Chapter 274

(fourth watch)

"I have no idea what you are thinking or what you care about. I've never been so upset. Maybe we care about different things. I can't do what you need me to do. I'm really not used to telling another person everything about myself. " He looked at her.

She gave a wry smile and a sigh.

"You say your personality is very annoying. In fact, my personality is more annoying than yours. I know if you don't say it. However, after more than 30 years of this, how can we change our character so easily? I'm used to going my own way, but you have to go into the details. I wonder if this is our point of contradiction? " He said.

"Maybe! It seems that you have been dragging like that all the time. It seems that no one in the world is worthy of knowing you She said with a smile.

He patted her on the shoulder and sighed, "yes, I am."

With a heavy nasal voice, she said to him with a smile: "I think maybe I was attracted by you at the beginning, and I was also attracted by your dragging appearance. However, when we really get along with each other, we find that you really hate the dead! I feel really tired! "

"Well, from now on, are we all trying to change something?" He looked at her and said, "let's both get to know each other a little bit more and go into each other's heart?"

She nodded hard, but tears ran down her cheek. He took out a paper towel and touched it with her.

"Is it easy to get bored if you do that?" He asked, "after all, in the next few decades, two people don't even have a sense of mystery. Won't they lose it soon?"

"Well, I don't know." She said he couldn't help laughing because he was thinking seriously.

"So, from now on?" She asked, and he nodded.

But what can we say?

Nothing matters, but it matters, doesn't it?

There was silence.

She turned her head and looked at the little lights outside the glass window. There were house lights, street lights and street lights.

I have been walking in this city for many years. Every night I take the bus back to my residence and look at the lights. My whole heart is full of loneliness. Until I had him and thought of him in my heart, the loneliness left her miraculously. Why? Because of love!

I don't know how long after that, there was almost no one in the shop, and the waiters began to eat dinner at other tables.

She looked back and said, "let's go. They're closing." Then she called the waiter to come and pack the rest of the dumplings.

He did not speak, followed her, she was carrying a bag, hand packed dumplings, two people on the car. She never said a word again, and her eyes stopped outside the car window. He looked at her from time to time, but he didn't know what to say.

"A girl classmate of mine in college," she said, looking out, "she and her husband started dating from high school until they graduated from college and went to work. The female classmate's unit is efficient and her salary is high. Therefore, her husband, who was still a boyfriend at that time, came from Tianjin and lived with her. At the beginning, the boy is still preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and the girl is providing for him. "

She said, and he listened.

"The girl is very thrifty. She saved all her money to buy a house. After a few years, she bought a small second-hand house. At that time, they were not married. Later, the boy gave up the postgraduate entrance examination and began to look for a job, but he could only find a job as a salesman. Salesmen often have to accompany customers for orders. Nowadays, most of the social activities, as you know, are places to go to. When he called a lady in that place, other people enjoyed the service, so he did. At first, the boy also felt that he couldn't adapt, so he told his girlfriend when he got home. The girl also understood the difficulties of her boyfriend, saying that hugging is OK, and she can't have any more intimate behaviors. "

She looked at him and said, "do you know what happened?"

"What?" He asked.

"Because the authority was released, the boy became bold. Later, I began to look for women directly, more than once. " She laughed, very helpless expression, "he found a woman to open a room, and then later, he and a law school graduate student to do miss together, at that time, he and my classmates have been married, and have children. Now, my classmate divorced that man. "

He did not speak.

"In fact, both of them are responsible for their affairs. If my classmate didn't give her boyfriend so much freedom at the beginning, that person might not go too far. But, perhaps, is that person's own bad root too heavy! Even if my classmates don't give him freedom, he will always be unable to resist the temptation. Otherwise, how can it develop from the beginning of touching and hugging to later opening a room with a young lady? " She said.

"What do you want to say? Do you think I'm going to get there? " He said.

"I know you won't. You don't like ordinary women, do you? " She looked at him and said.

