Chapter 270

(seventh watch)

"If I marry someone I like, I will never let him go." She said.

"Fang Xiaoyou, can we stop this topic? Pan Rong and I are divorced. We are just friends. What do you doubt? " He asked.

He's right!

"No, what can I doubt? You are right. Even if you are divorced, you are still friends. But -- "she lowered her head, and after a while she looked up at him.

"Sorry, Xia Yuchen, I, I don't know what's going on. Looking at Pan Rong, I always feel that I, I don't think I deserve you, I --" she said.

He put down his chopsticks, took her hand, got up, took her to the living room and sat down on the sofa.

"Silly girl, why do you think so?" He said.

"You hear me out," she said, looking up at him. "I want to be your wife, not like before --"

"We're married!" He interrupted her.

"But marriage is not like this. It doesn't mean that you can get a marriage certificate --" she said.

He remembered what Pan Rong said: marriage and love are different. People who love each other very much are not necessarily perfect couples when they become husband and wife.

Grasping her shoulder, he looked at her, "Fang Xiaoyou, I love you, as long as you know that is enough."

But——

She looked at him.

"Well, let's eat!" He gave her a kiss on the forehead and got up.

However, Xia Yuchen, I don't want to be kept as a pet by you!

She laughed bitterly, got up and sat back to her own position, stirred the porridge in the bowl with a spoon, and said calmly, "Xia Yuchen, I'm your wife. No matter what happens, I will bear it with you. So, please don't hide too much from me! I'm not a child any more. I don't have that bad endurance! "

"What's the matter with you today?" He asked.

"Nothing? Have you lost your sleep She laughed and said, "eat quickly! Oh, I'm going to school today. I can't go there with you. "

"Going to school today?" He asked.

"Well, the students' experiments are not going well recently. I'll go and stare at them. It costs a lot of money. If we can't find the crux of the problem, we will only spend money indiscriminately. At that time, I can't explain to the school! " She bowed her head and said, "if you have anything to do, you can do it. Don't worry about me!"

In the morning, I cleaned my house. It was noon. Xia Yuchen was called out by her colleagues. She went out by herself. After eating something, she went to school.

I watched the students' experiments in the laboratory until more than seven o'clock. Everyone went to lunch one after another, but Fang Xiaoyou never left.

Almost eight o'clock, he called to ask her when to go home, she did not know how to answer, then said: "I am not busy." She knew that she was powerless to face him.

"Is it busy facing the computer?" He said.

"How do you know --" before she finished, she felt something was wrong, because she heard his voice right behind her. Her hand was down and her cell phone was on the table.

"Haven't you eaten yet?" He asked.

"Yes." She said.

"You're always like this. You're not in good health. You don't pay attention."

Her nose is sour. In fact, she doesn't want him to treat herself so gently. She likes the life of fighting with him. That's their life.

"Is it?" She turned her head and asked, "how did you come?"

"Take you home!" His hands were on her shoulders and his eyes were staring at her.

"I, I have something else -" she stammered.

"No matter what happens, we can't ignore our health. Let's go home!" His tone bordered on entreaty

She wants to say more, summer rain Chen, you don't talk to me like this, I don't like, but, she can't say. She worried that if she said that, the vague truth would be clear, and she was not ready to accept it. However, she did not have the heart to refuse him, because she loved him very much, and this love had already gone deep into her blood and could not be separated.

"Well, what are you going to treat me to?" She closed the computer and asked with a smile.

At this moment, he is not used to her smile, because owe her, he is always guilty.

"What do you say?" He took out the bag she had put in the cupboard and handed it to her.

"Forget it, I'd better go home and cook noodles! It's better to eat instant noodles than things outside! " She said.

"Why don't I do it for you? You can't eat instant noodles all the time. " He followed her out.

"No, I'm hungry. I'd better find something that can fill my stomach immediately." She locked the door.

"Didn't you say you had it?" He broke her lie on purpose, laughing.

"Well, it's your treat and I'll accompany you, OK?" She said with a smile.

She wants to use all her actions to dispel her doubts and regain the trust between them. In general, someone should take the first step!

"Idiot!" He sighed.

Back home, he was still the first to enter the house. When she closed the door, her hand stopped on the doorknob and trembled.

