Chapter 239

Xiao Mo looked at me with emotion. The expression on his face froze. His eyebrows wrinkled tightly. His sharp eyes looked at me and didn't speak for a long time.

I looked into his eyes and didn't dodge. No matter what Xiao Mo thought of me, I thought I said these words for money or want to be with him. I didn't care. I just wanted to vent my emotions towards him. Why did he talk like that.

"Gu Xinan, what do you mean by saying this to me now? Do you want to continue with me?"

Xiao Mo's eyes were dim, and his words made me unable to hear whether he was happy or angry.

Xiao Mo has warned me countless times that we are just in bed. Let me not have any illusions about him, let alone be emotional about him. What I just said has obviously told Xiao Mo that I like him.

My heart was pounding. I didn't know how to answer his question. I really liked him and said I didn't want to continue with him. Even I didn't believe it.

I opened my mouth and didn't speak. Suddenly, a feeling of nausea and nausea came.

I bent down and retched twice and rushed out of the president's office.

Xiao Mo is a cleanliness addict. If I vomit in his office, he will collapse.

After I rushed out of Xiao Mo's office, I ran directly to the bathroom regardless of the eyes of the people around me.

I came to the bathroom and kept retching against the washstand, but I still spit out some gastric juice as in the morning.

I looked at me in the mirror, my face was a little pale, and my eyebrows wrinkled tightly. Although I drank too much last night, I wouldn't feel so bad the next day. How can my drinking capacity become so bad.

I kept washing my face with cold water to wake myself up. Now it's so uncomfortable. I told myself in my heart that I can't drink too much in the future. The taste of drinking too much is really uncomfortable.

I stayed in the bathroom for a long time before I came out. I didn't go to Xiao Mo's office again, because I thought we had nothing to say, and I didn't have to answer his questions.

When I returned to the office area, I saw Xiao Mo standing at the door of the office, looking at me with a complex face, as if with exploration in his eyes.

I don't know what his eyes mean, but I instinctively shifted my eyes and pretended not to see him. His attitude just showed that there was nothing to say between us.

"Peace of mind, what happened to you just now? I think you look very bad. Can't you get sick?"

Sitting at my desk, I still have bouts of nausea, but it's not as serious as just now.

Xiaomi, sitting opposite me, looked concerned and opened his mouth when he saw what I was like now.

"It's all right, but my stomach is a little uncomfortable. I just threw up in the bathroom."

Facing Xiaomi's concern, I smiled at her and explained faintly.

"My stomach is uncomfortable. According to your appearance, you should not be pregnant. A friend of mine is pregnant, which is very similar to what you look like now."

Xiaomi looked at me suspiciously and opened her mouth in surprise.

Hearing the word "pregnancy", my heart trembled fiercely, and my brain was blank for a moment. I had never thought about pregnancy.

My period this month seems to have been postponed for one day, but I often have irregular menstruation, so before that, I didn't think about pregnancy at all.

Although Xiaomi just reminded me, I still don't believe I will be pregnant.

"Probably not. Maybe it's because I drank too much last night and haven't slowed down yet. I'll just take some medicine when I get home."

I smiled unnaturally at Xiaomi and denied the pregnancy.

"Well, I thought you had something good. It was because you drank too much last night."

After listening to my explanation, Xiaomi seemed a little disappointed. After saying this, he bowed his head and began to work.

I never thought about this, but after Xiaomi just said the word pregnancy, my heart was a little uneasy. I was really worried about being guessed by Xiaomi.

I have no mental preparation for pregnancy. What should I do if I am really pregnant.

I was a little upset and hung my head. I was in a mess. What Xiaomi just said really worried me.

Xiao Mo has been standing in front of the office. He should have heard what I said to Xiaomi.

I deliberately ignored Xiao Mo's sight on me.

After work, I was a little uneasy about what Xiaomi said, so I came to a drugstore and bought early pregnancy test paper. I heard that this kind of pregnancy test was not 100% accurate, so I bought several.

When I got home, the first thing I did was run to the bathroom for a test.

When the first red line was shown above, my heart nervously mentioned my throat and looked at the rising liquid without blinking.

I kept praying in my heart, never get pregnant, never get pregnant.

But things didn't go as I wanted. Although the second line was not clear, it did exist. Suddenly, my heart seemed to have fallen to the bottom.

I'm really pregnant

This kind of thing has never been considered by me. For a time, I was in a hurry and didn't know how to deal with it.

I've never experienced abortion, but I'm even more afraid when I think that many people are infertile because of abortion.

I took a deep breath and tried to calm myself down. This has just been tested once. This kind of thing is not 100% accurate, so it may not be accurate.

With hope in my heart, I brought several test papers and tried them one by one.

But the final result is the same, that is, I am indeed pregnant.

Each test paper has two red lines, one clear and the other light.

If I test once, it may be inaccurate, but so many times, it's all two lines. Now my only hope is dashed.

I'm sure now that I'm really pregnant.

What should I do now, what should I do

I've never experienced anything like this. The child in my belly is Xiao Mo's, but we are over.

If I left the children, I would be an unmarried child. What face would I have in the future? According to the temper of my parents, I'm expected to drive me out of the house.

So the only thought in my mind now is abortion.

Now this is the only way. I can't stay with this child. I can't have unmarried children, and I can't let others point at me.

I took out my cell phone and found Xiao Mo's number. My hand was shaking. I went to the hospital for an abortion. I was afraid, so I wanted him to accompany me.