Chapter 191

This kind of flustered feeling, is Gu Zezhi has never before, he is worried in worry, is afraid that Anxin makes the choice to leave him.

"Ze Zhi, if you are OK, I really want to leave."

Anxin slightly frowned, and always maintained a polite and alienated attitude. How could she not care about Gu Zezhi? How could she be able to let go of Gu Zezhi. However, from the beginning to the present, she has been holding on strongly, not allowing herself to show any abnormal behavior.

He held the cup tightly, after pondering for a long time, he still kept a straight face and said, "Anxin, I really did something wrong in the past. I hope you can forgive me, and I hope we can start again. I will not ignore any of your feelings in the future, and I will certainly put you in the most important position."

Such words, is Gu Zezhi has never said, when Anxin heard him so affectionate to say these words, the bottom of his heart slightly trembled, some moved.

However, when she thought of the unfair media reports between Gu Zezhi and Fang Baishu, she still lowered her head and played with her fingers. However, she did not say a word, but was silent.

Now many things can not be decided by Anxin on his own. For example, it takes an Xinmo's great courage to be together with Gu Zezhi again and to be good with him again. She has been injured once. She almost lost her life because of Gu Zezhi's business. Anxin has no courage to continue to be with him, and she has no such courage.

"Anxin, I hope you can give me another chance. I will take good care of you."

Gu Ze said one sentence after another. He was always serious and serious, and his eyes were full of warmth.

If put in the past, Anxin will not hesitate to agree down, after all, this is a rare opportunity for her to be with Gu Zezhi, but now Anxin has experienced too much, she has already felt tired, and even can't continue to adhere to this love for Gu Zezhi.

Until Gu Zezhi finished speaking, Anxin slowly raised her eyes and looked at him, her face was full of calm, "Ze Zhi, I'm glad you can show me your intention, but there is one thing, I still need to tell you, I don't love you anymore, so I will never start again with you."

Gu Zezhi does not expect Anxin to forgive himself immediately. After all, he knows how unforgivable things he has done in the past, but he did not expect that Anxin's reasons for refusing himself would be these. He can not believe that Anxin really put down his deep love for himself, and he does not believe that Anxin can really abandon himself.

"Anxin, I know you are angry, so I won't care about it. When you are in a better mood, shall we talk about it?"

When he spoke, his tone of voice was deliberative, but his face was spoiled and gentle.

Anxin pursed her lips and remained silent as usual, without answering. She didn't know what she wanted to say, so that Gu Zezhi could understand that there was no possibility and no future between them.

From the initial extravagance, to the last humble, Gu Zezhi coaxed her, just hope she can agree to come down, "Anxin, you go back with me, OK, you go back with me."

Anxin's mind all is Gu Zezhi's voice, she gently closed her eyes, before the eyes is still he.

But after that, Anxin was completely ruthless, she kept a cool attitude, her cheek was still indifferent, "Ze Zhi, I can forgive you, but we will never be able to go back to the past."

After putting down such a sentence, Anxin stood up directly. Just as she was about to leave, she suddenly thought of something, and then said, "I'll be waiting for you at home tomorrow. You can bookmark the divorce agreement."

Gu Zezhi has never thought that she has always been gentle and virtuous, such as Anxin. Now she can be so resolute that she may not leave it to herself.

Looking at Anxin's far away back, he just thinks that he failed too much, or even because he neglected too much of Anxin in the past, which led to the relationship between them. Even if he wanted to keep Anxin, even if he understood his intention, they could never go back to the past.

After returning to the hotel room, Su and Lu Jiajia found that Anxin's eyes were red and red, and there were signs of crying. Even if they pushed aside to ask for some specific information, Anxin was always silent and unwilling to say more.

After that, they did not disturb Anxin, but chose to leave her quiet space.

Lu Jiajia takes Su quietly back to her room and closes the door to avoid disturbing Anxin.

However, when Lu Jiajia knew that Anxin had committed suicide before, she felt more or less worried. After a long time of entanglement, she still decided to take sue to inquire about the situation, so as to avoid Anxin's impulsive behavior.

When Anxin saw Lu Jiajia and Su holding a pile of snacks in front of her, she was a little sad, "how did you come here?"Lu Jiajia put all the snacks she had prepared on the table and said to Anxin solemnly, "sister Anxin, I think it's necessary to talk about love with you."

After hearing her words, Sue was still a little confused, but under Lu Jiajia's beating, she also nodded and echoed Lu Jiajia's words, "yes, sister Anxin, we need to talk about this topic."

In fact, Anxin understood Lu Jiajia's intention, but she was not so upset. She would not blindly think of suicide or self mutilation. Besides, she has figured out a lot of things now, so she wants to be separated from Gu Zezhi just because she doesn't want to be a burden to him. In addition, Anxin felt that she could change her life properly, even if she was going out for a walk to relax.

"You two little girls, do you have a favorite person in Chengdu?"

Although she knew Lu Jiajia's intention, she still needed to pretend that she didn't know. She looked at them curiously and asked questions.

Lu Jiajia was suddenly flushed with a small face. She put out her hand and patted her cheek. She immediately transferred the topic to Anxin. "No, sister Anxin, we are going to talk about you and your husband today."

In contrast, Su seems to be a lot more calm. She has done a lot of plays, so she has always been a high Eq. she is always straightforward in the face of emotional matters, and will not be as shy and embarrassed as Lu Jiajia. She stares at Anxin and asks, "sister Anxin, how is your relationship with your husband, how does he treat you?"

Hearing so direct questions from Su, she was stunned for a while. She came back to her senses, and she was embarrassed to smile. "My relationship with Zezhi has always been good, and he treats me very well."

If it's good, it's better to say that Gu Zezhi was indifferent to Anxin before, and he never took her in mind.

Anxin habitually hides all the bad things, just shows her good appearance in front of others. She has always been like this, whether it was in the past or now, and always remains the same.

Maybe these words can be trusted by Su, but to Lu Jiajia, she just feels sarcastic.

Although she never contacted Gu Zezhi, when Anxin suffered from depression and her mood fell into a low ebb, she was always accompanied by other people, and Lu Jiajia never saw Gu Zezhi take care of Anxin. Even now, it is not a secret that Anxin got depression, but he still came late, and only at this time can he appear beside Anxin.

"Sister Anxin, to be honest, are you really OK with him?"

Lu Jiajia's voice can not help choking up, in this period of time and Anxin get along, she realized the gentleness of Anxin, is more like Anxin in the heart. She wants Anxin to find a happy love, and also hopes that she can live a happy life in the future.

At the end of the day, Sue didn't know. She took a look at Lu Jiajia, whose eyes were full of tears, and then looked at Anxin, who flashed tears in her eyes. She took out two paper towels and handed them to Lu Jiajia. Then she took the initiative to pat Anxin on the back and comforted them like an adult, "sister Anxin, don't think much about it, Even if you don't have that person in the future, you can live well. "

"Jiajia, you don't have to worry about sister Anxin. In the future, you and I can take care of sister Anxin instead of him."

Maybe it was Sue's words that played a role, or maybe it was because Lu Jiajia wanted to understand that her tears soon stopped.

Anxin didn't have any impulse to cry at first, but when she saw the two docile and clever children in front of her and heard them say these words, her heart was more and more moved, and two lines of clear tears ran down her cheek. Thinking that this was in front of them, Anxin wiped her tears at will and pretended to be indifferent. "Yes, I will still have you in the future. It's not to say that I can't live without him."

Lu Jiajia and Su rushed into Anxin's arms and tried their best to comfort Anxin, hoping that she could get out of this gloomy mood as soon as possible and forget the unhappiness in her heart.