He had no choice but to smile and said, "do you think other people's affairs can be applied to us?"

"I just feel that people are sinking a little bit. Like my classmate's husband, a little bit of, after the heart line of defense lax, do what all feel that it doesn't matter She said.

"I know." He said, "but I won't do that."

She pushed him, did not let him close, said: "Xia Yuchen, I know this is very difficult for you, but I still want to be honest with you, no secrets, no lies. Is that ok? "

He nodded and put his arms around her.

"Honest? Where do you want to be? " He asked.

She didn't understand him and said, "if it's always like this, it's just --"

His hand began to do evil things on her chest and asked, "do you want to be here?"

She immediately reacted, blushed, pushed his hand away, moved toward the door, pointed to the front, and said, "drive quickly, be careful of being punished by the police!"

He laughed, straightened up, started the car and drove home.

She looked at him.

Maybe she is too weak, maybe she should ignore him, or even leave him, but she finds that she can't do it at all. Have you persisted for so many years, waited for so many years, loved him for so many years, because this matter is in vain?

What he did is really intolerable. However, if you think about it carefully, although she and Xia Yuchen have been in love for so many years, they are in a state of separation for a lot of time. In this way, they lack basic understanding and familiarity with each other. Really, she can't think of anything else except the communication on the bed. Over the years, pan Rong has been waiting for him and helping him. For four years, he did not choose to be with Pan Rong, or even they just got along as friends - as she can see - which means that he has made a good choice in his heart. And she, isn't it the same?

It is said that love and marriage are two different things. When we are in love, we only need to be sweet and beautiful. Therefore, there are countless poems to express love. Marriage, on the other hand, is an exchange of details, more about tolerance and acceptance. This tolerance is not without principle.

She knew his personality very well. He was the kind of person who didn't like to talk about his heart. At least, he didn't like to talk to her. And tonight, he said what he had done to open the door of understanding with her and seek understanding from her. He is so frank, do you want to shut him out?

Suddenly, she felt relaxed and stressed.

Many things are easy to think of, but difficult to do!

At the same time, Xia Yuchen also feels relaxed. He is happy to have such a sensible wife!

So, two people try not to mention it in front of each other, mention pan Rong, live their own life.

There are many lingering feelings, but she still insists on taking medicine. For this, he did not force any more.

Time passed quickly. On Friday morning, Chen Liwen suddenly called and said that Han Xiao had been sent to the delivery room. As soon as Fang Xiaoyou received the call, he rushed to the hospital.

Han Xiao was pregnant once before, but one day he went to the office after class for the students. As a result, something went wrong and the child was not saved. By then, the child was five months old. As a result, the family attached great importance to this pregnancy. Chen Liwen's father went to the vice president of the college to intercede with him. This semester, he did not arrange any courses for Han Xiao. So Han Xiao went home early to take care of her, and her mother came to take care of her.

When Fang Xiaoyou arrived at the hospital, Han Xiao was still in the delivery room, and his family were waiting outside.

Everyone seems to be uneasy. After all, with the last incident, no one dare to relax. Fang Xiaoyou sits outside the delivery room with Han Xiao's parents to comfort her parents. After a while, the nurse came out with the baby in her arms. It's a beautiful little girl!

Just at the moment when the child is taken out, Fang Xiaoyou finds that everyone's face is more or less wrong. In fact, after sitting here for more than an hour, she has already understood the changes in the expressions of her family members. If you have a son, the whole family will be ecstatic. If you have a daughter, it's very complicated. It's good to be calm. Some people are directly unhappy.

Alas, how hard it is for a child to come to this world safely. Why is there such a big difference?

Han Xiao, who just came out of the delivery room, was very weak. The child was taken to care of again, and her relatives began to take care of her. Compared with those who gave birth to a girl and made a lot of noise, Han Xiao's family is very calm, not very happy, not unhappy, just very calm.

Fang Xiaoyou looks at this scene, unavoidably worries for the good friend.