Chapter 218

In the dream, Gu Zezhi, who is deeply loved by Anxin, is standing nearby. The girl standing beside him is like himself. His black and white eyes are very touching. His small face is full of smiles.

"Ze Zhi, you accompany me to make a snowman."

When the girl spoke, her voice was light and light, and her lips had a beautiful radian.

Originally, Anxin thought that Gu Zezhi would not hesitate to refuse the girl's request, but who ever thought that Gu Zezhi, who was always scrupulous, squatted down slowly to make a snowman with the girl. When he was with the girl, he had no airs, and was always a gentle and soft water like appearance.

As an outsider, Anxin can see at a glance that all Gu Zezhi's eyes are that lovely girl, and he is full of her.

"Ze Zhi, do you think the snowman is like you or me

When the girl laughs, a pair of shallow pear nests appear on her cheek, which is a feature that Anxin does not have at all.

Anxin slightly pursed her lips and did not say a word. She just watched the scene when Gu Zezhi and the girl were together from a distance. Under the background of the snowy sky, the scene of two people in harmony seems to be a moving picture.

"Xiao Tong, this snowman is a little like you."

Gu Zezhi's eyes are dotted with stars, and his smile beside his lips is like a spring breeze, which is quite different from Gu Zezhi who Anxin always knew.

When Gu Zezhi called out Xiao Tong's name, Anxin's body was completely frozen. She bit her lower lip tightly, and her eyes twinkled with tears. Such a dream can always give Anxin a real feeling that the two people in front of him seem to be real.

Anxin squatted down, stretched out his hand to hold his head, a small face became as white as paper, but could not believe what happened in front of him. She kept shaking her head and kept mumbling to herself, even persuading herself, "Anxin, it's not like this, things are not what you imagine, Dong Shutong is no longer here, all this is just a dream."

It seems that she is aware of Anxin's movement not far away. Dong Shutong gently takes Gu Zezhi's arm and comes over. Her face is full of concern, but in Anxin's eyes, it is extremely dazzling. She staggered back a few steps, unwilling to believe the scene in front of her.

"What's wrong with you, girl? What's the trouble? "

Closer, Dong Shutong's voice sounds more real. Her voice is euphemistic and pleasant to hear. In any way, it is a gentle and natural appearance, which makes Anxin feel embarrassed for a moment.

She wanted to run away, but heard Gu Ze's cold mouth, there was no movement at all, "Xiao Tong, she has nothing to do with us, it's better not to meddle."

Anxin did not think that Gu Zezhi did not know who he was at all, and she did not think that Gu Zezhi would treat him so coldly. She raised her eyes incredulously and looked at Gu Zezhi in front of her. Tears in her eyes kept turning, and two lines of clear tears crossed her cheek, "Ze Zhi, you said that I have nothing to do with you, right?"

She spoke almost with grief, and the whole mood gradually lost control.

Gu Zezhi in the dream frowned. He couldn't figure out where the crazy woman came from. He didn't want to protect Dong Shutong behind his back. He looked like a wife protector. "Who are you? What's the relationship between me and you?"

"Why don't you recognize my wife?"

She kept murmuring, a pair of eyes full of despair.

After Gu Zezhi returned to the room, what he saw was Anxin's struggling appearance. He frowned tightly, and he couldn't imagine what kind of dream Anxin had. He tried to wake Anxin out of the dream, but when he thought of song Shijing's warning, he felt that he could not do anything about it.

"Ze Zhi, can you not leave me, can you stay..."

Anxin muttered to himself, the corner of his eyes across the tears, a small face pale, but also let Gu Ze Zhi heartache.

He can only gently embrace Anxin, reach out to pat her back, as soft as possible to answer all her words, "Xinxin, I will not leave you, you can rest assured, I will not leave you."

As for Anxin, Gu Zezhi is worried about gain and loss. She has no way to believe that Gu Zezhi will stay with her all the time. But now in her heart, she has always been extremely inferiority complex and thinks that she is not comparable to Dong Shutong in Gu Zezhi's memory.

I don't know how long she cried and how long she kept quiet. She leaned on Gu Zezhi's chest and fell asleep. Her eyes were already swollen.

Gu Zezhi doesn't know why Anxin's mood is out of control, and he doesn't know what situation Anxin is now.

