Chapter 169

In the huge single ward, only Su Jian'an is left.

She is biting her fingers and sitting on the sick Chuang, never tangled before.

Listen to Su Yicheng. Lu Boyan cares about her.

So why did he do that before? First of all, I will ignore her love, then I will quarrel with her without reason, promise to divorce, and ask her to leave immediately It's like she's rolling as far away as she can.

For a time, she doubted what she had done wrong and made him unhappy. She put down her posture and pride to ask him, but he spoke bitterly.

Since I don't want to see her again, why come to see her?

"Mr. Lu stayed at more than three o'clock in the morning before your illness. He has been using a towel to cold compress you, and then wiped your sweat and fed you water. It's the first time I've seen such a considerate man... "

The nurse's words suddenly came to her mind, and Su Jian'an's mood became even more confused. She buried her head on her knee and held the back of her head tightly, like an ostrich who just wanted to escape from reality.

At this time, the door of the ward is pushed open, and the familiar footsteps are getting closer

Su Jian'an's body suddenly froze. She suddenly wanted to maintain this position, never look up, never face the facts.

Lu Boyan didn't give her such a chance.

He went to the sick Chuang and called her, "Jane."

Maybe it's because he stayed up at night. His voice is a little hoarse.

When Su Jian'an woke up in the morning, Lu Boyan's first reaction was to check the temperature on her forehead.

His warm and dry palms were pressed on her forehead, and she found that she missed the feeling of intimacy and concern.

It was a totally different feeling from being concerned by Su Yicheng. Su Yicheng's care makes her feel warm, while Lu Boyan's care brings her a delicate sweetness and satisfaction.

When she left home that morning, she thought she could accept the facts calmly and face the divorce calmly. Just like what she agreed with herself before marriage, it's enough to be satisfied and to be husband and wife with Lu Boyan.

Now she knows that she wants more.

Only half a year ago, Lu Boyan has made her form too many bad habits. She has become very dependent on him. When she meets difficulties, she wants him to accompany her. She wants to share the joys and sorrows of life and work with him. She even wants to live with him for the rest of her life

But before she got married, she clearly wanted to be independent, just as she had not been married, and she would never bother to talk about it, so as not to bore him.

It turned out that she overestimated herself.

Su Yicheng is right. She always has to face and solve this matter.

Thinking of this, Su Jian'an finally raised her head and looked at Lu Boyan.

She wanted to laugh and say hello to Lu Boyan if nothing happened.

But she can't do it. Lu Boyan's eyes are so deep and complicated, as if they hide thousands of emotions that she can't understand.

She couldn't laugh or speak a word, just thought of the thunder and lightning on the mountain and the moment when she fell down the steep slope

She thought she could never see Lu Boyan again, let alone tell him that she liked him.

At that time, because of Lu Boyan, she had such a strong desire to survive. She wants to live and tell Lu Boyan everything, but now Lu Boyan is right in front of her, but she can't speak.

She was afraid to see Lu Boyan's expression of ridicule, afraid that he didn't care about her carefully hidden feelings for more than ten years.

For no reason, Su Jian'an suddenly feels wronged and wants to cry.

Lu Boyan watched her thick long eyelashes quiver and his heart quiver. He reached out and stroked Su Jian'an's cheek

Su Jian'an just felt that the temperature of his palm was so familiar, and his movements were careful, just like he held her cheek when he kissed her before.

Her eyes suddenly warm up, subconsciously blinked, lowered eyebrows and eyelashes to cover up that her eyes have been covered with a layer of water mist.

She angrily pushed Lu Boyan's hand: "go away, don't touch me!"

Lu Boyan grabbed her shoulder and held her in her arms. She couldn't even react, let alone refuse.

Su Jian'an is deeply embedded in Lu Bo's words.

In her impression, Lu Boyan never held her so hard, as if she was going to disappear in the next second, and only in this way could he keep her.

"I'm sorry, Jane." Lu Boyan apologized, perhaps because he was hoarse, and his voice sounded deeper than ever. "I shouldn't have driven you away and let you come here to take risks."

“……” Su Jian'an's eyes are astringent.

She has never seen such a low-profile Lu boyian. He is a man of great influence in the market. He can't say anything but flattery. When does he need to apologize to others like this?

But she came here and almost died. It was because of him.

"Those photos were secretly taken by Chen Xuanxuan after you. I know that nothing happened to you and Jiang shaokai that night." He said."Know you still doubt me?" Su Jian'an was really angry and pushed Lu Boyan hard. "Are you waiting for me to admit that you like Jiang shaokai? How do you divorce me for this reason? Even if I don't talk about divorce that night, you will talk to me in a few days, right? Lu Boyan, you bastard!

"How do you not want to see me? How tired are you of the fake couple's life, will you let Shen Yuechuan make up the excuse that I will be exposed at any time to cheat me? You must be happy when I ask for a divorce, aren't you? "

More and more I feel aggrieved, Su Jian'an's eyes are more and more red, but she just doesn't let the tears fall, and she keeps rubbing her eyes stubbornly, which makes the corners of her eyes red.

