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I'm not going to fall in love with you.

"What's wrong? Are you afraid I'll jump again? I said I wouldn't. " Qin Yuanyuan said softly, "Right now, I have too many reasons not to jump down, so you can rest assured."

He held her, burying his face deep in her shoulder. "Am I one of your reasons?" he muttered.

However, she instinctively retracted her finger, causing the ring on his hand to be worn empty.

He frowned at her with urgency in his eyes, "Yuanyuan, you will wear it, right? You said it before, this ring is like my eyes. When you look at this ring, it is as if you see me, so, you will wear it, right? "

It was as if only by wearing this ring could she truly accept him.

A bright red diamond color, it was the color of a mana pearl sandstorm. The moment he saw the diamond, she felt that it was very beautiful, so beautiful that it captivated her. It was as if he was wearing this ring by her side.

She had thought that when she wore this ring, she would definitely be extremely happy, extremely happy …

But now …

When Lu Ziyi put the ring on Qin Yuanyuan's finger once again, she didn't shrink back this time. Instead, he watched in a daze as the ring slipped from the tip of her finger all the way to the root of her finger …

Pata! Pata!

Her tears unconsciously seeped out of her eyes and dripped down drop by drop onto her hand and his. They also fell onto the blood-red diamond.

Lu Ziyi's body suddenly trembled. The tears that fell on his hands were scorched like the most violent flames, as if they were about to burn him to nothingness.

"Don't cry, don't cry!" He scooped up her face and saw that her face was covered with tears.

Her tears seemed to be the greatest punishment she could give him. She didn't even need to say or move her eyes, it was enough to make his heart ache. "Yuanyuan, we will be very happy in the future. I won't make you sad anymore. I will love you, I will love you all my life. I will also let you not regret falling in love with me, believe in me, believe in me! "

He lowered his head, sucking on her tears, murmuring.

Believe him. But how could she believe it?

Qin Yuanyuan raised his hand, and slowly pulled Lu Ziyi's hand down, "I married you only for Yihan, I don't want Yihan to continue bearing the consequences of being an illegitimate child. "I'm very tired. The pain, the pain, the despair, I don't want to bear it again. So, you don't need to love me, and I …"

She paused, met his gaze, and said word by word, "I won't fall in love with you."

When these words came out of her mouth, the blood on his face had completely faded.

"Did you only marry me for Yihan?" he asked with difficulty. Each word seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth with all his might.

"Yes." Her voice caused his figure to sway.

"Not at all. Is it because of me?" Breathing became difficult, and the heart was in so much pain.

"Nope." Her voice was still as calm as before, so calm that it was like the sharpest knife.

His fingers were shaking. He slowly turned his hand around and held hers, pulling her hand to his lips. He kissed her fingers little by little, as if this was the only way he could still have the strength to stand and speak.

"You're lying, right? You want to marry me. Because in your heart, I'm still more or less there, right? You'll love me again, won't you! " he asked, not only his hands trembling, but even his voice.

His kiss landed on her fingertip. It was so urgent, like a drug addict facing a drug he desperately needed.

Her heart ached inexplicably. Maybe she could lie, and if it was a lie, it would be good for them all.

However... She heard her own voice saying, "I'm not lying. I'm not going to love you, and I'm not going to love you anymore. If you're willing to marry me like this, then I'll marry you."

"Is that so?" He let go of her hand as if he had lost all his strength.

He closed his eyes. The river wind gently blew at his hair, and his clothes let out a rustling sound.

At this moment, he was like a statue, motionless, as though he was contemplating something, yet also seemed to be deciding something.

After an unknown amount of time, he finally slowly opened his mouth. "Yuanyuan, if I am truly not in your heart anymore, can you tell me what you said just now again?"

Qin Yuanyuan was startled, she kept having the feeling that the current Lu Ziyi seemed to be slightly different from the usual one. Earlier, his voice was still trembling, but at this moment, his voice was surprisingly calm, so calm that it was almost …. Floating.

She bit her lip, feeling her heart beat faster and faster at this moment, as if it was a sign of unease.

What was he worried about?

What was there to worry about now?

"I won't fall in love with you, and I don't intend to. If you're willing to marry me like this, then I'll marry you." She repeated what he had said to her in accordance with his wishes.

In the next moment, when Lu Ziyi opened his eyes, he looked like he had been struck by something.