Chapter 82

At the same time, Jane Ningzhe, who is content to be an underground lover recently, also saw this program. Of course, he watched it for Tan Feiyang's sake, and what he saw, heard and thought was much more than other audiences.

He knew that was what Tan Feiyang wanted to say to himself.

His little eight, whether before or after rebirth, whether it's like him or love him deeply, in his heart, getting him is never the first.

Tan Feiyang wants him to be happy.

All the time, Tan Feiyang repeatedly said this to him. Before he didn't know that Tan Feiyang was Xiao Ba, he thought that it was happiness to live a good life after revenge; after knowing that Tan Feiyang was Xiao Ba, he thought that it was happiness to get Tan Feiyang.

Tan Feiyang is really with him. Every day, they are like fighting a guerrilla war. They are greedy for the sound of greed. They are wary of Tan Feiyu and live a life of wine and drunkenness. No one has mentioned what to do in the future. They all live in the present.

This kind of moment makes jianningzhe depressed, but he looks at Tan Feiyang very happy, has not said anything. Now after watching this program, he understood that Feiyang always understood him, but he had no chance to say it.

Tan Feiyang's hope for happiness, and Jian Ningzhe's view of happiness, has never been the same kind of happiness.

What Jian Ningzhe wants is very intuitive. From before to now, it's revenge and Xiao ba. What Tan Feiyang hopes is that even without revenge and Xiao Ba, Jian Ningzhe can still be happy.

Through the TV program, he expressed a meaning to him in front of everyone. Even without me, you should live healthily, happily and happily. This is the Jane Ningzhe I love.

Jian Ningzhe knows that he can't do this. He asks himself that his personality is distorted and he hasn't grown up well since he was a child. He is eager to get Cheng Mingyi. He doesn't know whether it is love or to seize the only real and unchanging color in his life. He just knows that Cheng Mingyi is a treasure to him, and he can't let go. The rest comes down to love.

But if it's true love, why don't you recognize Tan Feiyang?

In fact, when you think about it, Tan Feiyang and Cheng Mingyi have too many similarities. When they live together, they are familiar with his every move.

So he once again decided to hold on to this man and attribute this desire for monopoly to love, but he never asked himself why.

There is no love in Lin Zhengping's heart. Sometimes Jian Ningzhe thinks, did he inherit this point and have no love like him? Therefore, when he found that Cheng Mingyi had a different status in his heart, he immediately grasped the difference and took it as his passion, pretending to be affectionate to make himself different from Lin Zhengping.

This idea once flashed away in jianningzhe's mind. He doubted and denied it.

Now, in Tan Feiyang's expectation, he really began to reflect on himself, and this doubt once again surfaced in his mind.

Does he have love, is his love just a kind of self satisfaction, or does he really put this person in the bottom of his heart?

Jianningzhe himself can't understand, in the final analysis, he is also a lack of emotion. When I first met Cheng Mingyi, wasn't it to satisfy my sense of achievement and find someone more pitiful than myself to take care of?

After watching the program, he sat in the room for a long time, and the TV was on all the time. He didn't know what program to play.

When he came back to himself, Jian Ningzhe didn't know what time it was. He picked up his mobile phone and didn't even go to see the time. He just sent a message to tan Feiyang according to his heart -

[I want to see you. 】

after sending the message, he saw the time. It was already three o'clock in the morning.

At this time, Tan Feiyang should have gone to bed. And when Tan Feiyang is asleep, not to mention the small prompt sound of wechat, he will not wake up even when thunder strikes.

He also doesn't want to wake up Tan Feiyang. He just sent out the news on impulse. Now he will be reluctant to give up.

Who knows when he plans to give up, Tan Feiyang sends a reply - [wait for me, I'll go to you right away. 】

at three o'clock in the morning, Tan Feiyang was in his old house again, and he had to get to him immediately, which is really impossible. But jianningzhe still held a trace of expectation in his heart. He waited quietly.

There will be no traffic jam in the early morning. Tan Feiyang will arrive at jianningzhe's house in about 40 minutes. At this speed, it should be smooth all the way. He has the password of jianningzhe's family, so he doesn't need anyone to open the door for him. However, when he entered the password, the door had been opened, and jianningzhe took him into the room, hugged him and deeply kissed him.

