Chapter 1483

For a while, it was hard to accept the fact that he wanted to laugh or cry.

It turns out that the only person in the world who has ever loved him is Yan'er.

It turns out that Yan'er is the only one who really belongs to him.

In this world, Yan'er is the only one who treats him sincerely.

But Yan'er is gone. She is dead.

He is wrong with her. He is wrong

At this moment, Si jueshen really felt the pain of suffocation, such pain, too painful, it's better to die.

He looked up at the sky. It was late at night. There were many stars in the sky.

He doesn't know which one belongs to Yan'er.

At this moment, the night is very quiet, only shooting and killing and shouting sound, the air is filled with blood.

But Si jueshen seems to be cut off from all this.

His memory is full of the figure of dongfangyan.

"Deep, look at the stars in the sky."

"Do you like watching stars?"

"I do. Don't you think it's beautiful? In fact, when my mother and father were still young, they would hold me and look at the stars. My mother said that sometimes when people go, they will turn into stars in the sky. At that time, my mother, who took care of me, was ill. I was very sad. My mother said let me look at the sky, and they looked at it... "

"Is it?"

"Mm-hmm, deep, when we get old, do you think we will also become stars in the sky, relying on very close stars..."

"Fool, you are still young, thinking about the future."

"Just thinking..."

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At that time, he would also follow dongfangyan to see the stars. He would accompany her to do whatever she liked.

He knew that the queen and her husband had never come back after a trip. Dongfang Yan lived with her grandmother, Queen Kangzhu.

But she is still optimistic and cheerful.

He was depressed since childhood. Only when he was with Dongfang Yan could he have a feeling of being himself.

At that time, she was really good to him, trusted him, and shared everything with him.

At this time, Si jueshen looked at the stars, and the voice of dongfangyan echoed in his mind.

So crisp and cheerful, can bring people happiness.

He thought, as if all the cold hearts could melt.

At this time, Si Jue Shen was stunned, as if he was back with dongfangyan.

His eyes began to cry, and he didn't know whether it was exciting or painful.

Did his Yan'er become a star?

Secretary jueshen keeps shouting in his heart. Yan'er, Yan'er

He didn't protect her. He cheated Yan'er.

Si Jue Shen even thought, if he dies now, can he become the star beside Yan'er?

Will Yan'er forgive him?

All of a sudden, Si jueshen felt no longer nostalgic for the world.

Once for his mother, he was trying to live.

Later, he met Yan'er and felt happy.

Now his mother is deceiving him. Yan'er is gone. He has no feelings for the world.

He wants Yan'er to take him away.

He even wanted to run out and end his life in a bullet.

At that moment, a voice came from Mecca man not far away, "come out, you two!"

Si ciya looked at Si Jue Shen, then dragged himself with the gun, limped out, "man ER!"

In any case, this man, Si porcelain Ya or with feelings.

Mecaman was wearing black gauze and looked at Si ciya coldly, but there was a bit of trance, "Si ciya, you still have the face to call my name!"