Chapter 1082

I know that Qin Xiao is not married. This is something everyone in the capital knows. General Qin Xiao likes as many people as an army, but no one can get into her eyes.

Later I learned that the girl's name was Qiao Xinyao, and she lived with her adoptive father. Everyone said that her mother died, but I thought she should be Qin Xiao's illegitimate daughter.

Yes, I've always felt that way, and I'm sure of my own guess. So I hate this girl because of Qin Xiao's relationship, and even embarrass her in school.

That will hide their existence, I do not know the teacher is out of what consideration to let her do monitor, but I have added a lot of blocks for her, but she should not know it!

I've been sitting at her back table for three years, and I can see her smile and smile in class. I can see clearly what she likes to eat and what her favorite drink is. Probably no one knows better than me. She is the first in the school year, but she is not as studious as she thought. She often wears earphones in class and looks out of the window at the cherry blossom forest.

In spring, when the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, she even draws two pictures on a whim. When all the cherry blossoms wither and grow green leaves, she also draws two pictures. She likes rainy weather and never hurts spring and autumn. In fact, she has a good voice and can sing beautiful songs.

She likes to be alone, occasionally holding a book to read on the roof, she likes to read famous works, ancient and modern, foreigners refuse. At that time I thought she was studious, but now I know she is just too lonely.

My feelings for her are really complicated. Originally, I thought I hated her. My "mother" was my father's favorite, so I always had some dark thoughts on her.

After three years of living together day and night, I actually bought the seed in my heart when I didn't know. I like her even if it's not so strong, but I still like her.

It's just a pity that I ruined my own happiness by myself. No one understood what I had done, and no one could understand how sorry I was until the end of my conversation with her.

Xinyao gave birth to Chu Yunyang's son, named Zhanyang. He is a very strong boy. He is very smart, and people like him when they see him. He inherits all the advantages of his parents and can imagine in the future.

That afternoon, Li Ge went shopping. She was the only one in the room. Confinement is very important for a woman, so even if she doesn't like it, she still obeys“ Can we talk about it? " Sitting on the side sofa, I asked.

She nodded. Maybe she already knew what I wanted to say, so she didn't need me to raise the topic“ In fact, we are not suitable, so Yan Zhiyuan, you should find someone who can love you wholeheartedly! "

I'm noncommittal, she continued with a smile“ In fact, you should not have understood that it is impossible between us. The reason why I treat you well is because you are my best friend's son. Otherwise, I will kill you by what you have done to Qiao Xinyao! "

When she said such cruel words, she laughed so quietly. Because of her words, my face changed greatly, but I didn't intend to explain, because even if I really like her, I can't hide the guilt and memory of another person in my heart.

Qiao Xinyao seems to have seen everything, so she is still a faint smile“ I know you like me, but it's just like. Your love is not love. "

I want to refute, I love her, otherwise how can I be so selfish and timid for her to block the gun. But I can't say what I want to refute.

She looked at this side, still smile calmly“ I know that in fact you are guilty, for me and her who has died. I don't know if you like her or not, but I really can't accept what you do to her. So even if you don't do something that makes my heart cold, I can't accept you. "

It seemed that she didn't want to hit me. After all, she sighed and said with a smile, "but since it's all over, don't mention it any more. We're still friends!"

When I drove to Huarui, I ran directly to the roof of the teaching building, which was once Qiao Xinyao's favorite place. There was a mat, which was rolled up and put in the next bucket.

Back against the fence to sit down, looking at the blue sky, heart calm down, but the guilt is more and more difficult to hide, midnight dream back her every move is so clear.

I know I'm more regretful now. I shouldn't have added my misfortune to her at the beginning. It was my selfishness that ruined her young life. She was only 17 years old. She had never been in love and was not cared for as a treasure.

Yes! The original car accident is not outside, not only some people want to kill Chu Yunyang, but also his contribution, otherwise Chu Yunyang will not hit Qiao Xinyao at that time.

That day, Chu Yunyang was very excited to find herself. They drove to lunch. At that time, they had already seen her rush to the zebra crossing. As long as they made a sound to remind Chu Yunyang to turn to other places, she would be safe.

But at that time, I didn't have the time to think, it's not that I didn't have the time to think, but during this period of thinking, the suppression once dominated and completely suppressed my conscience. At that time, I wanted to give her a little pain. Although I didn't mean to kill her, my mind was too evil after all.

When she was sent to the hospital, she was not nervous, but deliberately ignored. Just when the doctor announced that her rescue was invalid, I felt that the whole body's blood was coagulated, and pushed Chu Yunyang away to see if the doctor lied to me.

But when I got into the emergency room and saw the delicate face of the girl on the bed, but it was lifeless, my steps seemed to weigh ten million pounds, and I couldn't move any more. So I once again lost in the starting line, lost her qualification of love rebirth.

My caution in protecting themselves, but also in the invisible hurt others, I know there is a gap between me and her can not be crossed. Not only Qiao Xinyao's life, but also my own heart. I love myself most after all!