How painful is the heart of the plume Luo Yan? Hou Liwen doesn't know.

Hou lichen can see from the photos how indifferent he was at that time.

The plume Luo Yan is beside him, smiling so brilliantly, but he can't laugh.

At that time, Hua Lingluo Yan liked to hold his hand, but he was always reluctant to let her hold hands in the crowd.

At that time, because of reality, he was rejecting his inner feelings and telling himself that he could not like it.

He regards Hualing Luoyan as a child.

He can't understand sometimes. Can one person like another really like this?

Later, he learned that a person who likes one person and loves one person can become very crazy.

Later, he went crazy for the sake of Hua Ling and Luo Yan, and has been crazy till now.

At that time, Hua Lingluo Yan gave him all his passion and all his love.

He didn't cherish it at that time, and now he wants to return all his love and all his madness to her.

Up to now, he is still thinking about that simple good girl, his cigarettes.

At that time, what he thought was reality. What he thought was that he could not be with Yaner, for fear of hurting Yaner.

Now he understood that at that time, he didn't think about it. If he could like it, if he could love it, he would be together.

If time goes back to that time, even if he leaves the family, he will be with the people he loves.

At that time, I didn't understand, so now every time I think of it, his heart is painful.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he would think of the time.

"Achen, do you like me? What's wrong with me? I'll try my best to make it better?"

"Achen, will you accompany me?"

"Achen, you are very hard, and I am very distressed."

"Achen, I'm with you. I won't let you work so hard..."

"Achen, I will learn to cook. I will cook for you. Achen, I will wash clothes for you..."

"Achen, what do you like? What am I like? "

"Achen, I want to see you, Achen, I really miss you very much Achen, I like you. You should believe that I am sincere to you... "

"Achen, will you hold me? I want to hug... "

……

A lot of words, now as long as he closed his eyes can remember, so clear, although it has been 30 years, but he still seems to be yesterday.

He wished he could go back to that time, hold the cigarette in his arms, stay with her well, and never hurt her again.

He gave her whatever she wanted.

She wants to be with her. He's always with her.

Where she wants to play, he will accompany her, accompany her

Her favorite thing is hugging. She says it's safe.

He wanted to go back and give her all the hugs. There was no other woman, just her.

Thinking about it, Hou Lisheng's eyes are sore.

Why can people understand some truth and treasure only when they have reached a certain stage?

"Cough..."

As soon as afflicted, Hou Lisheng's body began to cough.

He felt that the pain in his body could not compare with the pain in his heart. He could not let the time flow back. He could only go crazy himself.

At that time, he thought he was the first to leave. He was afraid that he would hurt the smoke.

But when he left first and left the smoke, she stood there crying and looked at his back lonely.

He thought he was smart and didn't care, so he didn't look back.

Maybe I'm used to it. She's right behind me.

But unexpectedly, that time he really left, was also the time when Hua Lingluo Yan really left him.