Lu Boyan holds her hand tightly, letting her struggle is not to let go, he said: "Jane, I can explain."

Su Jian'an looked at him with red eyes: "I have asked you many times whether I did something wrong and you will become so strange. But you don't say anything, you just quarrel with me, doubt I like others, let me go Are you willing to tell me now? "

She smiled and instantly incarnated the unyielding heroine of dog blood Drama: "I, no, listen!"

After that, she had to break Lu Boyan's hand. Where could Lu Boyan let her do what she wanted? She had to work harder. Finally, she tried to break Lu Boyan's hand stubbornly, but found that her sleeve was stained with blood.

The bright red blood that hasn't been dried yet can't be hers.

She grabbed Lu Boyan's hand and saw that, sure enough, there was a cut on his palm. There was more than one deep and shallow cut. The length of the cut was different, and the blood was seeping out.

"How did you get hurt?" She finally no longer struggled, just calmly looked at Lu Boyan and asked, "why is it hurt?"

Lu Boyan doesn't care about her question at all. She raises her lips slightly: "Jane, you still care about me, don't you?"

To your head!

Su Jian'an pushed Lu Boyan angrily and was caught by him. He said urgently, "listen to my explanation and I'll tell you how I got hurt."

"You go to deal with the wound first," she said

"No." Lu Boyan suddenly became as stubborn as a child. "Jane, there are some things I should have told you a long time ago."

He looks a little abnormal. Su Jian'an frowns and says, "what do you want to say?"

After sinking Yin for a moment, Lu finally spoke in a low voice: "Jane, on the first day of marriage, I knew you had someone you liked."

“……” Su Jian'an's heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat. She unconsciously stared at the landing of Bo Yan. Her eyes were tense, for fear that Lu Bo Yan's next words would touch the biggest secret in her heart.

"I thought you liked Jiang shaokai." Lu Boyan's smile looks more like self mockery. "In these six or seven years, except for your brother, Jiang shaokai is the only opposite sex around you. So I thought he was the one you liked. "

“……” Su Jian'an abdominal Fei: who stipulates that you can only like the opposite sex around you?

"Do you remember the night before we got our license? I told you that our marriage was only two years? Your reaction was to be happy. Later, you always talk about divorce and remind me again and again that we are going to divorce in two years. " Lu Boyan looks at Su Jian'an, and his deep eyes are cold. "Jian'an, do you know that there have been several times when I almost couldn't control myself to catch you?"

“……” Su Jian'an has Mo's own neck and unconsciously shrinks into yuan - Lu Boyan has a violent tendency, she knows.

"Something happened the other day and I lost faith in our marriage. You ask me why I have become so strange. I don't want to answer you, but I can't. "

In other words, Lu Boyan can't answer Su Jian'an for the time being.

"So that night, you will suddenly ask me if I like Jiang shaokai?"

"Jiang shaokai sent you back the night before yesterday. You are drunk. Let me not touch you and say Jiang shaokai can. The next day I received a picture of you at the door of the bar. Chen Xuanxuan's angle is very good. In the picture, you and Jiang shaokai seem to be a close couple. " He looked at Su Jian'an and said, "Jian'an, I'm just jealous of Jiang shaokai."

Su Jian'an looked at him in a daze as if he could not understand Lu Boyan's words.

A few seconds later, she was sure she didn't hear it wrong, and her heart pounded up. It was as if she wanted to jump out of Xiong's mouth.

She has teased Lu Boyan about similar problems before, eh? Husband, are you jealous?

Every time Lu Boyan admits it generously and asks her unkindly that I'm jealous. What are you going to do?

She only thinks that this is a kind of game between two people in oral Kung Fu. She wants to embarrass Lu Boyan, and Lu Boyan is not willing to fall behind and throw the hot potato back to her.

She never thought that Lu Boyan was telling the truth, and she did not dare to think that Lu Boyan would be jealous because of his jealousy.

However, every time she mentions Jiang shaokai intentionally or unintentionally, Lu Boyan is really unhappy. Last time in the supermarket, he even childishly refused to let her buy Jiang shaokai's favorite snacks.In fact, if she thought about it, she would have found clues.

But she has no confidence in herself. Even now that he has said it himself, she still needs to make sure --

"you..." Her voice was full of uncertainty, and her heart rate was about to explode. "Why envy Jiang shaokai? You know we have nothing. "

"You're nothing, and I'm still jealous." Lu Boyan said, "four years of college is the age when you slowly understand a lot of things, but the person beside you is him. You do experiments after class and even eat together. "

Su Jian'an's eyes gradually became suspicious: "how do you know so clearly? When I was in college, you were still abroad

"But I know exactly what happened in your country." Lu Boyan is not joking.

"You'll find someone to watch me." She shook her head incredulously. "Why do you do this?"

"Jian'an," Lu Boyan looks at Su Jian'an, every word, with a loud voice, "I love you."