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Wu Chiu lowered her head in embarrassment, reached out and yanked his hand under the table. Without waiting for her to release her hand, Gu Ximo held her hand back. She struggled a few times, but could not shake it off. She could only let him hold it. Gu Ximo, as usual, showed a wild smile.

She poured wine to the elders on the table quietly, but her eyes were always glancing at her. She could not help shaking slightly. Gu Ximo gently asked: "what's the matter, cold?"

"Maybe a little bit. It's OK. Don't worry about me." She prevaricated casually. After dinner, Gu Ximo saw that she was really embarrassed sitting in the living room, so he took her upstairs on the excuse that she was not feeling well.

"Going to the movies?"

Gu Ximo lay down on her bed and patted her on the other side, indicating her to lie down.

Wu Chiu was stunned for a while, but he still lay down with the quilt in the middle. Gu Ximo said with a smile, "aren't you cold? Why don't you cover it? "

She lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling, she said: "Ximo, you are much better now. I think it's time for me to leave."

There was a cold atmosphere in the air. Gu Ximo asked, "what did you say?"

Wu Chiu turned to him and looked at him: "I said, since you are almost better, I have no reason to live in your house."

"Where are you going? Back to Ning Yan? "

She shook her head: "it's impossible for me and him. Maybe I'll stay in the United States, but I'm more likely to return home. After all, it's difficult to make money in the United States. When I return home, I'll find a small remote city to spend the rest of my life. Hey, do you think it's a little sad?"

Wu Chiu said, laughing aloud, but looking at Gu Ximo's serious face, she put away her smile awkwardly.

Gu Ximo hugged her: "why is there no reason to stay? You're my woman. What's wrong with living in my house? "

"Don't be kidding. I mean it." Wu Chiu gently pushed him away: "we are not suitable, you should find a better woman, such as Xiangwan."

Gu Ximo's face became more and more gloomy. He suddenly came forward and kissed her on the lips.

The hot breath hit her face and made her stare. Then she stretched out her hands and pushed him hard.

"Ah..."

Gu Ximo snorted. He covered his chest and looked pale. Wu Chiu sat up in a panic: "sorry, did you touch your wound? Damn me, I'll go to the doctor right away

"Don't move."

Gu Ximo pressed her hands and looked at her affectionately.

"Tsui Tsui, I didn't dare to say these words before my operation, because I was afraid that after I said these words, I couldn't fulfill my promise."

"But now, I can tell you seriously that I love you and I want to be with you all my life. I hope that the woman I love, ordinary and weak, does not have to block everything in front of me. When anything happens, I can shelter you from the wind and rain, try my best to take care of you and love you. "

"I just hope you can be calm and happy, and live the rest of your life in peace. I don't need you to be brave, I just want you to be happy. "

"Believe me, my family likes you very much. You don't have to think about the illusory things. Just believe me, that's enough."

"I think, if you are willing to give me a chance, I will make you happy, those in the past, let him in the past is not good? Let's start all over again. "

Tears flow silently through her face. She sobs and can't speak. Salty tears are mixed between her lips and teeth. If she can, can she really start again?

Gu Ximo looks at her attentively and affectionately, then closes her eyes and kisses her lips again. Her warm lips kiss away her tears. She can't help shaking all over her body and reaches out her hand and grabs his sleeve powerlessly.

He tried his best to love her, but how could she bear the heavy love.

Perhaps moved by his sincerity, or his words were too sincere, she agreed to him with tears.

If God is willing to give her a chance to be loved again, this is her last effort to seize love.

……

In the following days, Gu Ximo took her around the United States. He took her to see the statue of liberty, Hollywood and San Francisco. He didn't want to let go of all the romantic scenes in the movies.

They laughed at the cows on the farm in the countryside, and the rock band they met by chance sang for them. She spent almost the happiest time in her life here.

The sunshine in March is the most cherished day. On that day, there was a big sun. Gu Ximo and Wu Tsui were lying in the garden reclining chair in the sun. The servants were mowing the lawn with scissors. The sound of the click, like a lullaby, made her sleep quickly.

She dreamed of Ning Yan again. Wu Chiu stood on the grass in the sun and looked at him and asked, "Ning Yan, why are you here?"Ning Yan's eyes are bright, with light on her back. She can only see a vague outline, but she can be sure that it is Ning Yan.