It was a kiss that Tan Feiyang couldn't even breathe in the end. It was so affectionate, but Jian Ningzhe didn't use her hands and feet as before, just hugging and kissing.

When he let go of Tan Feiyang and they held each other for breath, jianningzhe asked in a low voice, "why don't you go to bed so late?"

"Can't sleep," Tan Feiyang said softly, "I think you may see this program, I think you may send me a message, just wait. It's time to go to bed. I can't sleep in bed. "Tan Feiyang doesn't have any sleeping time. He can fall asleep anytime and anywhere, and he can keep his mental state anytime and anywhere. Like all young people, he is energetic, has good sleep quality, and seldom has insomnia. I can't sleep today, because I've been waiting for him, right?

"You sneak out at night. Will your brother find out?" Jianningzhe rubbed Tan Feiyang's nose and asked intimately.

Tan Feiyang didn't answer. In fact, he felt that Tan Feiyu probably knew something about his private meeting with jianningzhe these days. Tan Feiyu will know if he runs out this big night. But he can't manage all this. He wants to see jianningzhe and see if he is good.

Even if Tan Feiyang doesn't say it, Jian Ningzhe knows what he means.

Tan Feiyang, who was not sleepy, yawned when he saw jianningzhe. Jianningzhe knew that he was at ease and sleepy, so he led the man to the bedroom, took out the pajamas that Tan Feiyang had put here from the wardrobe, and said: "go to bed so late, don't think about anything. No matter what happens, the sun will still rise tomorrow."

Tan Feiyang nodded obediently, put on his pajamas and lay on the bed with Jian Ningzhe. It seems that Jian Ningzhe doesn't mean to do it today. He simply holds Tan Feiyang's hand and wants to sleep with him.

Don't know what jianningzhe is thinking, Tan Feiyang also dare not sleep, he reluctantly open his eyes to see the people around him, sleepy look a little cute, jianningzhe can't help but embrace people in his arms.

The feeling of holding this person in my arms is really reassuring. Every cell of jianningzhe is stretching comfortably. She is eager to wrap Tan Feiyang tightly in her body and never separate.

"I see what you mean," jianningzhe said, hugging Tan Feiyang, "and I know what you want to say to me."

Tan Feiyang rubbed in jianningzhe's arms and motioned that he was not asleep. He was listening all the time. Jianningzhe smiles and pinches his paw, then says: "you hope I can cherish myself, don't carry too many things, don't live so tired."

Tan Feiyang scratched the palm of jianningzhe's hand. You got it right.

"But to me, you are a part of me." Jian Ningzhe's voice is sexy and hoarse, just like the CV voice he once made, it goes straight into people's heart through his voice, "if you have an accident, I will hurt, if you are not there, I will not be complete."

"What you said before made me doubt myself. I don't even know if I love you. Maybe I just live in the past and can't get out. I haven't thought about it for a long time, but I want to see you. I feel that as long as I see you, I can understand what I think. "

Hearing what Jian Ningzhe said, Tan Feiyang's sleepiness disappeared. He asked, "do you understand?"

He knows. He always knows what Janice thinks.

Just because Tan Feiyang knew that jianningzhe didn't know whether he was in love or not, he confessed that day and proposed to be separated from jianningzhe for a period of time and calm down with each other. The reason is simple, as he said before. In Tan Feiyang's eyes, jianningzhe has never changed, but Xiaoba in jianningzhe's heart, after years of beautification, can reality and imagination still be unified?

After calming down, Jenning refused to let him go. Since the fifth brother needs him, no matter whether the need is love or not, Tan Feiyang will be by his side.

So they are together again, like stealing / feeling, Tan Feiyang avoids that problem, and Jian Ningzhe always believes in his feelings.

It was not until Tan Feiyang took the opportunity of the interview program to tell Jian Ningzhe what he had in mind.

"I see," Janice's voice was quiet and comfortable. "I love you."

This time is not a memory, nor exclusive, he really clear, he loves Tan Feiyang. It's not the illusion of Cheng Mingyi imagined by himself in the past, but the real person in his arms now.

"Me too." Tan Feiyang leans against jianningzhe and finally shows a smile.

