Chapter 612 Have You Considered How I Feel

Mandy felt embarrassed, but the thought of leaving Nathan had never crossed her mind.

She knew that another woman had once owned her happiness. She would not be his wife now if Sharon had not died in an accident.

Seeing that Nathan did not answer, Mandy decided not to push further. After the car was parked, she unfastened her seat belt and prepared to open the door. Suddenly, a strong arm pulled her back, and a hand clasped her head.

Before she knew it, Nathan's lips kissed hungrily over hers, leaving her no time and no room for thoughts. She could tell he was angry.

'You're willing to give up on me just for Sharon?

Mandy, who am I to you? Have you ever considered how I feel?

Don't you care whether I'm happy or not?'

Nathan agonized as he devoured Mandy's red lips, his breathing gradually intensifying. He leaned over her and held her tight as he kissed her downright wildly.

But as abruptly as before, he broke off and left Mandy gasping for breath. "Why are you willing to give me away? Like I told you before, I don't love her anymore. You are the one I love. I can't even tear myself away from you! Why do you always care about what other people think? Am I someone you can easily cut out of your life?"

His extreme frustration caused his voice to grow louder as he threw the questions at her. Mandy shook her head slowly, pondering how to explain herself without offending him further.

"I didn't mean it that way. I don't want to give you up, but I can't help feeling guilty. If there hadn't been an accident and if my mother hadn't said those words to you, would you still love me?"

"There are no 'ifs' in this world, and I don't like hearing you say 'ifs.' There is no use in fretting over what we cannot change." Nathan heaved a deep sigh. Yes, he would still occasionally remember Sharon. But unlike before, his feelings for her had waned.

He had never felt tempted by any other woman since Mandy came into his life.

"I often wonder what if Sharon's still alive and living here in City A. Would you still have a crush on me? Would you even notice me?" Her words soun

oss his face, and his eyes softened as he gazed at her.

"Nathan, what was your first kiss like?" Mandy could not help asking, curiosity getting the better of her.

"Why are you asking that? To tell you honestly, I had never slept with her. You are my first." Nathan understood that Mandy was a curious creature, so he revealed more.

"But if I was your first, how come you were so skillful when you had kissed me?" She lowered her head and played with her fingers. She could feel her cheeks grew heated.

"Are you complimenting me?" He reached out and gently pinched her blushing cheeks.

"No, I am questioning you!"

"How can I justify that kind of thing? Don't overthink it. I honestly haven't slept with any other woman." His lips formed a straight line. He had a faint feeling of being wrongly accused.

"I'm just kidding. It's already the 21st century! I'm not as conservative as you think. I understand if you had sex with other women and can forgive you as long as it happened before our marriage."

As soon as Mandy finished, Nathan slipped into silence. Hints of annoyance and anger crept on his face. 'This girl is certainly imaginative. She loves to think a lot. It is a pity she is not writing a novel.'

"Why should I admit something that is not true? It's you who's accusing me!" Nathan shook his head in disbelief. His face darkened, but he could not lose face in front of Mandy.