Chapter 271

She wept silently, like a doll, lying there unresponsive, letting him take it from her.

Tonight, no matter what he did, her body was cold and not a bit hot. He knew that, but he didn't want to give up. He always felt that he would lose her at any time. Perhaps, only this most primitive and incompetent method can make him feel at ease.

In fact, she is not the only one who worries about gain and loss in this relationship?

From the beginning he kisses her, until he finally enters her, she has no reaction, only tears.

But he, after entering her that moment, unexpectedly lies on her body, did not move.

"Don't leave me again, will you? Please, Fang Xiaoyou

I've known him for four years, and he's never been like this. Maybe he was really scared.

She didn't answer, but the tears stopped at that moment.

Isn't it ridiculous to shed tears like this?

He didn't say a word more, and gently kissed her.

Although he did so much foreplay, she had no enthusiasm, and her body was still dry. Every time he moved, she felt the pain of tearing her body.

She wanted him to stop, but she didn't say it.

He has done this with many women, including her. She thinks that she can not care, but it is not at all. She also hopes that her partner is clean. Even if she had a ridiculous life before marriage, she should at least keep clean after marriage. She thought he could do it, but now it seems that it is not at all. He is still the past summer Yuchen!

"Do you like my body?" She asked.

He stopped suddenly and looked at her stupidly.

She stared at him and asked again.

"Yes!" He said.

"Do you like other people's bodies, too?" She felt the smell of blood in her throat.

"No!"

She showed a bitter smile, legs around his waist, said: "then prove it to me!"

Can't trust feelings, even sad to use the body to keep him!

Where did he know what she thought? Seeing her initiative, he could not continue. He would rather her shy acceptance, as she had many times in the past, than this!

"If you are tired, have a rest! I have to work tomorrow! " He abruptly pulled away from her and lay to one side.

At that moment, stubborn tears flowed out along the corner of her eyes, and she closed her eyes.

Darkness returned to the room, and he lay beside her, not holding her as tightly as he used to, but with his back to her.

Before, she always felt that it was very hot to be held by him like that, but tonight, it turned out to be so cold. It turned out that he was so used to his embrace that he didn't even know it.

She fell asleep with her back to him. I don't know how many times, he wanted to get close to her and hold her, but when his arm reached into the air, he couldn't pass.

No one can sleep, even if they close their eyes, they are very awake.

Her brain keeps running, and her mind is full of bits and pieces of the past. Those sweet memories support her through four years of loneliness. At that time, she thought that as long as she was with him, there would be no more sadness and loneliness. However, during the time when she came back, the reality broke her dream to pieces.

Most of the time, our growth is forced. It seems that we are forced to grow by the environment and accept many cruel realities. After all this, I found that I was a fool all the time, and that I had such a strong endurance.

I don't know how long she has been lying like this. She turns around and looks at his face in the dark.

In fact, his eyes were open, but she couldn't see.

"Xia Yuchen, if you don't love me, please tell me, OK?" She said softly.

She thought he was asleep, so she said it. In fact, she said it to herself, but she didn't expect that as soon as the voice fell, the whole person was held tightly by him again.

He didn't say a word. He just searched her lips in the dark and rubbed her face.

"Xia Yuchen, promise me, OK? If you fall in love with someone else, please -- "she cried again.

She was so angry that she cried so easily. She was so frustrated!

"Fool, you are my little fool!" He said, kissing her gently, one hand still swimming on her.

"Xia Yuchen, I hate you so much. Why do you lie to me? You know I'm an idiot, and you're going to lie to me. Do you really think I know nothing? Why are you doing this? " She said, beating him on the back.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He murmured, gently kissing away her tears.

"I don't want you to say sorry. You know, every time you say it, you remind me that you still have others, and every time you stab me in the heart. Xia Yuchen, I really can't stand you like this! "

"Do you hate me?" He asked.

"How can I hate you? You know -- "before she finished speaking, the lip was taken away by him, and there was only her whimper in the air.

"Fang Xiaoyou, I can't bear you, please do the same!" He finished, kissing her deeply again and reaching for her with one hand.

I don't know whether it's sorrow or something. When men and women are not sure about each other's mind, this is the only way to express their possession of each other.

