Chapter 146 - I Can't Live Without My Mom

Unable to hear everything until it was finished, Vira's hands seemed to tremble, she refused to open the door where her husband was.

She had been standing at the door for a long time, she listened to everything, very clearly and in detail.

"I saw you talking to the doctor, she was angry and disappointed with you, she said she was very ashamed for helping you but in the end, you abandoned the baby!" Vino's voice shouted, making Vira shed tears.

"I had to do it all, I was in a difficult position." Broto's voice was shaking and hoarse.

"Why are you shouting at him? I have felt karma because of my mother's actions, and you, you, and Broto are living well. I hate you guys so much that's why I planned revenge but now it's all clear. You should suffer more! Why did my father and I bear all these sins!" Sarah's voice screamed and cried.

"Your family is very cruel, you killed the woman my father loved, you abandoned my father, and what else! Now your son has made that woman his wife! Your life is very lucky! This is unfair!" Sarah's voice was getting louder.

"We have to finish all this..."

nothing to solve, nothing more!

Vira had heard everything, the sequence of events, her disastrous birth, her mother who was murdered and drowned in the ocean by two crazy women.

Sarah and Vino, one person she hates, another person she loves, but both are the same, both are children of two violent women.

Tears continued to drip along with Vira's wobbly steps, she seemed unable to walk to accept the harsh reality that she had heard clearly.

her weak body almost fell on the hospital floor, fortunately, two hands immediately caught her body.

"What are you doing in the hospital hallway, how can you get out of bed and go out for a walk?" A familiar voice in Vira's ears.

but she ignored it, the story of Sarah, Broto, Vino, and a foreign male voice that kept ringing in her ears.

Hazel led Vira to sit on a long chair in the hospital hallway, he noticed Vira's pale face, he didn't dare ask questions seeing that she was not feeling well.

Sadness and tears were running down Vira's cheeks.

Hazel didn't say anything, he leaned his back on the back of the chair, he was silent like Vira, he invited Vira to cry.

Vira lowered her head, crying silently.

So, her mother's name is Selena, the grave she visited this afternoon. So, the foreign man was his father.

So… Sarah?

Vira could not accept all this reality.

And… Vino, Vino is…

Her cries were unstoppable so that Hazel who was beside her could hear a roaring sound from Vira's lips.

He took Vira's head leaning on his shoulder,

"I may not be the cure for your sadness, but… I can lend you my shoulder, whenever you need it, just call me." Hazel's voice sounded warm, he didn't look at Vira's face because he knew Vira didn't want to be seen at a time like this.

"Hu Hu Hu…"

'You left the baby with a distant relative of Selena, you arranged everything at your wife's request, and you - you ruined my life, all of my life!'

No, not only your life but mine too!

Vira's tears fell harder, she was a baby who was entrusted to the Darsono family, a cruel family, she went through many difficult times.

She passed the bad luck written by Vino's mother.

Vino's mother? And now she was marrying the child of the woman who made her so miserable.

waited for a time until finally Vira's cries were no longer heard.

Hazel just dared to look at Vira's face, "I didn't bring a handkerchief or tissue, but if you don't mind, I can wipe your tears."

Vira shook her head and wiped the remaining tears with the back of her hand.

Hazel stopped Vira's hand, he was sad to see the bandage on Vira's hand, it was an injection and impetus needle.

Hazel wiped Vira's tears with his fingertips. "Look, the plaster on your hand is still bloodstained, let me help dry your face." With a gentle smile, Hazel dried Vira's face.

Hazel wondered what had happened to Vira but again, he didn't dare ask.

"Hazel, can I have your treat for now? I'm not well, I'd like something fresh to drink."

Hearing Vira's request, Hazel nodded.

"I have to ask the doctor for permission before asking you out." Hazel intends to leave Vira but Vira holds his hand.

"No need, I'm fine, I just have low blood pressure and the doctor has given blood-boosting vitamins, now I feel better. I just want to drink fresh fruit juice and need a friend. Can you?" She asked with a blank expression on her face.

seeing Vira's gaze made Hazel's heartbeat quickly, pounding, nervous, and pitiful.

