(fifth watch)

Seven years, she has no original bright, but more calm than in the past. Maybe it's because of the disaster of life and death!

She was unable to see him. She could clearly feel the heat from his palm, which gave her new strength and warmed her life.

On his first date seven years ago, he was so elegant, standing on the balcony with the wind. In fact, he never left her memory. After seven years, he did not have the amazing feeling of the past, but gave her more sense of security.

She clearly remembers the look in his eyes after she said "two people are not suitable to be lovers". It was an accident and disappointment. However, he didn't have hysteria like other men who fell in love. He just laughed and asked her, "why don't we fit?"

"Sorry, it's my problem! I'm not suitable. I'm not ready to fall in love yet. " She thought that she said very calm, as in the past, but his eyes let her heart keep shaking. Avoiding his line of sight, she slightly side face, imperceptibly some hot cheeks.

For so many years, since she had a muddled idea of emotion, Xia Yuchen was the only one in her life, and other men could not affect her emotion at all, let alone make her face hot.

This man is an exception!

"Just in time, I'm not going to fall in love!" His answer is beyond her expectation.

She just looked at him and didn't show her accident.

"Is there only one kind of relationship between men and women, that is, lovers, and there can be nothing else?" He said as he poured tea for two people.

"Why? There's a lot more. " She said.

In modern society, because of the contact between men and women for various reasons, the relationship has become a lot more complicated. Moreover, she is not the kind of very conservative women, naturally will not exclude men from their side. However, she will be very careful to keep everyone's contact within a safe range. Because of these practices, despite many people pursuing her over the years, it has never brought her any trouble.

"Well, can we be friends?" He asked.

Safe!

She nodded her head with a smile. He was stunned. He immediately restored his usual smile and said, "I heard pan Qiang say that you can work in a basic position for a year. Don't you feel bitter?"

Pan Qiang told Zhang Zheng that Pan Rong is one of the few people in his family who can start from the bottom. Zhang Zheng is very clear about the rules of the pan family. If a member of the family wants to enter the management level, he must work as a small staff member in branches all over the country. If he can work for one year, he will be transferred to the headquarters in Beijing or branches all over the country and become a senior manager. The pan family has been a great master for hundreds of years. Among the descendants, those who enter the company's management are outstanding talents. Pan Rong is also one of the best in this elite team.

"How are you! It's nothing particularly hard. " She took a sip of tea and answered.

Naturally, the two talked about work.

Growing up in this big environment for so many years, pan Rong has contacted many officials, and Zhang Zheng is different from many people who are paid by the state. He has a keen mind. Moreover, it can be seen that he is not the kind of person who idles away his time, which also increases pan Rong's favor for him.

After this meeting, pan Rong felt that Zhang Zheng, even if he didn't get along with his friends, was excellent as a friend.

After that, they met frequently, and Zhang Zheng didn't say anything about intercourse, so it lasted for a year.

During this period, pan Rong was arranged to have a blind date several times by Pan Qiang, but each time he died of nothing. However, what the pan family can accept is that despite every failure, pan Rong can turn the blind date into a friend, maintain a good friendship, and turn this friendship into her own available resources. Therefore, these blind dates have become an important part of Pan Rong's interpersonal network.

Later, pan Rong went to his hometown and developed his branch there. At the same time, he had a lot of contacts with Xia Yuchen. Zhang Zheng learned about Xia Yuchen and pan Rong from Pan Qiang. Maybe pan Qiang just said it to make his friends feel better. After all, it's embarrassing to be rejected by a girl.

In recent years, Zhang Zheng has always given pan Rong some help, but he has not put forward any requirements for it. He just stays by her side as a very safe existence. Until two years ago——

That autumn, pan Rong came back from England and found him the day after he got off the plane.