"What's the matter?" He looked back and asked, puzzled.

She didn't seem to hear him. She stood still, clutching the doorknob.

"Fang Xiaoyou, what's the matter with you? Is there something wrong? " Suddenly he was so nervous that he didn't even have time to put on his slippers, so he ran to her and grabbed her shoulder.

Gradually she turned her head and stared at him.

"If you don't feel well, I'll accompany you to the hospital tomorrow morning, OK?" He said.

After all, she didn't say it. She said with a smile, "don't worry. I'm fine. It's OK! Just get some sleep. " With that, she locked the door and walked past him.

Xia Yuchen stood there, not knowing what to do. For the first time in his life, he felt so uneasy and at a loss.

He took a bath first, but she was in the bathroom, so she couldn't go out and lie in the same bed with him. So she sat in front of the dressing mirror, without blowing her hair, waiting for it to dry itself. She wanted to wait until he fell asleep and go back to the guest room.

I don't know how long she sat there. Thinking that he should be asleep, she got up and went to the guest room.

He had been waiting in the bedroom for a long time. It was past eleven o'clock and he didn't see her come in. He suddenly got worried and ran to the bathroom. There was no one in the bathroom.

Where did she go?

He was afraid that she would leave suddenly and that he would never find her again, just as he had four years ago. He never wanted to experience that once, that loneliness, that pain to the bone.

At this moment, he hated more and more that he had done something like that. Without that, he would not have had such an embarrassing situation with her.

He couldn't find her everywhere. Of course, he didn't want her to sleep in the guest room.

Call her cell phone, turn it off, and you can't find it at home!

Where the hell did you go? Fang Xiaoyou, please don't go. It's all my fault. I shouldn't do that. Fang Xiaoyou!

He said this more than once in his heart, and the whole person didn't know what to do.

Suddenly, he saw her bag on the platform of the entrance, which she brought back. He ran to open the zipper and found her purse and everything in it.

If she goes out, all these things should be taken away, right? Since things are there, it means that she is still at home, but where will she be?

He looked carefully again, and suddenly realized that the guest room had not been searched.

How could she go to the guest room?

When he opened the door, he really saw the people on the bed!

He turned on the light and almost rushed to the bedside.

She didn't fall asleep either. Suddenly the light opened her eyes. She stared at the person in front of her.

"Fang Xiaoyou, what are you going to do?" He was so worried that he wanted to speak well, but when he got to him, he couldn't control his emotions and blamed her.

"I, I didn't do anything." She sat up.

"Why do you come here to sleep? Why? " He asked, grabbing her arm.

"I want to be alone -" she didn't want to give the real reason.

Separation, for couples, is definitely a bad omen. This separation is only two weeks away from their newlyweds. This is the time when young couples are inseparable, but Fang Xiaoyou and Xia Yuchen are separated.

"For what?" He pursued.

"For what?" He pursued.

Although he knew it was his own fault, but——

"Don't ask any more. I want to have a rest. Go out!" When she finished, she wanted to lie down, but she was hugged by him.

"Don't do it, don't do it!" He knew how much he could not leave her and how much he could not leave her. In fact, from four years ago, he began to rely heavily on her, psychologically. After four years of separation, this sense of dependence became more and more serious, but he didn't realize it.

Her heart, is soft, as long as his words, all her persistence is gone.

How much you love him, how much you care about him, how much you don't want others in his heart.

"You let me go, I'm tired." She said, holding back the tears that were about to break the bank.

He knew that she was doubting him, but once he told the truth, it was irreparable.

He didn't speak, lifted the quilt and lay down with her in his arms.

"Xia Yuchen, you let me go --" she didn't want to be like this, didn't want to sleep with him.

Without a word, he kisses her on the neck in spite of her refusal. She pushed him hard, but she couldn't, and the more she resisted, the more powerful he was. He did not know how to do, did not know how to pull her heart back to his side, perhaps, only such a forced, can tell each other, two people belong to each other, the only belong to each other.

She shed tears, and always flow, flow not clean. I don't know whether it was the heartache or the pain he had inflicted on her body. She felt that her whole body was about to be torn apart.

Sometimes gnawing, sometimes nibbling, in short, he carved his own mark on her skin one after another.