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She's dead?

Han Jing anxiously pulled her to the side and whispered: "Yazhu, it must have been an accident. Don't scold people without asking! It's rather rude of you. Calm down and wait here. Don't start an argument with the obsidian. I'll go into the operating room and help Simon. If not, if Xia Zhi really had any accidents, you wouldn't even be able to regret it! "

Hearing this, Yang Yazhu powerlessly nodded her head, and tightly pulled his hand, exhorting him repeatedly, "No matter what, you must save her!"

Yang Yazhu looked at him coldly, her heart full of hatred and contempt. She really wanted to go up and beat him into a pulp.

But in the end, she still used her reason to defeat her impulse, because she remembered Han Jing's revenge plan that had always been on her mind.

All of a sudden, the doubts and remorse he once had vanished without a trace.

Because it was just as Han Jing had said, he was a selfish and cold bad guy, so no matter what tricks he used, it was normal for them to hurt him!

This was the first time she couldn't wait to get involved in Han Jing's follow-up plan!

She could not help the inexplicable excitement and hatred at the thought that one day he might collapse in poverty and beg in the street.

The process of waiting was very long and painful. When two and a half hours had passed, Pei Yaochen finally stood up and paced back and forth in front of the operation room.

Yang Yazhu looked at him coldly, and asked indifferently: "Who are you worried about? Was it Xia Zhi? Or a child? "

"I'm not in the mood to argue with you!" Pei Yaochen waved his hand impatiently.

"You don't dare to question my question, do you?" Yang Yazhu continued to ask.

However, Pei Yaochen no longer cared about it. He turned around and laid on the door, wanting to check the situation inside through the crack of the door.

It was a pity that the door to the operation room was sealed so tightly that he could not see what was going on inside for a long time.

Just as he was burning with anxiety, the door opened from the inside and a tired Simon came out.

Pei Yaochen pulled him back, and peeked his head inside as he asked uneasily: "How is it? Are they all safe? "

Simon shook his head with a look of regret. "I'm sorry, Mr. Pei, I tried my best. It's a pity that I could only save one."

"Who?!" Pei Yaochen used his strength as a lackey, "Are you a child?"

"Yes." It's a child. " Simon nodded, "The child is very good. It's a boy, seven pounds and six taels. It was a pity that at the last moment Mrs. Pei was unable to endure. Her heart failed and she died. "I'm sorry..."

"She's dead?" Pei Yaochen's face was extremely pale.

"Let's go take a look at them!" Simon sighed and patted him on the shoulder.

Before his voice fell, Pei Yaochen had already charged in like a tornado.

Seeing Xia Zhi, whose face was ashen and hair was dishevelled, covered in sweat, lying motionlessly on the surgical bed that was filled with blood, Pei Yaochen stopped in her tracks.

At this moment, he couldn't tell what he was feeling.

He didn't know if it was fear, guilt, sadness, or panic …

Han Jing walked over and handed over the cleaned up children to him, "Yao Chen, this is your and Xia Zhi's child. From now on, you have an additional blood relative. I hope that he won't make you sad like the rest of your blood relatives do, and that you will never regret your decision today. "

Pei Yaochen held the child tightly and stared at the child's pink forehead, which was covered with wrinkles and had handsome features.

After a long moment, he slowly lowered his head and deeply kissed the child's forehead. Two burning tears appeared in the corners of his eyes and slammed into the child's eyelids.

As if frightened, Ben opened his mouth and began to cry loudly.

A nurse handed him the bottle in time, and the child sucked instinctively, sobbing as he sucked, as if he had a great sorrow.

When Pei Yaochen saw this, his eyes became even redder. He could only hug the child tighter.

Han Jing reminded them, "Yao Chen, let me help you carry your child. You better go and see Xia Zhi now. And now you have to think about what to do with her. "

Pei Yaochen was dumbstruck for a moment, he turned and looked at the lifeless Xia Zhi on the table, then closed his eyes and took a few deep breaths before saying: "Sorry, Han Jing, I can't handle this. Could I trouble you to help me with this? "Don't help me save money, no matter how much it costs, I will do it."

After he finished speaking, he left in a panic with the child in his arms.

His back was staggering, but his steps were firm and swift …

After watching him disappear into the elevator, Yang Yazhu finally walked into the operation room. He went to Xia Zhi's bedside and hugged her tightly.

Han Jing walked over to her side and gently patted her back.

She turned around and said bitterly, "I want to kill him!"

Han Jing nodded, but did not say a word.

When Pei Yaochen carried the child and sat on the carriage, he was stunned for a while.

