Chapter 232

It is a happy thing to give birth to life. However, Yan Xiruo only feels like falling into the abyss now. A kind of hopelessness has been spreading from her heart to her viscera.

What should she do? What can she do?

Night Jue Mo once again lied to her, she also foolishly believed that he would not weave such a lie.

What is his purpose?

Knowing that she is a descendant of Chou - Wei - Fen - Zi, she should be pregnant?

Is it for a moment of physical and mental pleasure, or do you really think that it is impossible for her to conceive of his child just for once?

How irresponsible he is! How hateful! What a jerk!

Yan Xiruo stayed in the bathroom for a long time. When Xia Wanqing saw that she didn't come out for a long time, she knocked anxiously at the door, "Xiruo, what's the matter, please come out and tell me, don't think about it alone..."

When Yan Xiruo comes out of the bathroom, Xia Wanqing sees her tottering and pale face, and suddenly realizes that she may be really pregnant.

Summer evening fine came forward, a hug Yan Xiruo, tears Susu of the fall. Poor Xiruo, she hasn't given up her drug addiction, and now she has a baby. Even if she wants to protect her, she can't protect it!

"Xiruo, everything will be over. You should be strong!" Xia Wanqing comforts Yan Xiruo constantly. It is unbearable for anyone to happen these things one after another.

Yan Xiruo raised her head from Xia Wanqing's shoulder. She sucked the blocked nose and said hoarsely, "maybe the pregnancy test is not allowed. I'll go to the hospital again tomorrow."

Summer evening fine tears in eyelashes nodded, "well, to the hospital to check to confirm, you go home tonight to have a good rest, tomorrow morning I will accompany you to go."

"Good."

Xia Wanqing will Yan Xiruo to the door of Yan's house. When she enters the door, she leaves at ease.

Yan's mother has been sitting in the living room waiting for Yan Xiruo. When she comes back, she pulls her to her side and says in a soft voice, "at noon, you don't want to eat at Mr. night's house. Have you two reached the point where even your friends can't do it?" She remembers that a while ago, Xiruo was still depressed for the sake of yejue Mo, almost to the point of not thinking about tea and food. It was useless for her family to persuade her. She thought that there was still each other in their hearts.

Yan Xiruo nodded heavily.

Yan's mother sighed and held Yan Xiruo's hand. Her eyes showed heartache, "you are also an adult. My mother doesn't say much about feelings. As long as you think it's right, mom supports you! I'll talk to your father later to keep him away from Mr. Ye. Thank you. Don't try to push your daughter out! "

"Mom, you don't have to tell Dad that. Yejuemo will go back to his own country and probably won't live next door to us."

After talking with Yan's mother for a while, Yan Xiruo was tired, sour and lying in bed.

The eyelids were astringent and heavy, but there was no drowsiness at all.

If tomorrow goes to the hospital to confirm pregnant. Pregnant, how should she do?

Even if she wants to keep her child, and she wants to hurt herself every time she has a drug addiction, she can't keep her child in the palace, right?

What's more, drugs have a great impact on the baby who is still an embryo, and it may be deformed.

Yan Xiruo blinked sour eyes, soft boneless hands on his flat abdomen. Here, really began to give birth to a small life?

So childish. Young has not yet formed the small life, is she and the night Jue Mo's child?

If she did not get addicted to drugs, night Jue Mo did not use her, how good? Even if he had stopped her from taking the anti Yun medicine and said that he had not got it, she would not blame him.

After all, it is her own flesh and blood. How can she not like it and welcome her when she really comes?

However, with her physical condition, she really does not want to be pregnant

The next day, the sky white fish belly, Yan Xiruo woke up.

When she combed and washed, she looked at herself with black eyes in the mirror. She did not dare to make up again.

After breakfast, Xia Wanqing came and said to his parents, Yan Xiruo and Xia Wanqing took a bus to the hospital.

Registration, queuing, urine test, blood sampling.

The results of the urine test were quick, just like her own test last night, positive.

The results of the blood test were waiting for nearly two hours. The doctor told her that she had just been pregnant, and the progesterone and hCG data were not good, and there were signs of abortion.

After the doctor finished, Yan Xiruo's face was embarrassed and embarrassed, and he was ashamed to ask, "doctor, I want to ask, can anyone who has not quit taking drugs be able to have children?"

The doctor is an old doctor more than half a hundred years old. Hearing Yan Xiruo's words, she was obviously stunned. Then, she put down her pen with a slap, "how can a drug addict conceive? That's a manifestation of irresponsibility to the fetus! It's best to stop relapse for half a year before you think about pregnancy. " Said, if thoughtful of a look at Yan Xiruo, found that her dark eyes serious, face no blood, looks a bit like a drug addict, frown, "you will not be young on the drug addiction, right?"Yan Xiruo lowered his long eyelashes and did not answer.

Seeing her expression, the old doctor thought that she had taken poison eight or nine times out of ten. She sighed and didn't say any unnecessary words. She suggested that she check the hCG again tomorrow to see the doubling situation. If it is not optimistic, she can only have surgery.

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The next day, Yan Xiruo went to the hospital early in the morning to test the blood HCG. After two days of blood drawing, she was already weak and had some physical weakness.

After the results came out, the old doctor told her that the situation was not optimistic, hCG did not double at all, the embryo had stopped developing, and she was advised to do abortion and labor operation as soon as possible.

The doctor opened the flow for Yan Xiruo. The birth diagnosis book, arranged for her to have the operation tomorrow.

Yan Xiruo does not know when the third drug addiction attacks, but from the previous two times, it is usually at night, and the interval between the third time should be longer. Therefore, she must rush to perform surgery before the third drug addiction attack.

From the doctor's office, Yan Xiruo felt that the whole world was gray and colorless.

She didn't expect that her first pregnancy would end in this way.

If Yan Lichuan didn't inject drugs with her, her children would grow up healthily, right? Think about the first two drug addiction attacks, she was an adult, not to mention the stomach is still so fragile embryo?

And yejue Mo, if he didn't take advantage of her and told her the truth of the matter as soon as possible, and if she was not allowed to be seduced, the child might still be saved -

he let her have a baby, but he made her lose it.

Such loss, like someone with a sharp knife, stabbed her flesh and blood, stirring back and forth until she was unconscious of pain.

"Xiruo, you've tried your best. The baby can't keep it. You can't blame you. Don't be too sad and blame yourself."

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