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Why was it only now?

However, she never wanted to believe it. She didn't dare to believe it.

"I'm sorry … I don't know. "I didn't know such a thing had happened to him …" Tears streamed down her face, and she kept saying she was sorry.

Why, why hadn't she noticed earlier?

Why did she so distrustfully believe what she was saying?

Even though he had whispered in her ear many times that he loved only her, she still didn't believe him.

The tears in Qin Yuanyuan's eyes fell even more fiercely, his eyes were already blurry with tears.

"Yeah, that's enough, really. "It is enough..." Qin Yuanyuan choked with sobs, "I won't let him choose death, I won't let him … It will never happen again … "

Lu Ziqi looked at Qin Yuanyuan, his expression somewhat relaxed, "Can you really do it? "Perhaps you're feeling guilty and saying that now, but when my brother wakes up, you …"

"No way!" She interrupted him by sniffing and raising her hands to wipe away the tears in her eyes.

Her eyes were still filled with mist, but it was enough for Lu Ziqi to see the resolution and seriousness in her eyes.

It was as if she was clearly telling him that what she said at this moment was not about guilt, "I want to see him. I want to wait for him to wake up. I want to say a lot of things to him. 'As long as I'm alive, I won't let him get injured like this again, not even once! '

Her voice was incomparably sonorous and forceful.

Lu Ziqi looked at Qin Yuanyuan deeply, "Is what you said true?"

She gave a sad, self-deprecating laugh. "It's been five years and I've never been so serious." He truly knew what he cared about the most in his heart and what he had to do.

"If you can really do what you say, then —"

"You can look at my brother, but if you make my brother despair again, I won't let you go, even if you are my brother's most beloved woman."

Lu Ziqi would normally laugh, and would rarely say any harsh words. Most of the time, he would laugh merrily, clean up the mess for the people, and go and smooth things over.

For him to say such words today showed the extent of his heartache at what had happened to his brother.

"Alright." Qin Yuanyuan promised, "If such a day really comes up, you can come find me anytime to settle this debt, and even take my life."

After saying this, she took a deep breath, lifted her foot, and walked into the ward.

She walked very slowly, not so much because she was weak, as because every step she took seemed more like a ritual. She approached him not just because of the apparent distance.

She clearly wanted to see him with her own eyes, but every step she took was filled with anxiety and she didn't know what to do.

When she finally reached the bed, her hands were covered in sweat.

Even in her dreams, the person she dreamed of was lying quietly on the white sickbed. His face was pale, and even his lips had a faint gray hue.

Yes, it's him!

The tears that had stopped in his eyes once again rolled down from his eyes. Qin Yuanyuan just stood there quietly, looking at Lu Ziyi, quietly crying …

Everything was silent.

Lu Ziqi who was standing at the door of the ward took a look at the scene in the ward and slowly retreated out of the room, closing the door.

This time, would Qin Yuanyuan let his brother be happy?

If she continued to play with her brother, he really would show her!

Of course, if possible, he hoped that Qin Yuanyuan could really give his brother a response this time, and not despair again.

In the ward, Qin Yuanyuan did not know how long she had looked at Lu Ziyi, but it was only when all of her tears fell onto his face that she finally regained her senses.

She lifted her hand and gently wiped away the tears that had fallen onto his face. They were her own tears, and each drop represented a bit of regret.

Just as Lu Ziqi had said, there were too many things that she did not know.

He did not know that he had once struggled on the brink of death, that he had once despaired, that he had loved her to a certain extent, that he had never known of his illness.

Was his headache, his spirit, getting worse?

However, after their reunion, he had never revealed these things to her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry …" She wanted to say too much to him, but when it entered her mouth, it turned into countless apologies.

He continued to lie there quietly, with no reaction. The pallor on her face made her heart ache even more.

For a moment she wondered how she would live without him.

These words were something that Lu Ziqi often said in these past four years.

And now, the person who was thinking about this in her mind had turned out to be her.

She once thought that she could completely let go of him. No matter what happened to him, she would be able to calmly face him now. But it wasn't until the moment he fell onto the river surface that she realized that he wasn't, that he hadn't put anything down, that it was impossible for her to calmly face him.

So it turned out that in her heart, there had always been his existence.

Why, why did he only discover it now?