Chapter 100

And you, when did you believe me? No matter what you suspect, you don't want to say it. You just guess in your heart. Do you think it's fair to me? "

"You don't think it's fair. What about me? What right do I have to say? Everything we have is always has the final say, you say how, you let me with you, I am at your side. But have you considered my wishes? You didn't want to see me and left without a word. Xia Yuchen, even if you want me to stay away from you, you should tell me clearly! You're right. If two people can't treat each other equally, this kind of love is not love. I want you to treat me equally, that's all She said everything she had thought about these days.

No future, at least to their past feelings to make an end.

Then she stood up and walked away from him.

He looked back at her figure under the streetlight and sighed.

It turns out that there is not only the pressure from family and environment, but also the knot in their own heart between them.

Under such circumstances, how much power is there to continue the previous situation?

Xia Yuchen felt that he had been defeated, by reality, by heart! He sat on the bench tired, not knowing where else in the world he could go, not knowing where he could find peace and tranquility!

Fang Xiaoyou walked more than ten steps, and his pathetic expression was always in his mind. She stopped and looked back. He was still sitting there.

These days, she has made up her mind to forget him completely. But tonight his sudden arrival, let her heart set off waves, especially his words and expression let her hesitate again.

It's not that she didn't want to start over. Because I love him, I naturally want to be with him. But what she said was also the reason to prevent her from throwing herself into his arms again.

This relationship without future has long made her humble and chosen. The pride in her personality, however, does not want to be a man's accessory, let alone a lover who can not be made public. It is true that love is selfish. When you love someone deeply, it's normal to take possession of their body and soul. Therefore, with the deepening of her love for Xia Yuchen, she has long changed from not caring about him at the beginning to wanting to be with him forever instead of sharing him with other women. When this demand can not be met, break up, it has become inevitable.

And tonight, I know more about him, though only a little bit. His pain and hesitation all come from the fact that he is Xia Yuchen. At this time, love will lose its selfishness. She knew that her family background could not give him a bright career. The only thing she could give him was her love and care. Because I love him, I don't want to see him suffer. Even if I can't hold hands with him, I want to support him with the last strength!

She stood there for about ten minutes, and he sat still.

If we start over with him, it will bring him trouble. Although Yao Jing doesn't know much about her, the conclusion from the few meetings is enough for Fang Xiaoyou to keep a distance from her. If Yao Jing knew the relationship between them, he would be embarrassed. And he, already on the road, even if he wants to stop, the people around him will not allow.

As the old saying goes, "if the two feelings last for a long time, they will never be together." as long as he has her in his heart, even if he can't stay together forever, what regret is there in this life? It's enough to watch him from a distance and guard him.

She walked slowly to him, as if to go through her life, the beginning became the end!

Sitting quietly beside him, they were twenty centimeters apart.

He leaned slightly and saw her.

From what she said tonight, she was determined to part. Since we want to separate, why do we have to guard like this? He didn't speak and still sat back in his chair.

Both of them were looking at the distance, but they didn't. Bits and pieces of the past are shown in their minds at the same time, which is an indelible common memory.

The night is deep and the wind is getting colder and colder. She sneezed several times, and he looked at her and saw her sitting there with her arms around her.

She pinched her nose with her fingers to stop sneezing, but she didn't notice him sitting next to her. To her surprise, he held her in his arms.

His embrace, so warm and calm, she almost tears, but endure back.

One arm ran over her shoulder, the other hand held her and warmed her.

Even if they don't say anything, they know each other's mind. But, many times, people have no way to live with their own mind.

After sitting like this for a long time, there are few cars on the road.

"Come on, I'll take you back!" He said.

She got up and they went to the car.

Distance from the river more and more far, two people sitting in the car is silent, seems to have just finished all the words.

Neon lights in the city keep flashing in their eyes, and there are few cars on the street.

Suddenly, she said, "let's go to the bar!"

"To celebrate our formal breakup?" He asked, but she didn't answer.

"Well, this kind of thing needs to be celebrated!" He said, "where do you want to go?"