But he also knew that only when Anxin woke up, he would ask again.

When Anxin woke up the next morning, Gu Zezhi, who was lying on his side, was still awake. There was a blue color under his eye socket. It must have been that he had not had a good rest recently.She nodded slightly, raised her hand and gently touched Gu Zezhi's cheek. When she thought of the scene in the dream, she immediately retracted her hand.

After noticing Anxin's action, Gu Zezhi Shu Er opened his eyes. He looked at Anxin directly. Seeing the confusion of her eyes, he directly stretched out his hand to hold Anxin's arm to avoid her avoiding himself.

"What's the matter with you, Cynthia? Last night you... "

On the other hand, Gu Zezhi did not know how to speak.

If Anxin can't remember that nightmare at all, it's the best, but if you ask Anxin to think of those unpleasant things, Gu Zezhi will only feel remorse and remorse.

Anxin was stunned. She didn't expect Gu Zezhi to understand these things. For a moment, she came back to her senses and replied with an unknown appearance, "Zezhi, what happened to me last night? Is something going on? "

After that, she raised a pair of dark eyes and looked at Gu Zezhi. Gu Zezhi looked up at her eyes and made sure that Anxin's eyes were calm and there was no sign of escaping. Only when he was slowly relieved was she able to relax.

"Nothing. I just want to ask you how you had a rest yesterday? Do you feel better? "

Gu Zezhi astringed the surprise of the fundus of the eye, but as always asked Anxin's sleep quality.

These are naturally explained by song Shijing. The sleep quality of patients with depression has always been poor. Although Anxin's current situation has been controlled and is developing in a better way, it does not mean that Anxin has completely returned to normal.

When Gu Zezhi didn't know about it, Anxin's condition was deepening at a very fast speed. I'm afraid even Anxin himself would not know that such a dream would take root in his heart and form a knot in his heart.

If you can, Anxin wants to ask Gu Zezhi directly whether he is important or Dong Shutong is more important. But Anxin's reason told herself, no matter how, she could not mention anything about Dong Shutong in front of Gu Zezhi.

She still remembers that Dong Shutong's cousin was thrown out by him mercilessly because he violated the bottom line in Gu Zezhi's heart. This matter has always been remembered by Anxin, but she wants to tell herself, don't think so much, Gu Zezhi only cares about himself now.

But self deception is not the style of Anxin, she is more reluctant to believe these false things do not exist.

"Cynthia, what are you thinking?"

Gu Zezhi has more than once and Anxin put forward to get up and go downstairs to relax, but she has always been an absent-minded appearance, so that Gu Zezhi can not help feeling some strange abnormal.

In this way, Gu Zezhi can also be sure that Anxin must not have recovered from last night's nightmare.

"Cynthia, tell me the truth, what did you dream of last night?"

Seeing that she has always been a sad face, Gu Zezhi was worried and asked directly.

On the pair of concerned eyes of Gu Zezhi, Anxin took a deep breath and adjusted his emotions, but still did not tell Gu Zezhi what he thought.

"I'm fine. You don't have to worry."

Anxin changed her old attitude, she broke her arm out of Gu Zezhi's hand, just gently stretched out her hand to push Gu Zezhi's body. She stood up slowly and went into the bathroom barefoot to wash.

Knowing Anxin, such as Gu Zezhi, how could he not see the problem? He frowned slightly and asked in a low voice, but there was no good attitude. "Anxin, I asked for the last time, what did you dream of?"

Gu Zezhi has been elaborately preparing surprises for Anxin these days. In addition to accompanying Anxin, most of his time and energy are focused on these miscellaneous things. He has never been so prepared for people before. Anxin is the first one.

But even if he took the initiative to care about Anxin, she was still unwilling to tell herself the truth, coupled with a few days of fatigue, let him no mood.

Hearing Gu Zezhi's words, Anxin bit his lower lip tightly and no longer concealed it. He said coldly, "I dreamt of you and Dong Shutong last night. You two are very happy together, and I am just an outsider."

Her tightly clenched fist gradually loosened, and then diameter went out, leaving one of Gu Ze in the bedroom.

Even Gu Zezhi didn't know what mood he was at the moment. When he heard the name of Dong Shutong, he didn't feel how uncomfortable. He seemed to have gradually forgotten the existence of Dong Shutong.