who are you?"

Jane asked in a colder voice.

Su Xinqing's heart trembled slightly. In her drooping eyes, there was a flash of confusion.

Was he able to see that his appearance was ruined like this?

"I don't know what you're talking about, sir," she said

Jane more smell speech tightly lock eyebrow, stride forward, that big hand just like lock handcuffs general, tightly hoop in her hand, unexpectedly did not have the slightest dislike of hold her hand.

The strength was so great that it seemed to crush her thin bones.

Su Xinqing pain straight frown, but a stubborn pain did not call out.

The more Jane saw her painful face, the more she realized that she had gone too far. She quickly slowed down her strength, but her tone remained unchanged, with a fierce momentum: "who are you in the end?"

This is Jane Yue's second question.

"I don't know what you said..."

"If I want to trace your identity, it's very simple, so don't force me to use special means!"

At the moment, he has lost patience.

Su Xinqing, hearing the speech, could not help but feel helpless. She raised her cold eyes and looked at him for a moment: "is it really important who I am? I'm just one of Julia's men now. I'll come in and dress you. You're going to the wedding party later. After the engagement party, it's all over. Does it make sense who I am? "

Her voice was not big, but every word fell in her heart, which shocked Jane Yue's body.

Her implied meaning is

Is she Su Xinqing?

Jane Yue's heart beat violently in an instant and asked: "you are Xinqing! It doesn't matter who you are, it's not you who has the final say, but me.

His determined words are overbearing and autocratic, with rare willfulness.

He could not imagine that she was still alive all these years.

He stares at her small face. There are many wounds on her face, and there is no good place for her. Moreover, she is as thin as a wood, wrapped in thick winter clothes, and looks even thinner and pitiful. All these are enough to see the suffering she has suffered these years!

This woman, because he died in the sea.

Men's guilt can never be washed away.

He raised his hand tremblingly, covered her face warmly with his big hand, and said in a soft voice, "does it hurt?"

"No, you forget, I'm a doctor?" Su Xinqing smile, now can get a warm care of his words, he has earned, so do not dare to have any pray, not to compare with Ji Jin, because she has self-knowledge, know that he is impossible to compare with Ji Jin.

"It's Julia who hurt you. I'll take revenge for you. It's my fault that I didn't protect you all these years." Jane Yue said word by word, her chest full of rage.

His eyes were deep, and there was a terrible dark light hidden in them, just like the sea of night, surging, and the black sea came madly.

"In fact, I don't blame you. Maybe it's all predestined." Su Xinqing does not care a smile, smile bright and clear“ Although I became ugly, but I became confident, in front of you can never be so bold smile, also dare not look at you like this, and you also found your favorite person, right

The last sentence made Jane Yue's face look ugly.

"I'm sorry."

Jane said more deeply.

"Why do you say sorry to me?"

"Because even if you show up, I can't love you."

When it comes to feelings, Jane can't cheat. Although it hurts, it's the best way to express your feelings. It's enough for him to have Ji Jin alone in his life, and the rest of the people... Have no happiness.

Su Xinqing originally thought that she was pure-hearted and lustless enough, and the fact that she had already confirmed was nothing to be sad about. But she didn't know why. This time, she said it from Jane Yue's mouth, and her heart hurt as if she had been pricked by a needle.

She lowered her head, in the situation that he couldn't see, she couldn't help but raise a bitter smile in the corner of her mouth.

Her voice was still cold: "I know that."

"So I'm sorry."

"So... If I didn't have an accident, would you be with me?" She said with a touch of hope.

This words, let Jane more short silence, in the mind flashed Ji Jin that small face, a pair of eyes Bu Ling Bu Ling's flashing, hiding cleverness and smart. She was seldom afraid of herself. She always looked straight at her, not afraid at all. Maybe he was used to being gentle in front of her, and others were afraid of him to death. Only when she moved her little mouth, he began to call himself, and he was very happy to be called by her.