He knew that this time, brother five was telling the truth, and he could feel it.

Jianningzhe put his arms around Tan Feiyang and slept comfortably all night, but he didn't do anything. Even when they got up the next morning, they didn't get angry because they had a little reaction in the morning. Instead, they blushed and dressed one after another. They were as pure as when they were students.

During the meal, Jian Ningzhe asked, "is there any notice recently?"

Tan Feiyang shook his head and said: "not for the time being. That gambler's film and a TV series will start shooting next month. Xiao Ying said that the schedule should be open."

"I'll accompany you home then." Jane said and rubbed his head.

Tan Feiyang looked up at him in surprise: "my brother Oh, he won't be at home during the day. "

Probably because of this reason, jianningzhe said to send him home, right?

"Then I'll stay with you all day and wait until he comes home in the evening. See Tan Hai by the way. Your son is mine. " Jianningzhe said with a smile.

Tan Feiyang is almost shocked. Does Jian Ningzhe want to go to the old house to see Tan Feiyu? Although Tan Feiyu didn't say that, Tan Feiyang always knew that his elder brother probably wanted to die because he was the guy who seduced his younger brother to go astray. They were almost in the same boat and had irreconcilable contradictions. How could Jian Ningzhe want to see his elder brother? There will be a world war, OK!"Don't be afraid," jianningzhe comforted, "I just want to talk to your brother. There's no other meaning."

Tan Feiyang is even more afraid, but Jian Ningzhe insists that he should send a message to tan Feiyu and Tan Hai at the request of the fifth brother, telling them what Jian Ningzhe wants to visit at home. The difference is that he told Tan Hai that a very important friend of his father was coming to visit him, while he told Tan Feiyu the truth.

Unexpectedly, Tan Feiyu said, "let him come. I'll go home early in the evening."

After getting permission, he took Jane home. They didn't do anything on this day. They just watched TV together and studied the acting skills of the actors on TV. Jian Ningzhe also helped Tan Feiyang to do a few situational simulation tests to help him hone his acting skills.

Tan Hai is the first one to come back. Recently, the child has been raised well and has become more and more mellow. It looks very lovely, but the persistence in the eyebrows has never changed. After politely greeting Jane Ningzhe, he kept observing each other in silence. Jian Ningzhe didn't try to please or neglect Tan Hai. While chatting with Tan Feiyang, he also took Tan Hai into consideration. He quickly changed the conversation between the two into three and successfully made Tan Hai familiar with himself.

Halfway to tan Hai's toilet, Jian Ningzhe said to tan Feiyang with satisfaction: "this child is good. When I just talked to you, he was probably a little repellent. Children are xenophobic. Their parents are all their own. They don't like close people to focus on others. But when he saw that I was teaching you acting, his dissatisfaction disappeared, not in disguise, but from the heart to accept me. He likes you so much that he can accept me so quickly. I'm not as good as him. "

After hearing the last sentence, Tan Feiyang was stunned.

Instead of explaining, Jian Ningzhe smiles and touches Tan Feiyang's hair.

Even tan Hai, who has been with Tan Feiyang for only a few months, can accept himself because he likes him. But what has he done?

He has been running away from Tan Feiyu. He has never thought of facing up to his elder brother Feiyang. He does not fight for Tan Feiyu's consent because he likes Feiyang. Instead, he thinks of heresy every day and wants to make Tan Feiyu have to compromise.

This is not the way to treat relatives, but the way to treat the enemy. He is not as good as a child.

Tan Hai takes off his guard against Jian Ningzhe. In addition, Jian Ningzhe has a high skill. He soon plays with Tan Hai. Playing with Tan Hai, Tan Hai's feeling for Jian Ningzhe changes from acceptance to admiration and love. Looking at him is like looking at an idol.

Tan Feiyang shrugs. It's jianningzhe's skill. No one else can learn it.

After playing for a while, Tan Feiyu came back as he said.

Jian Ningzhe stood up and said hello to him. Tan Feiyu nodded to him without changing his face.

Because he came back early, and it was still some time before dinner, Jian Ningzhe followed Tan Feiyu into the study to have a talk, leaving the curious Tan Feiyang and Tan customs at the door.

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