Hazel thought for a moment before he finally picked up Vira, taking her out of the hospital area.

"Want a glass of fruit juice, then what else hasn't started my job yet, so I have plenty of time to keep your company." Hazel's voice was warm, just like the light of this afternoon sun, orange, over the sea.

"Besides fruit juice, I also want to go somewhere."

"Where?"

"A place I visited before, but now I want to visit that place again."

"Sounds like a good place."

"You're right Hazel, I didn't think this island would leave such a deep impression on me."

"So fast, you're even here for the first time." Hazel's voice sounded a little surprised.

"Yeah, you're right, but I feel very familiar with this place."

Where I was born, where I got my pregnancy, this place has a different feel.

Happiness? but all that's left is sadness.

****

Vino panicked that he could not find his wife in the hospital, he asked the doctor and the whole hospital was thrilled.

The target of Vino's anger is Kim.

"Why are you so unreliable lately!" he shouted angrily as he grabbed Kim's shirt by the collar.

"Vino, calm down, you can't make a fuss in the hospital." His father remembered and asked Vino to remove Kim's collar.

"Kim is older than you, you have to be polite." Broto slightly stomped his voice so that Vino obeyed his orders.

"But he failed to take care of my wife. What if something bad happens to Vira, who will be responsible!" Vino shouted with a red face. He was very upset.

"I will search for her!" Jonathan panics.

"Dad!" Sarah Stops Jonathan. "Where are you going to look for her, you don't even know her face. Vino will look for her, he is better than you,"

"Sarah, she is my daughter, your little sister. What if something bad happens to her, she is sick." Jonathan's voice sounded weak.

Sarah bit her lip. "But Dad, she won't necessarily be able to accept us as her family after all that has happened to her."

"We'll think about that later." Jonathan prepared to leave the room. He rushed to find the whereabouts of Vira.

"Check all CCTV footage!" Broto called the head of hospital security.

While Vino looked panicked and worried. "Waiting for the hospital report takes time, what if she's already injured!"

He couldn't wait any longer, Vino followed Jonathan.

"Sir, wait for me, I don't know much about this island, maybe you can be my guide, can my wife be found around here, is there any dangerous place here? Or this island has a high crime rate, for example, kidnapping."

hearing the question of Vino who ran after him, Jonathan shook his head. "We have to make sure of everything by ourselves," Jonathan said, as he ran out of the hospital lobby.

"Sir, are you named Vino." The receptionist chased Vino and Jonathan who had just exited the lobby door.

"Yes, my name is Vino," Vino replied while frowning, he was in a hurry at the moment.

"Sir Broto called, he made a message to check the video on your phone." said the receptionist.

Vino checked his pocket and he didn't get a cell phone. He left his cell phone on the table upstairs.

"Tell Broto I don't have a cell phone."

The receptionist returned to his desk and picked up the receiver, relaying Vino's message.

"Sir, I found a little clue." Jonathan's voice startled Vino.

"What?" he immediately approached Jonathan.

"This, isn't this a patient identification bracelet?" Jonathan picked up a pink bracelet on the paved floor of the hospital parking lot.

Vino took the bracelet in Jonathan's hand.

"Looks like something bad happened to my wife!" He was getting worried.

"Should we report it to the police?" Jonathan came up with an idea.

"You are right!" Vino agrees.

***

Hazel was surprised to find a very strange place, this was a place that had deep meaning for Vira?

"aren't you in the wrong place?" Hazel asked.

Vera shook her head. "I thought the same thing at first. Now I want to come back here."

Now Hazel understood why Vira had bought a bouquet before coming here.

"Mother, I visited you, this time I can call you mother. I, your daughter, the baby who can never see your face, who has never felt your embrace."

Hazel couldn't hold back the tears. He was a crybaby man who was close to his mother.

"I can't live without my mother," Hazel whispered, he put his arm around the shoulders of Vira who was kneeling in front of the grave.