But... If Su Xinqing didn't have an accident, if she was still by his side... Jane Yue's mouth was stained with a bitter smile, and said faintly: "the end I can think of is that I will hurt you, and I still choose to be with Ji Jin. In this life, I want to meet her, very much, so I want to be with her. " Su Xinqing heard the speech, smiling, tears fell, and then said: "Sir, you have changed, before you can never say such love words. In fact, you don't love me. I knew that for a long time, but I thought we would get married and have children together, because I'm the only one who can get close to you. When you want to get married, I must be the only one. I've been waiting for you to get married, but I can't wait... "The moment I met Ji Jin, I wanted to get married. There's no reason." Jane knew that her words were very hurtful, but she said it clearly“ Thank you for being so frank. I want to be frank. In fact, I didn't survive all these years just for you. If it wasn't for my sister Su Hanyun, I would not have worked hard to live until now, so you don't have to feel guilty. I don't want to occupy your heart because of this little thing, so your love for Ji Jin is not pure! " Su Xinqing seriously said, Mou Guang is so serious, not weaker than Jane Yue“ It's my debt. You don't need to clean it for me. I'll make it up, slowly. "“ Well, when you come out alive, I'll cash your words. " Su Xinqing is not affectable, said softly. Then he handed over his clothes and waited on him to put on his coat as before. However, it was stopped by Jane Yue“ I'll come. " The two words have already outlined the gap between them. It's not that Jane Yue deliberately alienates and hurts others. He also knows that he's a scum now. After all, he didn't know love at the beginning, so he gave Su Xinqing special treatment, which made her think that she loved her and gave her hope, but also brought her infinite despair. Even in the end, he put her in danger, which was his fault. But... Guilt is guilt, not love. His love is only for Ji Jin in this life. If he doesn't share it well, he is not responsible for Ji Jin and cheating Su Xinqing. He would rather be a heartless person than a heartless one. Su Xinqing finger slightly meal, but also understand now two people's identity some inappropriate, will be the clothes handed over, said: "the party is about to start, you are ready to go down, I left first." There is no need for her to exist“ Good He nodded. Su Xinqing turned and left tremblingly. When she came to the door, she stopped and asked, "Sir, do you know what love is now?" Love... A very broad word, what is love? When she heard this, the first thing she thought of was Ji Jin. The corner of her mouth couldn't help but stir up a warm smile and said, "maybe it's my laundry and cooking. She's smiling like a flower."“ Is this your husband's love? Can you... Tell me what it is? I really want to know what kind of love your husband will have Su Xinqing continued“ Well, that's enough. Will miss her, miss her, clearly in front of you, can't help but start to miss. Apart from her, I always feel empty and care too much about time, thinking about when I can go home and see her. At night, she will leave a light for me and wait for me in the living room. Her smile and embrace are not the empty room when she comes home. I'm not hungry, but I want to eat with her. When I go to bed at night, she sleeps on her arm and shrinks in my arms, which is probably my happiest moment. "“ I thought my husband's love would be magnificent, but I didn't expect it to be like this. " This kind of completely opposite love, lets the human be surprised“ Because I'm stupid, not romantic. What you can give is only the most ordinary thing, but it's wronged Ji Jin. " With a smile and a slight apology, Jane Yue always feels that she hasn't done a good job. If she gives him more time, he can do better. People are always making progress“ If Ji Jin knows that her husband can have this heart, she must be satisfied. Don't be too strict with her husband. " Su Xinqing some distressed said. But Jane shook her head gently“ She is not content, how can a woman be content with her beloved man? Always hope for better and better. She didn't like me to look cold and ferocious. I don't like the appearance that I don't have enough EQ to embarrass others. I don't like that I don't smile, it seems too cold. I don't like that I'm not obedient and eat indiscriminately... Maybe, just because she doesn't like this or that, I feel that I need to change so that I can do my best. " Voice down, Su Xinqing fell into silence, it seems suddenly aware of the gap between himself and Ji Jin where!