Chapter 129

"Our unit has a rule that if we want to study outside, we must resign. However, in this unit, I can only test Mr. Zhu's doctor. I don't want to follow him. I want to go outside. " She said.

"Outside? Where do you mean? "

"I don't know, but I should go out of town!" She said, the voice suddenly changed very small, small even can't seem to hear.

He pulled over, put his hands on the steering wheel and looked ahead.

"Have you decided?" He asked.

"I just want to ask your opinion, I haven't --" she looked at him and didn't say any more.

"Do you really want to read that much?" He asked.

In fact, she didn't know whether she wanted to go or not. During this period of time, her work made her have great doubts about her career, and even was hit. She doesn't know if her performance will be better after changing places. Just, now leave, because want to escape, or really want to read?

She looks at Xia Yuchen, she knows how difficult he is now, but she knows that many of his difficulties are caused by her.

"Xia Yuchen, isn't it? If you married Yao Jing, you won't have these troubles?" After a long silence, she looked up at him with a timid voice.

She didn't know what she was afraid of, herself or him?

"Did someone tell you something, or did you just think about it?" He asked, pale.

"What's the difference? It's all my fault that you break up with Yao Jing and you are suspended. Xia Yuchen, I, I - "she said, tears filling her eyes.

His hands pinched the steering wheel, but he let it go again and again.

She looked at his hands and knew he must be bored.

"I don't want to trouble you, Xia Yuchen. If, if that's true, then -- "

"What do you know?" He looked back at her in a stiff, obviously angry tone.

"Fang Xiaoyou, I hate that you are so conceited. Do you think you are very smart? Do you think you can handle this? " He didn't give her a chance to explain, "when things come to this stage, do you think you can go away and everything can go back to the past? What do you think you are? What do you think I am? "

"I -" she wanted to talk, and he didn't give her a chance.

"You want to be great, don't you? You want to help me, don't you? Well, you go, wherever you go, never show up in front of my eyes With that, he turned and looked out the window, never looking at her again.

Fang Xiaoyou looks at his side face, his tone is as cold as his expression.

She wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes. Her lips twitched a few times and she pushed the door open and went down.

Hearing the door closed, he looked to the co pilot's seat, empty. He closed his eyes and lay on the steering wheel.

How can she be so opinionated, how can she belittle herself?

He was lying there with a lot of confusion in his mind, and her actions tonight had no less impact on him than when he was suspended that day.

Why do you give up so easily when you encounter setbacks? Love, is really so fragile, in the face of reality a little bit of the blow will become fragmented?

He doesn't understand!

In fact, love is more need two people attentively waiting, but now, they seem unable to work together!

Fang Xiaoyou got out of the car, walked a few steps, but looked back at his car.

Maybe it's better, so she has the courage to leave. As long as she leaves, won't his troubles be solved? His life will return to the right track, everything will be the same as in the past, and she, as if not in his life. This is really good!

With a bitter smile and a sigh, she wiped the tears from her eyes and went on.

After the rain in the air is still with a little moisture, and even make people feel cold, she felt that she had goose bumps. Just, after this summer's rainstorm, will it be so cold?

Xia Yuchen's hand on the door, several times he wanted to push the door to get off, and then took it back. Finally, unwilling to wait there, he started the car and drove on.

He knows what difficulties two people will face together. This demotion is just a beginning, and there will be more setbacks in the future than he can imagine. However, she had no confidence at all. She didn't believe her or him. In this case, once the wind blows in the future, can they still go on?

So he decided not to chase her any more and let her think about what was wrong. If it's like this again, I'll flinch when I have problems. Can I go on in the future?

However, Fang Xiaoyou doesn't know this. In this cold night, she doesn't know where to go.

She thought that Xia Yuchen would catch up with her, so she kept going straight and slowly. After more than ten minutes, there was no sign of him. When she came back, his car was gone.

Originally, he really didn't want to see you again!

With a wry smile, she turned her head and went on.

At this time, her mobile phone suddenly began to sing, she thought it was Xia Yuchen, quickly opened to see, did not expect it was——

She got through and didn't speak for a while.

