Chapter 217

At this time, she realized that this inferiority complex did not originate from their birth, but from her heart and her love. As long as she loves deeply, the sense of inferiority will not leave her.

Love to the depth, always so worried about gain and loss, right?

Night, such a deep, insomnia is always difficult to sleep.

Liao Fei's wedding is in full swing. This is the first time that the Xia family has married a daughter in recent years. Of course, they attach great importance to it. Xia Qi and Liao Fei's parents are cadres of the provincial military region, so most of the guests are leaders at all levels of the provincial military region. In addition, the two couples were allowed to invite their classmates and friends to the wedding.

After helping Liao Fei clean up her new house, one day, Fang Xiaoyou receives a call from Liao Fei, saying that he wants to send her an invitation, so he comes to school.

"The day will come soon. You are all ready!" Fang Xiaoyou opened the invitation and asked with a smile.

"There should be no problem. Everyone in the family is so nervous! " Liao Fei makes a helpless expression.

"You've got a good deal, and you've got a good deal! Marriage is an important event in one's life. It's not tension, it's attention, OK Fang Xiaoyou said with a smile.

Liao Fei sighed.

"Don't worry, I will arrive on time and give you a big red envelope!" Fang Xiaoyou patted him on the shoulder.

Somehow, when Liao Fei stares at Fang Xiaoyou, he always feels that her smile is different from the past. In the past, her smile was always from the heart, which made people feel that she was very happy at first sight. At the same time, she was also infected by her smile. Now, she seems to have changed. Behind that smile, it seems that there are too many difficulties hidden.

"Haven't you talked about it yet?" Liao Fei looked at her and asked.

She shook her head and said, "people have to look forward, right?"

Liao Fei doesn't know whether he shouldn't care about them, but after all, it was he who gave up her and made Xia Yuchen and her better. If they are not happy, what is the point of his concession?

"Do you blame him for not waiting for you?" Asked Liao Fei.

Fang Xiaoyou said nothing.

"It's not easy for everyone these years!" Liao Fei sighs.

Yeah, it's not easy! How could she not know?

"Thank you, Liao Fei!" She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, turned to him and said, "thank you."

Liao Fei smiles and doesn't answer.

Fang Xiaoyou said goodbye and looked out the window.

From time to time, someone passed by from the outside, but she could not see clearly. All that was vague in her eyes.

"Do you know? What was he like when he got married? " Liao Fei said suddenly.

"I don't want to know. I'm sorry, Liao Fei!" She said.

"He didn't even do the wedding, he didn't do anything, he just asked for leave and pan Rong to get a certificate, and then they disappeared." Liao Feidao.

Fang Xiaoyou looks at him.

"In fact, it's not right to say disappear, but he doesn't contact anyone, even his parents - until later -" Liao Fei's words haven't been finished, but she doesn't want to hear any more.

"I'm sorry, Liao Fei. I really don't want to know how he got married. I don't want to know. I'm sorry. Please stop talking about it." She interrupted him.

Liao Fei opens his mouth, but he can't speak any more.

Perhaps, these things, or let Yuchen himself and she said better!

"Nothing. You don't have to say sorry to me. There's no need for this between us, right? " Liao Fei smiles.

Fang Xiaoyou smiles.

"But when you left, he really wanted to find you. A few times, he even bought the ticket, but finally returned it. " Liao Fei says Fang Xiaoyou stares at him in surprise.

"He, buy a plane ticket?" Fang Xiaoyou asked.

"After every refund, he would pull me to accompany him to get drunk." Liao Fei grinned bitterly. "I asked him why he didn't go to you directly. Didn't he say he wanted to get married? Do you know his reason? " Liao Fei looks at her. Obviously, his question doesn't need to be answered, and she doesn't know the answer.

"He said, he is sorry for you, can't let you come back to be wronged again!" Liao Fei said, looking at her quietly.

Fang Xiaoyou was silent.

"Once, on May day that year, he even wrote a false note, saying that he was going to visit you in London, and then proposed to you or something. As a result, "Liao Fei laughed," guess what? He reported to the organization department and was directly rejected, saying that leading cadres should not go abroad for personal reasons. He was also warned once. "

Maybe, this is fate! That's what fate means.

No fate, finally let her and he pass by.

"Thank you, Liao Fei!" She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, turned to him and said, "thank you."

Liao Fei smiles and doesn't answer.

Get off his car and walk to the office along the campus road that has been passed countless times. In her mind, Liao Fei's words "he doesn't want you to be wronged again"!

Aggrieved? What are those grievances? It's all over, and she can't remember.

She didn't expect that he should have known her whereabouts for a long time and didn't meet her for such a reason!

