Chapter 360

Simon slowly stood up and looked at me with a trace of irritability and helplessness in his eyes.

"Leisurely. I have made up my mind to spend all my life on you. Why don't you believe my heart? Do you think my heart is false

In the face of his anger, I put my hand on my forehead, kept silent for a while, and held his hand again.

"Simon, I can feel your kindness to me. However, can you give me some time? I can't give you a clear answer right now. I can't be sure that I will... "

Simon hugged me hard, his tall body shaking.

Feeling his strength, I can clearly understand that Simon really cares about me. For me, he can really give all his love. Even if he has to bear more pain, he has no complaints.

When he released his hand, I slowly took Simon's hand.

"Thank you for loving me all the time. Simon, you are really a good man. I don't want you to make yourself so scarred because of me. You know, I don't care less about you than Fu Nanshan. "

Simon shook his head and said that he didn't care if I treated Fu Nanshan and me fairly. At the bottom of his heart, all he expected was to see a little smile on my face every day. That's good.

Although it's good for me that he makes such a concession, I don't agree with him in my heart, because it's too much for Simon.

When I opened my mouth to talk, Simon stopped me.

"It's too late now. I should take you back. Tomorrow, youyou and bao'er will come with Fu Nanshan. You won't ignore them, will you?"

"I know that."

I frowned and thought for a while, and sat there with a sigh.

"But it's not good for me to turn a blind eye to you."

"How stupid!"

Simon shook his head at me and took my hand. There was something helpless in his eyes.

"No one can do everything. If you can't completely let go of your heart and pursue perfection, sooner or later you will be troubled by this knot."

Even though I know it's true, I have different opinions.

"Simon. I should be responsible for those two children, but at the same time, I have to take care of your feelings. This is what I have to do, because I know how much I owe you! "

Simon didn't feel happy because of what I said. Instead, he lowered his face and asked me what I didn't owe him.

I was a little stunned. When I didn't know how to answer, he laughed at himself and told me that even if one party wanted to refuse, the other party's heart would not beat any more. Otherwise, this serious idea would be with me all his life.

I really feel very guilty about this statement.

"Even if you're right, I really can't calm down if I watch you have an accident. Simon, the relationship between me and you, even if I can't be as crazy as my friends and girlfriends, I will never allow anyone to do anything to hurt you. This is my commitment to you and to myself! "

"Thank you

Simon nodded to me, but in his eyes, I saw a kind of loneliness.

Yes, as long as people are interested, how can they be willing to hear people they like say that they have no feelings for themselves?

Think about these, that kind of heart wrenching feeling will continue to surge in the heart, until the end of the heart completely torn apart.

When I feel Simon's hand on my shoulder, I think he actually wants me not to feel so guilty, because he can feel the relative pain from me.

In order not to let this mutual torture continue, I can only remind Simon to go back.

While sitting in the car, Simon and I didn't speak to each other, as if trying to maintain this last bit of calm.

People live, there are always many secrets can not be perfectly solved, but once there is a determination, I believe that no matter who, in the end, can be achieved through efforts.

When I was thinking about it, the car had already taken me to my apartment.

After saying good night to Simon, I went back to my apartment and got a call from Fu Nanshan at the same time.

When I listen to Fu Nanshan's several attempts to inquire about my dating process, I can't help feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Fu Nanshan, you haven't become my man yet. What qualifications do you have to make gossips here? What, do you want me to look down on you more? "

On the phone, Fu Nanshan was obviously stimulated by my words and didn't speak for a long time.

After a pause for a long time, the man spoke to me again, expressing that he only asked as a friend to care about it, not to have any other wishful thinking, so I have nothing to be angry about.However, in the face of this guy's understatement, I felt very uncomfortable, and almost immediately began to scold him.

"Please remember, it's not up to you to interfere with my date with Simon."

Fu Nanshan hung up the phone. Although I didn't hear him scold me, I can know that Fu Nanshan must be in a bad mood now with such a lack of grace.

However, it is impossible for me to make a special phone call to comfort Fu Nanshan. I can't do this kind of face losing thing.

Although I have something wrong, I shouldn't care too much about the gain and loss of face, but when I was hung up by a person who always emphasized that I like myself, my heart was heavy.

In fact, at this time, I feel uncertain about Fu Nanshan.

I even think that Fu Nanshan doesn't love me as much as Simon, because he is not humble at any time, and even makes me angry all the time. He doesn't have the demeanor that a man should have.

Clearly know that this man can not give me the future, but I still want to wait for this fool, even if the brain has no memory of the feelings, but also for the record of all the love and hatred of the little book on the truth of the story.

Slowly curled up on the sofa, I didn't cry.

After experiencing more emotional storms than anyone else, I will not be so naive to believe that any feelings will get better and better with time. I just think that if no one makes any concessions, the feelings that have lost their memory may disappear in a moment as long as a little provocation from others.

Holding my forehead with my hand, I feel headache and some intermittent memories are surging. However, every time I want to see my face clearly, the memory like walking lantern disappears completely