Chapter 170

Yes, not like, but love.

When Lu Boyan first met Su Jian'an, she was only ten years old. She was just a little girl of pink and tender. She was regarded as the apple of her eye by the whole family. She was not familiar with the world and could not bear to let her know the dangers of the world.

In those dark days, hatred swelled violently in Lu Boyan's heart, and Su Jian'an appeared like a bright sunshine.

The sunshine came into his life, penetrated into his heart, and let him know what a normal day is again.

Only when seeing Su Jian'an can he forget his father's death and hatred for a short time.

At first, he felt incredible about this feeling, so he deliberately alienated Su Jian'an and didn't even look at her. At that time, Su Jian'an had shown her extraordinary tenacity. She could not perceive his coldness. She blinked and followed him, one after another, calling him brother Boyan.

Slowly, he unconsciously softened his heart to her and responded to her every request. In order to make her happy, she even promised to take her to the amusement park.

The next day he hurried abroad, only to find that what he couldn't let go was not his father's hatred, but Su Jian'an, her innocent smile.

He thought he just took Su Jian'an as his sister, but after a few years, he found out that it was not the case.

At that time, Su Jian'an's mother was still healthy and in good health. She kept in touch with Tang Yulan. Tang Yulan liked Su Jian'an. She would send her photos by e-mail from time to time.

Through those photos, he saw that Su Jian'an grew up year by year, his smile became more charming year by year, his facial features gradually became exquisite and outstanding, and he had a strange feeling in his heart.

When she was 14 years old, she took part in the autumn outing organized by the school. She was wearing a knee length school skirt and clean white shirt. Several boys gathered behind her to take photos with her. She looked at the camera gracefully. At last, a boy caught her shoulder and smiled contentedly.

When I saw that picture, Lu Boyan had the impulse to tear it up.

But the picture is in the email. Besides, even if he can tear up the photo, it can't change the fact that the little boy took Su Jian'an's shoulder.

He was furious.

If I don't understand that he likes Su Jian'an at this time, these 20 years are nothing.

Just, how could it be? He likes a teenage girl who has been missing for three years?

After that day, Lu Boyan no longer pays attention to any news of Su Jian'an. Tang Yulan mentions to him that he always finds an excuse to refuse to listen, let alone to see her photos.

Until she was fifteen, her mother died unexpectedly.

When Tang Yulan called home, he heard Su Jian'an's heartbreaking cry. She cried so hard that she couldn't breathe. She said on the phone off and on: "aunt Tang, I want my mother."

At that time, her mother had been buried, but she refused to face the facts. Su Yicheng said that she had not eaten for many days, but she just cried hard to find her mother.

Lu Boyan knows how sad Su Jian'an is, but he can't imagine how she would cry.

She shouldn't cry. She looks good with a smile.

Finally, he bought a ticket and cheated Tang Yulan to go out with his classmates for a few days. In fact, he secretly flew back to China.

Su Jian'an somehow figured out the fact that she was going to face her mother's death, so she ran to her mother's grave to stand and refused to leave even after dark. She spent the whole night in the cemetery as if she didn't know about fear.

In this way she forced herself to accept the cruel fact.

Su Jian'an will never know that Lu Boyan was not far behind her, standing with her for a night.

The next day, she went back to sleep for a long time and went back to school in the afternoon. On the surface, it seems that she has accepted the fact and recovered her peace.

Lu Boyan didn't know what she was thinking, but found that her smile had changed. Without that bright touch, her laughter was no longer clear.

But she did grow up. At the age of 15, she had grown up to be more outstanding than other girls of her age.

Lu Boyan didn't trust her. She stayed in a hotel near her school and watched her go to school every day. Until she was sure that she would not do anything stupid, she bought a ticket back to the United States.

After this, he knew that he could not let Su Jian'an go.

But what he is doing and what he will do in the future will not allow him to approach Su Jian'an. He knows too well what he will face in the future, no matter who stays with him, there will only be danger.

So, he still refused to listen to his mother's mention of Su Jian'an and refused to let her arrange their meeting. In private, he found someone to pay attention to Su Jian'an for him.

Since she went to university, Lu Boyan has known and even seen what happened to her, who she met, and how she is doing every day. Every few days, he receives photos from home.

He expanded his influence and strengthened the wings behind him, not only for his father, but also for Su Jian'an.

Although he never thought of taking Su Jian'an as his own, he dared not.His side is full of danger, and Su Jian'an is as simple as her name. She should have a quiet life. He can give her everything, but he can't give her a safe and happy day.

So after returning home, he still refused to meet with Su Jian'an. As far as he knew, Su Jian'an had a very good life, his work was very smooth, his interpersonal relationship in the police station was well handled, he spent time with Luo Xiaoxi in his spare time, and every day was full.