He still remembers that she was very sad that day and drank a lot of wine. When he asked her what happened, she refused to say until she was drunk. She told him that she had secretly gone to England to see Fang Xiaoyou. Fang Xiaoyou, Zhang Zheng knew that she was Xia Yuchen's fiancee. She thought Fang Xiaoyou would forget Xia Yuchen. Although Xia Yuchen had been waiting for Fang Xiaoyou to come back, she thought that as long as Fang Xiaoyou forgot Xia Yuchen, even if she came back, They can't be together. And she found that Fang Xiaoyou didn't change at all. Although she didn't talk to Fang Xiaoyou, she found that the ring on Fang Xiaoyou's hand was always worn. In that case——

She kept crying. Zhang Zheng had never seen pan Rong so sad. In fact, she was not only sad, she also felt guilty.

"You say, should I tell him that? Should I tell him that she has been waiting for him? " Pan Rong tears, holding Zhang Zheng's hand asked.

He clearly refers to Xia Yuchen, which Zhang Zheng knows.

"After that? Do you want them together? " He asked.

She shook her head hard, but said: "you don't know, over the years, his whole person has changed, because Fang Xiaoyou is not here, no one can replace her. I don't want them together, but I don't want to see him suffer. I really, really can't stand it. I thought, I thought in a few years, Fang Xiaoyou would forget him, or he would forget Fang Xiaoyou, but neither of them gave up. You say, you say, what should I do? "

He was silent, looking at her tearful, at a loss, what should he say?

"Come out! Since you know that they are inseparable, why do you have to be in the middle to make yourself miserable? Come out, you may have a better mood! " He said.

She looked up at him with tearful eyes, sobbing.

"Pan Rong, let's go out with each other." He said suddenly, but it seemed that he used a lot of strength and made a lot of determination.

She didn't seem to hear clearly. She kept staring at him.

"I know I can't take the place of Xia Yuchen in your heart, so I don't want to take the place of him or ask you to forget him." He pauses, takes his glass, pours it, and says, "promise me! You shed tears for someone who doesn't love you. How do you know that no one is the same as you? "

Her lips trembled and she couldn't say a word.

When he sat next to her, hugged her and kissed her, tears came from her eyes and into her mouth.

Love and be loved, pain and sorrow!

Think of these, listening to his proposal, pan Rong closed his eyes again.

That night, she didn't promise him, but he just sent her home and stayed with her all night until dawn. After that, some subtle changes seem to have taken place in their relationship. He would occasionally joke with her about marriage, and she never agreed. These words, because they are said together with jokes, do not seem to cause a great burden to the two people.

Yes, Zhang Zheng has been waiting, waiting for her to let go, waiting for her to get out of that person's shadow!

Outside the window, imperceptibly, it began to rain. The more it fell, the bigger it was. Before long, the window was covered with a layer of fog.

She didn't answer him, just sat quietly.

It's said that the best way to forget an old relationship is to start a new one. It's just, is she ready to accept him? Or is she unable to accept such deep affection?

"After that, don't come to the hospital!" She said.

He was surprised and didn't seem to hear clearly.

"You work so busy, my side, my mother, they can come, you," she looked at him, quickly lowered her head, "you are busy!"

He stood up, clenched his fist slowly, sat up, raised his hand and rubbed his temples.

Although he closed his eyes, she could not see his eyes, but even if she guessed, she could guess what he was thinking at the moment.

"I'm too ungrateful, aren't I?" She said, then sighed involuntarily.

He did not speak.

"My body, even if you don't tell me, I know that having an operation doesn't mean I'm completely good. Why do you waste your time for such a person as me? Her words are sincere and realistic, but——

"How do you know it's a waste of time?" He suddenly interrupted her, and she looked up at him in surprise.

"If it's a waste of time, it's the past seven years. I admit I've wasted seven years waiting for your promise. If I had known that, I shouldn't have, shouldn't have waited like this." He said, her heart suddenly covered with layers of cool, cold, as if to freeze their own heart.

At this moment, she felt some warm liquid seeping out of her eyes. She knew what it was, so she didn't turn her face, lowered her head and closed her eyes.

Yes, no man would like to wait for such a fruitless feeling. Xia Yuchen will wait for Fang Xiaoyou because they are in love. But what about Zhang Zheng? What is he waiting for? Why did she keep him waiting so many years?

Either way, it's a relief!