No wonder he's angry. No wonder he's looking for her. Fang Xiaoyou, you idiot, what are you doing?

All of a sudden, she stopped, turned around and walked quickly to the school gate. Actually, it can't be regarded as walking or jogging.

In her eyes, it seems that there is nothing but him!

Is he not talking to me anymore? He——

Along the way, she only reproached and regretted herself. Why did she alienate him so much?

The environment has separated them and made them far away from each other. Why do you want to widen the distance?

Fang Xiaoyou, you are really a fool, you idiot!

To the school gate, she stopped a taxi, on the car, but speechless. The driver asked her "where to go" several times, but she couldn't speak.

Finally, she said an address and the driver drove to Yanping Road.

She wanted to see him and hug him at once.

This section of the road seems to be even farther than her return from England. It's too far to reach.

At this time, Xia Yuchen and Xia Qi just came out of the new house. Xia Qi wanted to go out with her friends, so she asked her brother to send her.

"Brother, there's something I want to ask for your opinion." Xiaqi road.

"Say it!" Xia Yuchen said.

"Liao Fei and I are going to honeymoon. He asked me to choose a place. You say, where is better for us to go?" Xiaqi road.

Xia Yuchen thought about it and said, "where do you like?"

"I, I want to go to the Seychelles. It's so charming! Many newlyweds are going there for their honeymoon Xiaqi road.

"Why do you ask me when you have an idea?" Xia Yuchen said.

"Brother, I really want to go there, but our savings are not enough -" Xia Qi blinked and looked at him.

Xia Yuchen sighed and said, "do you want to ask me for it?"

"Brother, I borrowed it from you and want to pay it back!" Xia Qi said.

"You don't have to return it. It's my wedding present for you. You play first, and I'll pay you back when you come back! " Xia Yuchen said.

"How much is the reimbursement?" Xia Qi asked.

"Fifty thousand, you pay for the excess. It's too late! Your brother, I'm not rich and I don't have so many. If you want to rob the rich and help the poor, don't look for me! " Xia Yuchen said.

"All right, all right. Thank you, brother Xia Qi smiles and kisses him on the cheek.

"That's enough. You're going to get married, just like a child. If Liao Fei knew, he would have to fight with me? " Xia Yuchen said with a smile.

"He won't! As long as my sister-in-law is not angry, I -- "Xia Qi looked at his brother, his face was gloomy and terrible, and quickly covered his mouth.

"Brother, what's the matter with you?" Xia Qi asked.

Xia Yuchen is silent.

"You and Xiaoyou, didn't you have a good talk?" Xia Qi then asked.

Fang Xiaoyou, the last thing he wants to hear now is this name! I want to delete her from my memory!

Since he came back from Tan Hongyu's home that day, he has never seen her or called her again. For four years, this was the first time he wanted to forget her, but no matter how hard he tried, her shadow could not be scattered. How can a person who has been deeply engraved in his mind and integrated into his bone marrow forget when he forgets?

"Elder brother, in fact, she is still --" Xia Qi wants to persuade elder brother, but is interrupted by him.

"If you mention her again, get out of the car!" Xia Yuchen said harshly.

Xia Qi is startled, toot mouth, no longer speak, huff and puff to sit on the co pilot's seat.

Annoyed, he now annoys her, annoys her to break into own life, annoys her to become an idiot. It's not just annoyance, it's hate.

Finally, the noisy Xiaqi is sent away. He takes out a cigarette and goes to Yanping Road.

The smoke curled up and he kept looking ahead.

"Smoking is harmful to your health. Why can't you always remember it?" Her words rang in her ears again.

Some things can't be remembered, some things can't be forgotten.

He put out the cigarette again for some reason.

It's not the peak of traffic jam yet, but this part of his walk is a bit blocked, and he has to stop after walking for a while, which makes him a little fidgety.

The mobile phone rings. It's a text message. He glances at it. It's from Pan Rong. He says she'll be back tomorrow.

He picked up his mobile phone and gave pan Rong a call back to remind her to take the medicine.

In the past two years, her health has improved a lot. However, it still needs medicine to maintain. Although he advised her not to work so hard, she would not listen.

Back to the text message, he put the mobile phone on the seat.

Xia Qi that wench, is really a ghost spirit, just married even if plan to elder brother's head.

He couldn't help laughing.

Honeymoon. They're going to Seychelles. What about him? If I got married four years ago and had children——

If that child can survive, he will be a happy father, won't he?

He sighed, unwilling to think again.

Before he knew it, his car drove into the yard. After parking, he went upstairs.

When he walked, he never looked at other places. This time, he came out of the elevator, and of course, he didn't notice a person standing in the escape passage.

When we meet again, are we always full of tears?