She should live such a life. In the future, she will meet someone who loves her very much and take good care of her.

From Su Jian'an's University to her work, Lu Boyan secretly helped her a lot. He has been around Su Jian'an, but never thought of disturbing.

He was afraid that once he touched her, he would like to keep her by his side and no longer let anyone pry into her beauty.

He knew that his self-control would automatically disintegrate in front of Su Jian'an.

Later, as expected -

Su Hongyuan and Su Yicheng fought openly and secretly in the shopping mall. Everyone was waiting to see who the father and son would laugh at last. Tang Yulan suddenly told him that Su Hongyuan was thinking of Su Jian'an, asking him to marry her and protect her.

He refused, citing lack of emotional basis.

For so many years, he dared not even get close to Su Jian'an. Suddenly, he let Su Jian'an marry him and become his wife. He admitted that he was ecstatic for a moment.

However, reason prompted him to say no.

Later Tang Yulan said, "since you refuse, I'll let Yecheng find someone else. Jane is 24 years old. She has reached the marriageable age. She has never made a boyfriend. Anyway, she has to find a husband for her. If you don't want to, let others take care of her. "

It was at that moment that the desire that had been suppressed for too many years suddenly surged against reason and occupied his brain.

Since Su Jian'an always wants to marry a man as his wife, since she has no object of her heart, why can't it be him?

Kangruicheng will not come back in a short time. He is safe for the time being. Why don't you let Su Jian'an become Mrs. Lu and have a fair excuse to help her solve Su Hongyuan and make her safe and successful for the rest of her life?

In this way, Lu Boyan agreed to marry Su Jian'an.

The most unexpected people were Shen Yuechuan and musjue.

Shen Yuechuan made fun of him with an unexpected expression: "if you don't sing, you will marry her!"! Tut tut Tut, I don't think you have the courage to approach her in your life. It's good to turn a man into a wife directly. "

"If you do this, your previous patience will be equal to the total loss of your previous achievements," musjue asked calmly. Have you thought about what to do in the future? "

"I will divorce Su Hongyuan if we solve her problem." "Before kangruicheng comes back, she must become someone who has nothing to do with me," Lu said

"Can you really control yourself?" It took a moment for musjue to sink in and say, "I think you can't help it. At the end of the day, you can't live without Su Jian'an. "

Lu Boyan didn't answer. Maybe at that time, he knew that musjue was right.

He did not resist.

Before marriage, he told Su Jian'an that he had no feelings for her and that they would divorce two years later. These words, in fact, are used to warn himself. When Su Jian'an said frankly that she had no feelings for him, he even felt angry.

After marriage, he interfered in everything of Su Jian'an, couldn't help holding her hand, hugging her, kissing him, and even wanting more.

Later, when he took sujian'an to G city to let him know musjue, he was taking her into his own world.

At that time, he had decided in his heart that if there was a proper time, he would tell Su Jianan everything and let her choose to stay or go.

In his private heart, of course, he hoped that Su Jian'an could stay with him, so he doubled his kindness to her and let the world know that he held her in his hand, but she was in a daze, thinking that everything was acting for outsiders.

Several times, he wanted to eat her dry wipe clean, tell her all this is not a play, he loves her.

But at this time, he will remember that Su Jian has a person he likes. If anything was done to her, she would hate him afterwards.

So in the end, he chose to let go of Su Jian'an.

Later, Kangrui city suddenly came back, interrupting everything and disturbing everything. He remembered the nightmare 14 years ago.

He didn't want Su Jian'an to be hurt and suffered a tragedy.

So he ignored Su Jian'an and quarreled with her unreasonably. He asked her to find someone she liked, just to pave the way to divorce her and return her freedom and safety.

Lu Boyan never thought that Su Jian'an liked him for more than ten years.

He regretted all of a sudden what he had done in those days. He also found that the Viscount was right. Without Su Jian'an, he could not live at all.

Before he got married, he thought he could, because he had never owned it, and he could not imagine the feeling of owning it. Later, when he met Su Jian'an, he felt like he was hit by a drug and couldn't do without it.

He didn't think Su Jian'an would like him, but he underestimated himself. Think oneself can leave her, is completely overestimated oneself.When he was looking for Su Jian'an on the mountain in the wind and rain, he thought that if Su Jian'an had an accident on the mountain, he would never get out of the mountain and the nightmare.

Fortunately, fate has taken care of him at this time. Su Jian'an is OK. He can tell her everything Su Jian'an should know.

"Jian'an," Lu Boyan looks at Su Jian'an, every word, with a loud voice, "I love you."