Chapter 240

I hesitated for a long time, but finally turned off my cell phone. I didn't have the courage to call Xiao mo.

If he knew about my pregnancy, he would be more angry. Maybe he would think I was pregnant on purpose.

I didn't sleep all night. My mind was full of pregnancy. When I came to the company the next day, my whole mental state was very poor.

Since I knew that I was pregnant, I was absent-minded and couldn't do my work at all. At noon, everyone went to lunch, but I didn't go. Now I have no appetite and no mood.

Seeing that there was no one in the whole department, I turned on the computer and searched for questions about abortion surgery.

I have no other choice now. I have to kill my child. Looking at the harm of the flow of people, my heart almost mentioned my throat. Originally, I was afraid, but now I am even more worried.

Just as I was watching, the door of the president's office rang. I closed the web page in a panic and pretended to work.

Xiao Mo came out of the office. When he saw me, a trace of surprise flashed across his eyes, but the next second he strode towards me.

"Why are you still here?"

Xiao Mo stood behind me. His voice was not salty. I could feel his eyes on me.

"No, I'm not hungry. I still have work to finish“

I didn't lift my head, and my sight didn't stay on Xiao mo.

After knowing that I was pregnant, what I fear most now is to face Xiao mo. This man is so smart. I'm really worried about what he sees.

If he knows about my pregnancy, he doesn't know if he will change his mind and choose to be with me.

As soon as the idea came out, my heart suddenly panicked. I thought of threatening Xiao Mo with my children. When did I become such a scheming woman.

"What happened to you yesterday? You really drank too much and your stomach was uncomfortable?"

Xiao Mo suddenly mentioned my retching yesterday. My heart was even more flustered. Did he really find anything.

"Well, I drink too much and my stomach is uncomfortable."

I tried to make my voice sound calm, but I decided to kill the child as soon as possible. Otherwise, Xiao Mo will find out.

I was afraid of Xiao Mo asking the truth, but fortunately he didn't say anything. He looked deeply at my face and left.

I breathed a long sigh of relief, but my heart was still pounding because of tension.

After work, my family didn't go back. I went directly to the hospital. Although I checked some things about people flow on the Internet, it's only online information after all. It's best to learn from the doctor.

I came to the hospital and came to the doctor's office of Obstetrics and gynecology.

The first time I came to such a place, I looked a little restrained. I sat nervously opposite the doctor.

"Are you pregnant or?"

The doctor saw that I hadn't spoken for a long time, so he took the initiative to speak.

"Well, I think I'm pregnant."

I lowered my head and spoke in a low voice.

"Then go and check it first. I'll take the checklist later and I'll check it for you."

When the doctor said this again, he had bowed his head and written a checklist.

After I finished the color Doppler ultrasound and blood test, I came to the doctor's office again with the checklist.

Looking at my examination results, the expression on the doctor's face was light, "there's no problem. At present, the fetal development is still very healthy, and the indicators of the body are also very normal. You should pay attention to rest and don't be too tired."

Hearing the doctor's words, I bowed my head and didn't know how to speak. In fact, I now have a little life in my stomach. This feeling is very wonderful. If I wasn't unmarried and pregnant, maybe I really hope to have a child.

"Is there any personal problem?"

Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, the doctor frowned suspiciously and asked me faintly.

"Doctor, in fact, I want to have an abortion operation. I don't want this child."

Finally, I decided not to have the child.

"No? Miss, have you thought it over?"

Hearing that I didn't want the baby in my stomach, the doctor's face sank. Although he still maintained the doctor's professionalism, it was obvious that his eyes looked at me a little different.

"I've thought it over. I can't have this child, so please help me arrange the operation as soon as possible."

I pondered a little and hesitated for a moment, but I finally made a decision.

"Well, since you don't want it, let's arrange our operation this weekend. I'm on duty at the weekend, and you look like an office worker. There should be time at the weekend."

After I said my decision, the doctor looked at me and set a time for me.

"OK, thank you."

At the weekend, it was Xiao Mo's engagement day, but I wanted to kill our two children on this day. It was ironic enough to think about it.

After I came out of the hospital, although I had agreed the operation time with the doctor, my heart was not much easier, but became a little depressed.

After all, the child in my belly is a small life. I decided not to let him come to the world so easily. I really think it's cruel for me to do so.

I am the mother of the child in my stomach. I feel really guilty and guilty for treating my child so cruelly, but I really don't know what to do.

I've never experienced such a thing. From the moment I knew I was pregnant to now, I'm in a mess. I really don't know what to do except to abort my child.

When I was walking on the sidewalk, my cell phone rang. When I saw that it was Murong Ze, I was more and more upset.

I connected the phone. Murongze just said that he would invite me to dinner, but I refused. Now that this has happened, where am I still in the mood to eat.

Murong Ze seemed to hear my impatience and didn't insist, so he hung up the phone.

I sat on the kerb beside the road and suddenly felt that such a thing had happened. I didn't even have anyone to accompany me.

I took out my cell phone, found Xiao Mo's number, hesitated for a long time, and finally called.

The phone was quickly connected. At the other end of the phone came Xiao Mo's sexy low voice, "hello."

Hearing his voice, my eyes turned red. I didn't know what to say to him or why I called him.

"You will be engaged in two days. Congratulations."

After a long silence, I finally only said this sentence, because I really couldn't find anything to say.

The other end of the phone was silent. I could almost hear Xiao Mo's heavy breathing. I held my mobile phone nervously. He didn't speak for a long time. I thought he didn't want to receive my call, so I planned to hang up.