Chapter 216

His eyes seemed to see through her, and the shadow in her heart seemed to engulf her completely.

"If you have one, just say it. I'll listen." Her tone is very flat, without any feelings.

She's changed. She's changed! In front of him, he just has the same appearance and voice as Fang Xiaoyou he loves. That's all. If so, does he have to worry about it again?

Since I met her this morning, all the things that have happened have reminded him that Xia Yuchen, you are a ridiculous person. You have done ridiculous things for so many years. You wait for someone who doesn't love you at all, or she doesn't love you now. Your existence, for her, is nothing at all!

He couldn't help laughing, so sad.

Her hand, tightly holding the corner of her dress, she did not dare to look at him, she was afraid that she would be soft hearted.

Tan Hongyu didn't know what to say now. He was quietly picking up the garbage.

She saw Xia Yuchen go to the door, she was afraid that he really ignored her.

However, she still chased him, this action, seems to be completely unconscious.

"You --" she caught up with him and reached out to pull him, but as soon as her hand touched his arm, he threw it away.

His strength is too great, and she is wearing slippers, she a stagger, head hit the leg of the table.

Hearing the sound behind him, he turned back. She covered her forehead and picked it up. The hand on her forehead was just the right hand wrapped with the band aid, and blood flowed out between her fingers.

This time, although Xia Yuchen was in front of her, Tan Hongyu ran to her. Looking at her uncle supporting her to go out, Xia Yuchen's legs, like pouring lead, could not move at all.

The bright red blood on the foot of the dining table, printed in his eyes, blurred his eyes.

Worried about her injury, Tan Hongyu drove to the nearest hospital. She sat in the co pilot's seat and closed her eyes, tears streaming out of the corners of her eyes.

If he doesn't care about her, will it make her feel better?

There was no sound in the car.

After treating the wound in the hospital, Fang Xiaoyou sits on the chair in the treatment room, thinking about everything in the past.

Tan Hongyu pushed the door in, sat down beside her and said, "now the weather is unstable. You should be careful when you go out. After a few days, the doctor said, the wound is very shallow, won't leave scar

She wry smile, sigh: "even if there is a scar, it doesn't matter, anyway, no one to see."

Looking at her bitter smile, Tan Hongyu looked down and saw the ring on her hand.

"If you can really put it down, why wear this ring?" He said.

"It's the only thing he gave me." She touched the ring and said.

"If you want to keep it, just put it away. There's no need to wear it all the time. You can't live in the past all the time, can you? " He said.

She shook her head and said, "with it, I know I've married him, even if we haven't. If I take it down, I will not be able to get married in my life? I don't want that. "

Tan Hongyu was silent. She sat down beside him, staring at the ring. Her mind was the scene that he put the ring on her that day.

If at that time, he did not suddenly go to work, she would go with him to get a marriage certificate?

"Girl, I want to have a home, you also need it!" Tan Hongyu said suddenly.

Fang Xiaoyou stares at him suddenly, she does not understand his meaning, or she does not want to understand.

"Once upon a time, there was a girl who was just like you, stupid, and different from all the girls I met." He looked out of the window.

"At that time, like chen'er, I had to be with that girl. But once, I went to her dormitory to find her and saw her lying in the arms of a strange man." His tone sounds very flat, but Fang Xiaoyou knows that his mood is not calm.

He laughed and said, "at that time, I broke up with her without saying a word. I hate her. I really hate her. But later, I learned that it was arranged by my family. They just wanted to break us up. "

"And then?" She asked.

"I looked for her everywhere, but I couldn't find her. One day, she sent me a letter. She left like you and went abroad with a sum of money from my father. There was no news of her any more Tan Hongyu sighed.

I have known Tan Hongyu for more than four years, but she has never seen him look like this.

Maybe it's because of the same illness, maybe it's because of pity. She holds Tan Hongyu's hand and he looks at her.

Two people did not speak, occasionally came the corridor nurse and the patient's family's voice.

Home, she really wants to have a home, a shoulder to rely on, a person to share the pain and joy. But she has been in hiding, with a thick wall to surround her heart. After meeting Xia Yuchen, her heart was broken by him again and again. Finally, she gave him everything she had and loved him without hesitation. However, over the years, she finally realized how far away love and marriage are. Two people can't get married if they love each other. From love to marriage, there are thousands of mountains and rivers that need to be crossed, and not everyone can cross them.

