5 AGNES SOLILOQUY

Either you rise from pit or you remain fallen and become mad !

Agnes says :

What should I say or what should I told ?

You really want to listen ?

I didn't told HIM about me.

Yeah HIM !

I , Agnes Regena came here to Human world on a study tour about humans. Yes I'm a vampire !

Yeah you read right, I'm 500 years old now. The time of human world and our world is different you won't understand.

We vampires do not get old.

We don't get burn by sunlight it's a myth. We don't even drink human blood though we crave sometimes for it. But we do respect out "peace pact" signed with ancient humans.

When I came here and started my high school life. I fell in love with a boy.

Yeah !

I loved him. We became friends , really good ones. He was the star of our school, girls used to watch him play, wrote him letters. Wanted to be his girlfriend.

I studied human behaviours and their psychology. Everything was positive. I made notes about them,  eating habits, mind set, dedication, jealousy, anger, happiness,  frustration, sexual desires, romanticism, attractions between two humans, straight,  homosexuals, bisexuals, relationships of humans with animals, cats and dogs kept as pets , how they treated them. The mutual understanding of humans, how a married couple cope up, how a girlfriend and boyfriend keep their relationship and how they cherish each other.

Perhaps I was blind in love of that human boy that I only focused upon good human traits and behaviours.

But life taught me a lesson too. I remember that day when after schooling on the way back to my apartment I saw that boy__my boyfriend cheating on me !

I heard a girl's voice in a street actually it was a dead end after taking a turn. It wasn't a voice , the girl was moaning. I leaped out of my cycle and followed the voice in order to help that girl. But ....!

I saw HIM with that girl. She was holding that girl up in his arms, the legs of girl wrapped around his back. And his hand was on her butt. I peeped silently from far hiding behind a tin garbage can. His jeans was a bit down and her skirt was on but her underwear was down. They both were mating in that dead end. I'd hear that girl moaning with delicacy she was loving it__the every kiss he was applying on her lips.

My heart sank in despair, I felt a stake in my heart. I didn't knew what to do. My eyes cried along with my heart. I covered my mouth to avoid any voice. I wished it was my illusion , I peeked again. This time he laid her down on the ground, he was opening her shirt, she was holding his face when he bit her nipple and she laughed. I hated her laugh.

I hated both of them.

He jerked and she arched her back, they both shared intimacy. I was unable to watch more so sneaked from there silently.

Why humans are like this ?

Liar, cheat & fraud !

I moved from there, left the city and stayed at home __alone !

When my situation got worse because of lack of spiritual attraction. I wanted to die. But failed.

When my father the king of all vampires came to fetch me. I became pale and thin.  We vampires need to touch a human to suck their little spiritual energy which helps us to survive. My father hired a human who willingly __saved me. She was nice to me. I requested my father to let me go again to human world.

I wanted answers, all humans are same ?

Why my human care taker wasn't like that boy ?

Upon my insistence he let me. And I came here again after 50 years. Changed my name variously and migrated through various cities after some time as we vampires do not aged.

I came across many good people and was living great.  I started to work at a night club, in order to gain that spiritual contact with humans. I never shared intimacy as my every customer fades by my touch. But he was satisfied. Why ?

We vampires have supernatural abilities to calm and to release stress through our touch only. I was known as "the queen" in that night club. Everything was going fine. When that night came !

I was pure and chaste just like my name "Agnes" and I was the queen in my world just like "Regena".

But someone took my everything from me.

My lady manager drugged me in the greed of more money. I asked her about that man. I wanted to kill him....every human was same !

I learned this a few days ago. I want revenge now !

My friend at bar told me that he didn't came instead someone WE don't know spend a night with me.

This made me aggressive a mysterious man took away my chastity. How I was supposed to get him now when no one knows him here !

I quit from that bar. But before that I came to know that guy was a rich business tycoon. I prepared a list of them, they're 5 in total. I decided to work with each of them within one year of contract. So that I'd get my prey & could kill him !

Moreover it'll be fine as in office work It'll be an opportunity to get that spiritual energy with handshakes__for my survival.

Now I've applied for an assistant position in Ezekiel's. And I'll be joining from tomorrow.

To get such qualifications isn't that big deal for someone having supernatural powers !