She did not speak, when the ear came his last breath, accompanied by another sentence "I love you"!

At this moment, should she still believe him?

Even if she didn't believe it, she knew that when she heard those three words, her heart still began to ache.

Night, so quiet, restless only two hearts!

The next morning, Fang Xiaoyou went out early. When Xia Yuchen woke up, she was no longer there. She just put a note on her pillow for him, saying that she had ironed his clothes and hung them in the old position on the left of the wardrobe, and breakfast was also in the rice cooker.

Xia Yuchen took the note in his hand and laughed silently. However, her reaction last night told him clearly that she was very unhappy. And he didn't want her to be so unhappy, especially when she did this for him in the morning. He didn't know how to make her happy. Zhao Haichao once said that if Ruxue was in a bad mood, he would buy clothes that Ruxue liked, make dishes for her, watch movies with her, and so on. In short, as long as Ruxue is in a bad mood, he will lose money.

Is it OK to deal with problems between husband and wife in this way?

He knows Fang Xiaoyou loves him, and everything she does proves it. He loves her too, but he always makes mistakes.

Life is a profound knowledge, which needs a lot of experience to study, but they don't have it.

When Fang Xiaoyou arrived at the office, it was just ten past six. She didn't fall asleep last night. She got up from bed at four o'clock and looked at the people around her. She couldn't figure out her mood.

As for Pan Rong, don't think about her. Tan Hongyu also said that Pan Rong has helped Xia Yuchen a lot in recent years. Maybe the starting point for Pan Rong to do those things is to love him. There's nothing wrong with loving someone, whether it's Pan Rong, Xia Yuchen, or herself. Now that he has made his choice, everyone has made his choice. Why should he fall into doubt? Fang Xiaoyou, Fang Xiaoyou, how can you be so suspicious? Do you know how much it hurts to be suspicious? Do you know that your suspicion will drive him away?

Fang Xiaoyou looked out of the window and finally relaxed.

At this time, she even felt ridiculous for her suspiciousness. When did she become such a person?

In the past, when she listened to the aunts and mothers who came to visit her family, she said that their wives suspected that their husbands were having an affair all day long, either tracking or tracing. Finally, they forced their husbands to get divorced. As a matter of fact, what those wives did was to destroy their families. There was no shadow at all. They doubted and doubted so much, and finally they became reality. At that time, she thought that the wives were so boring. She was really asking for nothing. I didn't expect that I would become such a suspicious wife one day!

Well, how could that be?

She sat in front of the office computer, picked up her mobile phone and sent him a message saying "happy work, pay attention to rest". In fact, she just wanted to tell him that Xia Yuchen, I shouldn't do that kind of stupid thing! But she couldn't say it.

When she received her message, Xia Yuchen was getting dressed and ready to go out. When she saw the message, she happily forgot what to do.

His hands trembled and he walked around the dressing room with his cell phone, saying, "she still loves me, she still loves me.". Suddenly, it's like the lost treasure is back in your hands. Indeed, she is his most precious treasure.

He wants to do something for her, maybe like Zhao Haichao, but he doesn't know what she likes and wants. In the past, he has been laughing at Zhao Haichao, but he did not expect that he would be like Zhao Haichao one day.

Back in the office, the first thing is to ask Li Yan to call a florist and order a bunch of lilies for her wife. Apart from sending flowers to his family's elders, he never took the initiative to send flowers to any woman, including Yao Jing, who has been with him for many years, and pan Rong, who has done a lot for him. Therefore, he didn't know what flowers to send to Fang Xiaoyou. After thinking about it, he thought the lily was elegant and generous, which was very similar to her feeling, so he ordered a bunch for the florist to send. When Li Yan asked him what to write on the card, he said nothing. Do you want to surprise her or something?

If you think about it carefully, he has never sent flowers to her since they met, fell in love and got married. Sending flowers, though very common, is also a normal interaction between lovers, and he did not do it at all.

When Li Yan goes out, Xia Yuchen stands in front of the window and thinks, in fact, there are few things he has done for her for so many years. He knew he didn't know how to be romantic, and he never realized that he had a big problem until recently.