She didn't want to be so sad. She suddenly changed the topic and said to tan Hongyu with a smile, "you have so many houses. Do you still want a home?"

"Home is not the same as house. Some people have homes without houses. I have many houses, but I am the only one in every house. " Tan Hongyu looked at her and said, "it's troubling to let you live with me, isn't it? But I really want to have someone around me. "

She didn't know what to say.

Tan Hongyu, a stranger, has been helping her and supporting her all these years, sending her to study in England and taking her out of the shadow of Xia Yuchen. Without tan Hongyu, she would have been Fang Xiaoyou, who had been self abased and at a loss.

"How?" She laughed indifferently. "I'm fine. No matter whether he is married or not, who is around him has nothing to do with me. And he won't, he won't care about me. " She looked a little sad and said with a bitter smile, "he and I have nothing to do with each other."

Tan Hongyu didn't speak. He just looked at her quietly.

"He's married, isn't he? I can't go on like this any more. I think I can face him calmly and pan Rong. But now I find that I can't do anything. When I see him, I want to ask him why? But if you think about it, what if you ask? So what if I know? He has already made a decision, made a choice, and nothing can be changed. " She said, with a bitter smile, and began to pull out the ring.

His hand suddenly covered her. Fang Xiaoyou looked up at him.

"If you can't pull it out, don't force yourself. One day, you can really put it down. Naturally, you can take it off." He said.

"Take it! I don't want pan Rong to have any thoughts after seeing it. Anyway, I can't affect their lives. " She said, tugging at the ring.

"It's said that the ex girlfriend is a strange creature. Wouldn't it be more excessive if the ex girlfriend still appears with the previous ring?" She smiles at him, but she can't pull out the ring.

Tan Hongyu did not continue the topic, holding her hand to go out. She took a look at her hand and didn't draw it back.

When she got home, the dishes she had cooked were already cold, and she was reluctant to pour them out. However, she felt that she should not let Tan Hongyu eat the dishes with her. She was ready to put them in the refrigerator. When she was alone, she would heat them up, but Tan Hongyu took the initiative to put the dishes into the microwave oven.

Two people sat at the table, eating face to face.

"If you let your men know that I give you such a dish, I will strangle you!" She said with a smile.

He just laughed and didn't answer.

He loved the quiet atmosphere.

Xia Yuchen returns home and lies on the sofa in the dark. What happened just now plays out again in his mind.

How could she be so heartless, how could she trample on his heart like that?

The kitchen in the dark, suddenly lights up, as bright as day, and her figure shuttles in it. He could even hear her laugh, hear her say "Xia Yuchen, don't sleep, get up to eat, you are too lazy!"

For a moment, he really thought that she had come back, but rubbing his eyes, there was darkness in front of him.

Everything is just his imagination.

Is her injury serious? Tan Hongyu, is he with her?

How could he treat her like that? Let her hurt, see her bleeding, how can?

Clearly want to bring her back, clearly want to start with her, clearly want to tell her "I love you", clearly——

Isn't there a lot to do?

He remembered that he owed her a trip, but he promised her but didn't go; He still owes her a marriage, but he didn't go to get the marriage certificate at that time; He still owes her, owes her a lifetime commitment!

Is that all you can do in your life?

Fang Xiaoyou, why don't you come to me for so many years? Why didn't you tell me when you came back? Why are you involved with Tan Hongyu?

That night, Tan Hongyu didn't leave the residence of Longsheng No.1 and stayed there for the night.

Fang Xiaoyou looked out of the window at the dim light, and the wound on his forehead hurt faintly.

She looked down at the ring on her finger and took it off.

The memory of the past, or in her body left a brand. Even if you try to forget, it's hard to forget.

She took out her mobile phone and checked the call records again. The number was clearly in her eyes.

What is he here for? What is he going to say? Why, why didn't I let him say it? What am I afraid of?

Four years ago, she felt inferior to him and full of fear for the future. Four years later, she thought she could face him calmly, but when he appeared in front of her, the inferiority complex drowned her again.