"What's the matter?" It's Tan Hongyu.

She didn't answer, but she sneezed a few times because the night wind was too cold, and then there was a nasal sound.

"Where is it? I'll pick you up! " He said.

Her hands trembled, along with her lips.

Someone away, naturally someone close, but, close to the person, will be the one you expect?

The wind messed her hair, she stood in the cold wind waiting!

Xia Yuchen drives away from Fang Xiaoyou. However, not long after she left, she is afraid that she will think about it and misunderstand him, so she turns around and returns to the place where she broke up.

She was on the opposite side of the road, but now she came to this side. His car was parked on the parking belt and looked at her from a distance under the street light.

Strange. What's she doing there? It's like waiting for someone. Who are you waiting for in the evening?

He wanted to get out of the car to find her and told her that he didn't mean to, but he still didn't get out of the car and sat in the car thinking about it.

When he paid attention to her again, he saw a car stop beside her. She opened the door and went up.

Dead girl, how can you get on other people's car casually? Isn't that a taxi? Eh, it's strange. Why does the car look familiar? Is it an illusion?

Xia Yuchen didn't know how he could keep up with the car and kept following.

Fang Xiaoyou is in Tan Hongyu's car. As soon as Tan hung up her phone, she came here immediately.

Sitting in the car, Fang Xiaoyou's mood has calmed down a lot, but the inner contradictions and tangles have not been lifted. After listening to her story, Tan Hongyu remained silent for a long time.

The light on the road shines into the car from time to time, like a kaleidoscope in her eyes. However, she can't see any color, only Xia Yuchen's expression in her eyes.

"Did you really decide to leave him?" Asked Tan Hongyu.

Fang Xiaoyou nodded and said, "so many of you are busy for him. I can't do anything and hurt him. If it wasn't for me, how could he -- "

It seemed that she heard a smile, which was ironic. She thought it was her own illusion and stared at Tan Hongyu in surprise.

"Do you think you really have that influence? Girl, don't take everything to yourself. " Tan Hongyu said.

His words made Fang Xiaoyou feel very uncomfortable, but she didn't say anything, just sat there listening.

"Do you think Xia Yuchen did all this because of you? It would be foolish of you to think so. " Tan Hongyu looked at her, "in the world of men, the pursuit of power and money is far ahead of love. Xia Yuchen is also such a person. Growing up, he was taught to fight for those things at all costs. The reason why he wants to break up with Yao Jing is his own reason. It's some unspeakable entanglements between him and Yao Jing, not because of you. I admit that he likes you very much, but how long has it been since you realized it? three months? Do you think a man will decide his future rashly because of a relationship that lasts for three months? "

Tan Hongyu's words were like needles in her heart.

Why didn't she think about it seriously? Why does she think he is for her?

Tan Hongyu's words are very uncomfortable, but maybe the truth is so cruel and heartless. However, we can't avoid or ignore it just because of this. And she has never been an escapist.

She laughed bitterly and sighed.

"You're right. I'm being amorous. I shouldn't forget what kind of person he is. " She said.

Yes, what was the scene of her first meeting with him, what happened to him and that female anchor Han Rui, he and Yao Jing, and maybe many women she didn't know. After all, on his terms, many women would compete with him. Why did he choose her? She doesn't have anything, neither Yao Jing's family and beauty, nor Han Rui's bed skills that make men want to be immortal and die. Why do you think he gave up all this for her?

In the relationship with Xia Yuchen, she always has an insurmountable sense of inferiority and insecurity, sometimes, she will ignore these, immersed in his love. However, these realities will not disappear because you don't care. Every time she puts them forward, she will lose all the courage and reason to insist.

"I think leaving now will reduce his worries." She said, "I'm being amorous again!"

Tan Hongyu thought about it and said, "it's estimated that the rain will soon be over."

"Really?" She suddenly jumped out of that low mood. "What's going to happen? Can I be reinstated? "

"We can't predict what will happen, but there should be no bad results." Tan Hongyu said.

"That --" she didn't know whether to ask, but Tan Hongyu had guessed what she was going to ask, so he said: "Yao Tianyu will not force Yuchen to get married unless he is willing."