Chapter 359

"But I will give it to you!"

Simon looked straight at him again, with a bitter smile on his lips.

After walking to the coffee shop with me, he told me that since he cooperated with me, his heart was completely on me. No matter how American parents arranged blind date activities, he was the first to refuse.

I thought Simon was a person who enjoyed the right of free love, but now when I heard him say so, I know that this man has been trying his best to protect me and not let anyone embarrass me.

This kind of man who only wants to make me happy makes me feel that I have a great responsibility to change his mind.

If Simon could not be so sincere, I might not have such a deep sense of guilt.

However, this guy is so hard to prove his feelings for me that I have no way to change my current state. This taste makes me want to slap myself.

I took a deep breath. My eyes were a little wet. After thinking with Simon for a while, I took the lead in speaking.

"Simon. I've tried my best to accept your kindness to me, but I'm sorry that we are not the same people. For a long time, the relationship between you and me is not completely compatible. I.... "

"Don't say it!"

Simon interrupted me a little angrily and became very depressed.

"You are very hard to pay sincerely, I know, but why can't you let me continue to like you so foolishly?"

"That's not fair to you!"

I spoke to him again, with a deep breath in my eyes.

"I'm sorry I can't accept all the love you've given me all the time. Simon, you should have a better life instead of putting your future on a hateful woman like me

Simon supported his head with his hands and, after meditating, turned to me again.

He asked me very loudly why I wanted to belittle myself and why I had to put an end to this feeling.

For this point, I really feel helpless.

"If I don't put an end to it, you are doomed to be in a mess. This kind of ending, will let you and I all regret very much

"I don't care!"

Simon hugged me hard, but I don't think such a hug can warm my heart. In other words, I didn't expect Simon to give me a hug from the beginning to the end.

"Leisurely. You can continue to love Fu Nanshan, but I just want an opportunity to protect you. Is that right? You don't have to feel embarrassed, because I won't be obsessed. As long as you choose who you want to marry with, I will naturally quit! "

Isn't it forced marriage?

I was very angry at Simon's words.

However, a large part of the time, I can understand that Simon is for my good.

Only when I get married quickly, can I have someone to accompany me through the stormy days, and won't let me wander and feel sad in the uncertain future.

Life never seems to give people another chance. After I got to know Simon, his heart was lost on me. Even though I had always been aloof from him, he was still calm. He would rather continue to protect me with his sincerity and let me feel the existence of love.

"You idiot

I still can't accept Simon's determination to continue to dedicate to me voluntarily. I just feel a strong fear of losing in my heart.

"If you don't keep this feeling, maybe we can continue to be friends. However, if you continue to stick to it, everything between us will soon be on fire. "

Simon was silent for a moment, slowly came towards me, a pair of hands, also on my shoulder.

Looking at his bright eyes, I really can't stand it. I turned my eyes away from him several times.

"Why avoid it?"

Simon slowly squeezed my chin with his hand, with a slight smile on his lips.

"I have clearly agreed with you that no matter what happens, we will continue to be together. Why do you always choose to do things in such an extreme way? Leisurely, I never mind if you have me in your heart, but what I mind is that you push me away and make me feel bad! "

"I don't want you to feel bad!"

Although I knew it was hypocritical to say these words at this time, I still spoke.

Holding Simon's hand back slowly, I explained a lot to him about the tragedy caused by the lack of love, but this guy is a muscle, still said that since he had said that he wanted to protect me, even if the future road is difficult, he would never complain about me, but would continue to love me as always, continue to give me warmth.

"But I don't want it!"I pushed Simon away with my hand, and the whole person was in a complete burst of emotion.

Simon looked at me like this, but instead came up to comfort me and wipe my tears.

"If you hate me, you can ignore me later. Why do you have to make yourself so unhappy? Do you think that when I see you live in such pain, I can go out with others with peace of mind? Qu leisurely, I am not such a person! "

I'm a little speechless.

Simon standing in front of me is like a ray of sunshine breaking the darkness, which makes my life full of happiness and hope.

However, I also understand that if I continue to do so, this sunshine may be destroyed because of my selfishness. In the future, he may not believe in the existence of love, which I absolutely do not want to see.

Slowly go up, I gently arranged for Simon tie, silent for a long time before opening.

"Simon, I never doubt your feelings for me. But now you really should think about your future. I'm not sure. I don't know if I will be with Fu Nanshan in the future. But you are different, you can go to find a woman who belongs to you, and then start your life

Simon laughed at himself. He slowly stepped back and put his hands in his pocket. His eyes looked at me with some helplessness.

"You can give me up for Fu Nanshan, but please don't give me to other women, OK? Whether I want to get married or not in my life is my problem. It has nothing to do with you. Leisurely, all I want is the chance to protect you, so now please don't give me bad advice, it will make me miserable! "

I'm equally embarrassed.

"Simon, it's just as hard for me to see what you've done for me. Well, we can continue to be partners, but we have emotional problems... "

"I can't go back!"