He stretched out his hand to her and looked at her gently: "Chiu Chiu, come here, I'll take you. I miss you very much."

He said that I miss you very much. Wu Chiu's heart was pulled hard. She looked at Gu Ximo, who was sleeping with her hat on her face. She felt as if she had put an oil pot in her heart. The oil came out and burned her heart.

She hesitated for a long time, as if she finally made a difficult choice.

"Ning Yan, I'm sorry. I can't let Gu Ximo down. He's very kind to me, and it's impossible between us."

Ning Yan drew back his hand like he was extremely injured: "I just don't want to go with me, do I?"

"No It's not... " She shed tears: "why do you want to come to me, I love you, but we can't be together, you are clear."

Ning Yan sad looking at her, eyes gentle as before every time gentle: "well, I know, I know."

In the blink of an eye, Ning Yan disappeared in the sun. Her heart was pulled hard. She was so anxious that she yelled: "Ning Yan! Ning Yan

"Chiu Chiu! How are you

Someone was patting her shoulder gently. She closed her eyes, but her heart was empty. Her hands were still patting her. She pressed the hand and said, "Ning Yan, don't make any noise."

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she opened her eyes in horror. Gu Ximo's hand was frozen in the air, and the whole person was petrified. Wu Tsui's head was in chaos. She grabbed Gu Ximo's hand and began to falter: "Ximo. Sorry, I I... "

She hemmed and hawed for a long time, but I couldn't say a word. She couldn't say anything except apology.

Because she has no excuse to explain, can only look at Gu Ximo injured eyes gradually dim, she would like to slap himself hard, clearly in front of Gu Ximo, but she will habitually call out the name of Ning Yan from her mouth.

She's so damned!

Gu Ximo pulled back his hand: "I think you're screaming. I think you're having a nightmare. I want to wake you up. It doesn't look like a nightmare. I'm going to disturb you. I'll go first."

Then he went in without looking back.

Wu Chiu collapsed on the reclining chair. The sun was shining on her body, but it was cold. The corners of her eyes were wet. She knew that she must have cried again.

After lying on the couch for two hours, she didn't get up until the servant told her it was time for dinner.

When he sat down at the table, Gu Ximo didn't come down. Mrs. Gu asked the servant to invite him. The servant helped Wu Tsui with his meal and said, "madam, the young master said that he had some indigestion at noon today and didn't want to eat now. He asked Miss Wu to eat more. If he was hungry at night, he would come down to eat by himself."

Mrs. Gu took a look at Wu Chiu, who also had no vitality. She understood half of the story, so she didn't urge him any more. She only told Wu Chiu to eat quickly.

Wu Chiu had no appetite. She just took a bite and went upstairs.

She tossed and turned on the bed for a while and couldn't sleep. Gu Ximo's cough came from the next room. She put on her slippers and walked over.

"Western ink?"

She gently knocked on the door, Gu Ximo did not answer her, she called again, Gu Ximo said: "the door is not closed, come in."

Wu Tsui walked to his bed and sat down: "I just heard you cough. Are you ok?"

Gu Ximo side body back to her: "nothing, you go back to sleep."

"I'm sorry." She said weakly, "I didn't mean to. I've tried my best to forget him."

"But you can't do anything, can you?" Gu Ximo's voice sounds cold, with a chill, only people refused thousands of miles.

Wu Chiu hung his head: "sorry, I've been thinking for a long time..."

"Don't keep saying sorry, I'm bored."

She shed tears, but forced him not to hear: "I and Ning Yan is really impossible, he, he and I have blood relationship."

Gu Ximo's body was obviously stiff, but she still didn't look back. She bit her lip: "I've tried my best not to think about him, but you know, once thoughts take root, it's hard to remove them. I've tried my best to pull them out of my mind, but it seems that it's difficult. It's going to take some time."

"I am very happy when I am with you, but I can also feel your carefulness and tiredness, right? If you feel tired and want to let go, it doesn't matter. I won't blame you. "

"That's what I am in your heart?" Gu Ximo sighed: "if you can't forget Ning Yan, you don't have to lie about your blood relationship with him to cheat me. I know you love him very much, and I don't want you to make do with it all the time because of your sympathy or gratitude for me. If you want to go back to him, I won't stop you any more."