"Anywhere!"

He drove the car to his home on Yanping Road. Tonight, he wanted to make himself completely drunk, so he didn't want outsiders to see him. She didn't expect to come back, but she kept calm.

The two men were sitting face to face on the sofa in the living room. He knew that she could not afford to drink, and she brought her some beer, and he set two bottles of Baijiu for himself.

"All right, let's go!" He said.

She picked up the beer, took a swig and coughed. Looking up at him, he poured a full glass into the red wine glass and poured it in.

Whether to drink or not, she looks very distressed.

They said nothing, just sat there drinking. And she, after really drinking two cans, lay down on the sofa.

He moved to her, sat on the floor with his back against the sofa, and said with a smile, "I can't do it myself, and I have to be brave. I really don't understand you!"

She laughed and said, "do you think you are very good? And I'll fight the Baijiu, huh! "

He looked back at her. Alcohol made her blush and her smile was very touching.

"Aren't you afraid I'll do something bad while you're drunk?" He reached out and stroked her cheek.

"You have to be happy in your life. What do you want so much for?" She said with a smile.

"You're not going to tempt me, are you?" He asked with a smile.

"Go, if you want to seduce you, do you still need to drink?"

"Yes, it is not necessary!" He turned his head and sighed.

She didn't speak, just looked at him.

He was also silent and continued to drink.

I don't know how long after that, he heard the slight snoring behind him and turned his head to look at her.

The two people's problems are basically on his side, and he knows this very well now. In the face of so much pressure, it has become a kind of luck to watch her quietly.

He got up and tried to get her a blanket in the cupboard, or he would catch cold. But as soon as he got up, he felt dizzy.

"It's really bad. I'm so drunk! Dead girl, it's all your fault He said, did not go to the bedroom, but with her crowded on the sofa.

It seems that I can't remember the last time I hugged and fell asleep, but this feeling was very comfortable. Soon, he fell asleep.

The light in the living room was on, and the two people were hugging each other and lying on the sofa.

However, after a short time, Xia Yuchen felt uncomfortable, and big beads of sweat dropped from his forehead. He woke up, covering his stomach.

Suddenly, Fang Xiaoyou hears a sound on the floor and wakes up immediately. She sat up and looked to the ground. He was curling up on the ground with his stomach covered.

"Xia Yuchen, what's the matter with you?" She quickly squatted in front of him and asked nervously.

He couldn't say it again, but the sweat on his forehead didn't stop.

"You have a stomachache? You wait. I'll call an ambulance

After a few minutes, the ambulance came whistling, Xia Yuchen was carried on the car by medical staff, Fang Xiaoyou followed him.

According to the doctor's diagnosis, he is suffering from acute gastritis, which is said to be caused by drinking liquor on an empty stomach. It is suggested that he should be hospitalized.

"It's OK. Just take some medicine. What hospital do you live in?" He said to her.

"Shut up and listen to the doctor!" She said, accompanied him into the ward.

After settling him down and watching the nurse infuse him with liquid, she said, "why don't you eat? Do you think you're iron? "

"It doesn't matter. There won't be dead people!" He looked at the infusion bottle and said.

"Bah, bah, bah, shut up." She said.

However, watching him bear the pain and joke with her, her heart is also uncomfortable.

"Close your eyes and go to sleep. I'll stare at you." She tucked him in and said.

"No, I can. take a rest! I've been busy all day. How can you bear to stay up late like this? " He said.

"I often stay up late. I've been used to it for a long time. If you don't sleep, I'll knock you out. " She said, pretending to be very strict.

Looking at her like this, he suddenly felt so happy that he held out his hand and looked at her quietly.

"Well, go to sleep!" She went to break his hand, but he held it more tightly.

"Ah, it hurts!" She let out a cry.

"Shh, be careful to let the nurses outside hear us. What do you think we are doing?" He said with a bad smile.

"Shut up! If you talk nonsense, I'll do it. I tell you, I'm very good at catching mice recently. If you want to experience it, I can help you! " She said.