He didn't know why, but the child was clearly in his embrace. It was so beautiful, so cute, and so warm. It felt like it was real, but his heart was empty. He felt as if he had lost something extremely precious, inexplicably sad and powerless.

Why did this happen? Wasn't this the outcome he wanted the most after all the trouble he'd put into acting for so long?

He should be happy, shouldn't he? Why was he so sad?

In the end, he was still unable to bear it any longer, right?

Was he guilty for leaving a woman so deeply in love with him on the operating table, bleeding so much that he didn't even dare look at her and leave?

It must be! It must be!

After all, he was an ordinary person, so he had a sense of shame.

Furthermore, he had been so intimate with that woman day and night …

It looked like he was bound to suffer this debt of conscience for his entire life …

The corners of his eyes moistened as he thought of this. He lowered his head to kiss the child's cheek and softly whispered, "Child, you must live well for your mother, okay?"

His rough beard stung the child's face. The child's mouth puckered, and he started to 'whoop' while dancing and crying.

The sound was like a sharp blade stabbing at his heart, one time, another time, another time.

He also started to collapse a little as he hugged the child tightly and sobbed softly, "I'm sorry … "I'm sorry..."

Pei Yaochen drove the child back home and the butler hurried over to welcome him and took the child, whose face was completely red from crying, and passed it over to the lady. He ordered: "Lisa, quickly feed the child! He must be hungry! "

Lisa was the wet nurse that Pei Yaochen had asked the butler to treat secretly, and was carefully selected out from the nearly 100 wet nurses.

After the professional doctor signed, the milk is sufficient and high quality.

Lisa looked at Pei Yaochen who looked like he suddenly aged a few years, and did not dare to say more, and anxiously carried the child to the side to take off his clothes.

When the child smelled the milk, he instinctively opened his mouth and began to gulp down the milk.

Lisa couldn't help but look up joyfully, "This child's strength is so great, he's practically like a child that was born a few months ago. That's great! "

Pei Yaochen looked at the child, reached out and caressed his head, then slowly retracted his hand and spoke: "After feeding the milk, send it to my room. I want to be alone with him. "

"Yes." Rest assured! " Lisa quickly replied.

Pei Yaochen looked at the child again, then turned and walked up the stairs in a heavy and unsteady pace.

Looking at his slightly hunched and sad back, the butler sighed heavily and said bitterly, "Originally, we would have been very happy here because of the arrival of our child, but who would have thought …"

Lisa did not hear clearly and raised her head in confusion, "What did you say?"

The butler waved his hand, "I didn't say anything. Feed the child well! After you've fed them, you can send them to mister! From now on, both father and son have to depend on each other day and night! "

He sighed and turned away.

Pei Yaochen sat in front of the window in a daze, staring at the screen of his phone without moving.

He really wanted to call Han Jing and ask if he had helped him prepare everything for Xia Zhi, but his phone was almost shattered and he still didn't have the courage to call anyone.

Facing Han Jing, he felt ashamed.

Of course, the person who embarrassed him the most was Xia Zhi.

Even though she no longer existed in this world, he could still feel her beautiful eyes staring at him coldly, silently accusing him of taunting him.

He felt a wave of suffocation. He had the impulse to scream out loud, and he even had the urge to go crazy, but he couldn't!

He couldn't lose control!

Not for himself, but for the child!

The child no longer had a mother. He could not let him no longer have a father …

Pei Yaochen suddenly closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to slowly calm his emotions.

In the end, he had always been a person with a strong self-control. Under his deliberate efforts, he finally managed to calm himself down.

Bang Bang

The door was knocked as Lisa's voice carefully sounded out from outside, "Sir, the child is already full."

He opened his eyes and stood up. He quickly walked to the door and opened it. He extended his hand to receive the child and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

He was about to close the door.

Lisa anxiously said: "Sir, the child is still young, are you sure you want to take care of him yourself?"

"Otherwise?" Pei Yaochen looked at her coldly, before slamming the door shut.

It was too hard to close the door, and the child was so scared that his whole body spasmed, and with a "wow", he started to cry loudly.

He started to shake the child in his arms in a flurry, humming a nursery rhyme as he did so.

He only hummed as tears flowed down his face, because he suddenly realized that the song he was humming was the one Xia Zhi was humming …

She always liked to sit on a deck chair on the balcony and sing softly while stroking her belly in the gentle breeze.

At that time, she was so beautiful, so gentle, so focused. Her entire body was emitting a motherly light.

She was always able to amaze him, filling his world with sunshine and the fragrance of flowers.

But unfortunately, he would never be able to see her again, and his world would also go silent because of this …