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Qin Yuanyuan slowly walked forward, while Lu Ziyi followed behind her. She was getting closer and closer to the surface of the river, until her feet were only a step away from the surface. He cried out in a low voice, his arms tight and trembling, as if he was afraid that she would fall like this.

His body suddenly stiffened.

"It's no longer important." She shook her head and said, "At that time, I just felt that it was ridiculous and sad. I desperately thought, is it really my person you love, or is it my appearance? I thought that you could only sleep if I lay in your arms, but Lu Xiaorou was the same, wasn't she … "

"Stop talking!" He interrupted her: "I know, I know what you saw, and I know how you got out of there! His scar was torn open, dripping with blood, and he felt like he was about to collapse.

"Is that so?" She guessed that perhaps he had seen the surveillance cameras. "Later on, when I drove here, I kept crying …" At that time, Ye Daoming appeared … In the end, she didn't love him, so she could only let him down. She was silent for a moment.

Glancing at the heavy river surface, her memory seemed to have returned to that day. At that moment, her face had long been covered in tears as she screamed out at the top of her lungs.

His heart ached. At this time, not only was his face pale, even his lips were pale without a trace of blood. By that time, had she already given up all hope and wanted to jump down?

Her despair was all due to him!

"Do you understand that despair? He was in extreme pain, but he didn't know what to do. Everything in front of him turned black … At that time, the only way for me to continue living is to leave you and get away from this despair and pain. "

She had never confided these words to anyone before. She thought that it would be extremely painful when she actually said them, but surprisingly, she didn't feel anything. It was as if he was just talking about someone else.

As she spoke, the scenes from the past flashed before her eyes and kept reappearing. Now, however, she felt that she was just watching by the side and not merging into it.

Lu Ziyi shook his body, his entire being almost on the verge of collapse, but his hands were tightly clenched into fists, his nails constantly digging into the skin of his palms, hurting them.

Was her departure the only way for her to survive at that time? At that time, what kind of situation had he forced her to be?

He clearly loved her dearly, and he was most reluctant to let her get hurt, but he hurt her dearly.

In his ear, he heard her voice saying, "Between us, it has already ended. It ended four years ago."

Is it over?

No, it wasn't over …. Between him and her, it was far from over …

Lu Ziyi's lips trembled, and said hoarsely: "How can it end … Yuanyuan, don't tell me that it's over, alright … " He almost begged, but she was still cold.

His face, under the moonlight, was so pale, and within his eyes, there was a look of pleading. His Adam's apple moved up and down, and he hugged her again with both hands, burying his face in her shoulder. He shouted in a low voice, "I love you … …" I love you … "

"Perhaps this is just your misconception, or perhaps you think that you love me, but if Lu Xiaorou did not leave that year and did not leave, then the person you fell in love with would probably be her." She spoke quietly.

"No!" You are always the only person I love. "

He had never liked Lu Xiaorou before, and it was also because he thought that Lin Mufeng had a bad character that prevented them from being together …

"But I can't believe it!" Qin Yuanyuan did not want to hear all these. Everyone knew that Lu Ziyi liked her.

She continued: "If we were to be together again, I would think, what exactly would you love? Do I look like Lu Xiaorou, or am I the real person? Would you still love me if I had no voice? Or perhaps, when another person with a similar appearance to me appears, what will happen to you? I can stand up once, but I may not be able to stand up again. I can't bear the feeling of despair and pain a second time. "

Lu Ziyi was already in tears: "But do you really think it's over?" He looked at her steadily: "Could it be that in your heart, you really do not care at all when you put me down? "For the past four years, I have been fantasizing about where you are, whether you are doing well, and whether someone is bullying you …"

"Lu Yihan's name, one was me, is that right? Han is because you love me in the bottom of your heart, but you still love me in the bottom of your heart, right? " he asked eagerly, as if clutching at the last straw.

Qin Yuanyuan raised her hand, and suddenly touched Lu Ziyi's face, stroking the outline of his face. His forehead, eyebrows, eyes, and the bluish black color of his eyes, his tall and straight nose, as well as his lips which had been bitten so hard by just now … It was like some kind of ceremony.

His body was rigid, motionless, and he let her touch him.

The moon was bright and the wind by the river grew colder and colder under the night sky.

After a while, Qin Yuanyuan lowered her hand, and said slowly with a serious tone: "The night I left, I told myself in my heart that it was time to put it down, no matter if it's love or pain, it's time to put it down."

Her voice was very clear in the night wind, "I really don't love it anymore."

These words, each word, were like the sharpest of swords, stabbing fiercely into his chest, causing him to stagger back a step. Her gaze, her tone, her expression … She was telling him that she really had put him down completely.