Chapter 273

(third watch)

Xia Yuchen looked at the snow, the corner of his mouth is just a faint smile, said: "who do you think it will be?"

"Well, I don't dare to say that." Yuan Xue said, "it's just that I heard that someone knew that Mr. Fang was married and came to guard her! Alas, this man, how can he not give up so much! Anyone can see that you and Mr. Fang are a loving couple! "

After hearing this, Xia Yuchen got up and poured himself a glass of water, pretending to say unintentionally: "is there really such a boring person in the world?"

"Of course Yuan Xue also stood up, just saw teacher Yan and Fang Xiaoyou talking and came this way, then went to Xia Yuchen and said, "Nah, that's it." She pointed to teacher Yan.

Xia Yuchen looks out of the glass. Fang Xiaoyou smiles and says something to the male teacher. Xia Yuchen had no expression, just drank water.

"Well, I went to Mr. Fang specially to do the research. They actually have some places there, but he said no. Teacher Fang, even let him come, she is not afraid to offend the people? Alas Yuan Xue is worried about Fang Xiaoyou and says.

Xia Yuchen didn't speak, just looking at Fang Xiaoyou getting closer and closer.

"Don't tell Mr. Fang! I'm also worried that other people's behavior will affect her reputation. It's not good for teacher Fang to think that I'm talking nonsense. Please Snow hands together, staring at him, a very lovely expression, said.

Xia Yuchen laughed and said, "how can it be? Thank you

Yuan Xue showed a shy expression and laughed.

Just as Fang Xiaoyou pushed the door in and said to Xia Yuchen, "let's go. I'm fine here."

"Goodbye, Miss Fang!" Yuan Xue said, then opened the door and left.

Fang Xiaoyou doesn't care that Yuan Xue has been in his office, just looking down to pack things.

He pulled up the curtain on the glass on the other side of the corridor, took the flowers on the table and came to her.

"What are you doing?" She said with a smile.

"If you throw such a beautiful flower in the corner, aren't you afraid of chilling the sender?" He said. She laughed, did not speak, he said: "or you collect too many flowers, do not care?"

She didn't say a word, and put her belongings and things to take home into her bag.

"Comrade Xia Yuchen, what do you want to explain?" She asked, with her hands on the table, staring at him.

"I want to say, don't discourage me. It's the first time they've done such a thing - "he said.

She snatched the flowers into her arms, looked at them as if they were treasures, and quickly put them beside her computer.

He smiles, embraces her waist, kisses her forehead and says, "I'm sorry, I've never done anything like this before."

"Well, I'm sorry again. Did you do something sorry to me, send flowers and apologize? " She stared at him and asked.

"If I don't like it, I won't do it in the future!" He said.

"Don't scare me," she said with a smile

He laughed and went out with her.

Now it's more than eight o'clock. She said she wanted to eat dumplings, so they went to a dumpling shop.

"Can you make dumplings?" He asked.

"Yes! It's just that "the skin is not very good." She said.

"Then practice hard! I like dumplings, too. "

"If you want to eat, just go to your mother's side. Aunt Liu's dumplings are so delicious. I'm also greedy!" She said with a smile.

"No matter how delicious it is, I can't bear to eat that flavor for many years!" He sighed.

"Then I'd better not do it. You'd better eat out." She said, mixing the juice for herself.

"What you do outside is better than what you do at home. You have time to practice He said.

She didn't speak any more.

"Well, you girl student, you should be careful." He said as he ate.

"What's the matter? I don't think you have a good chat? " She looked at him and said.

"Don't be jealous of that kind of people. Don't you think it's cheaper to be jealous of that kind of people?" He said, a little queer about her tone.

"What do you mean? What happened to her? " She asked.

"There's something wrong with that man." He thought for a long time before he came up with the word.

With a puzzled look on her face, she stared at him and said, "is this the result of your conversation with her? Why don't I think she's not good at it? Where do you see that? "

"I think people are very accurate. Don't ask too much. In a word, you should be more careful with that person in the future. You're not wary of others. It's easy to have an accident. " He seems to be talking about a very common thing, but her heart is an unusual feeling.

"Those who do harm will not write on their own faces." He said, looking at her thoughtful appearance, he sighed and said: "you are now in a different environment from the past. I don't know how many people are secretly looking forward to your bad luck! Some people will openly accuse you and hold on to your mistakes, while more people will make mistakes secretly. In this society, the power of public opinion is very powerful! "

"Is that your experience?" She said.

He laughed and said, "yes! No matter what you do, there's always someone to pick on. If you do well, people will take it for granted, as if you should. If you don't do well, people will hold on to you. You put in a lot of efforts to achieve the results, others will not see your efforts, but the things around you are attributed to the elements of your success, as if your achievements come easily

She stared at him for a long time without speaking. And he, with these words, did not say, gave her a dumpling on a small plate.

Just a few simple words, she knew that they were full of how many years of sorrow he had. In those hard times, she was not with him.

"Perhaps, when I really encounter obstacles, I will realize what you said!" She sighed.

He laughed and said, "I'd rather you didn't understand that."

Looking at his long lost smile, her heart a burst of bitterness, think of these two days of their doubts, the nose can not help but acid.

"Xia Yuchen, I really regret it." She said.

"Regret? What? " He asked, puzzled.

"Regret leaving." She said, with a bitter smile, "if I had listened to you and followed you to Laizhou, we would have been married long ago. We can also experience a lot of happiness and sadness together, instead of walking our own way alone and having no intersection like these years. No matter what happens, no matter how painful you are, no matter how many happy things you experience, no one will share with you. "

"These four years, really, very lonely!" She said, thinking of those days and nights, can not help but tears, but quickly took out a tissue to wipe.

He did not speak and looked at her quietly.

Since she came back, the two people have never been so calm down to say their thoughts, and the estrangement is precisely because they do not understand each other. At this time, such communication, though late, is of great benefit.

"We didn't really spend much time together. I said, I don't know you, and you don't know me. In fact, I am a poor person. Many times, even I hate myself. In the past, there was Yao Jing between us. They were furtive all day. They didn't know what the future would be like. So, when your father mentioned it to me, I also felt that it was not good for you to be around you, so I left. In fact, now, I always doubt it. I always don't understand why we got married -- "she said. Seeing that he wanted to cut in, she stopped him." tonight, listen to me, OK? "

He nodded.

At this time point, there are few people in the dumpling shop, and her voice is not very loud, so outsiders will not know what they are saying.

"You say you love me, but I'm not sure at all. I don't know why you love me. No matter Yao Jing or pan Rong, or even anyone else, they are better than me and deserve you. But you say you love me and even marry me. Four years ago, I was in this mood. Four years later, I am still in this mood. Maybe, you think I'm not promising, I don't make any progress at all, but I really can't help it. Any expression or sentence of yours, I will guess what it means. So, I always guess your heart. Sometimes, I think I can see you clearly, but many times, I don't know what kind of person I'm facing. "

"If we are two people who have nothing to do with each other, then what you are has nothing to do with me. Of course, your behavior will not affect me. But the reality is, we are husband and wife, I love you, I can't not care about you. And you, always give me too much space to guess, the more I guess, the more I have no bottom in my heart, the more I doubt you and myself. You don't know, if I go on like this, I will go crazy. I don't know what I should do. How many times, I told myself, don't care too much about your thoughts and behavior, but I have no way, no way not to care. I am such a disgusting person, from the past to the present, I really hate it. So, when you get Pan Rong's phone call, I leave a lot of thoughts to you. I think you'll be late at night and I smell a woman's perfume on your clothes. I'll think what you're going to do. However, you never tell me that. Maybe, you think I'm hypocritical, but I really can't control my emotions. "

She said, as if very excited, took up the tea, poured a mouthful, tears also big drop out, she picked up a tissue to block her eyes.

He got up, sat down beside her and took her by the shoulder.

"In fact, after four years, I don't know how to get along with you. Many times, I look at you, but I feel like I'm looking at a stranger who looks like you. "