Chapter 221

Shao ran didn't expect that he could still laugh.

My hair is going to be white when I'm worried here. It's good for the old man to smile and look happy. It seems that things have nothing to do with him.

Is this the so-called "emperor is not anxious, anxious to die eunuch"?

Resisting the impulse to roll her eyes, Shao ran cleared her throat, calm eyebrows, and solemnly said, "you can laugh after a while. I really don't know what you are happy about."

"Because there is nothing to be sad about, so I can only be happy." LAN Ruian's answer is very direct, without any affectation.

Shao ran:

The reason is really tough and hard to refute.

"But don't always look so sad. I tell you my secret. First, I want to relax, and the second is to make you happy. I know about you and Ji Jingbai, and you also know the deepest secret in my heart, so that we can hold each other's handle, and you can be at ease. Don't worry about whether I will tell Xiao Jin about you. "

Hearing this, shaoran's face turned red involuntarily, and felt inexplicable shame because of his words.

Just now, she was worried that Lan Ruian would tell LAN Ruijin about these things. It was not for the purpose of informant, or just saying casually, unintentionally, or being eager to protect her sister. After all, between her sister and her friends, most people are on the side of their relatives, which is also a matter of no blame.

But now, LAN Ruian clearly expressed his own meaning, it is obvious that before her idea, how careful.

Shao Ran is thin skinned. When he encounters such a thing, he is naturally embarrassed.

"Lan Rui An, may I venture to ask, why do you like LAN Rui Jin?"

Pick eyebrows, for her question, LAN Ruian said some surprise: "long-term love is not a reason?"

Two people have lived together for so many years. It's normal for them to have feelings. It's just love on one side and family on the other side.

For such an answer, Shao ran did not know what kind of evaluation should be made, but felt that the possibility was too small.

"Love grows with each passing day But LAN Ruijin doesn't have such feelings for you. What she likes is Ji Jingbai. "

"I know that." LAN Ruian is still a smile Yan Yan appearance, can not see the sad, also can not see the loss, as if said is not his own thing in general, "so I have never extravagant hope that she will give me what kind of response, I like her, that is my business, has nothing to do with her, as for who she likes, that is her freedom, I have no right to ask. All I can do is to protect her, not to hurt her, not to make her sad

Hearing this, shaoran's heart suddenly surged up a feeling of unspeakable jealousy.

At one time, she envied LAN Rui for her appearance and talent, as well as a family that others could not admire. Shao ran didn't care whether she had money or not. What she admired was LAN Rui's parents. Unlike her, her parents had already passed away long ago, and even their appearance could not be remembered clearly.

But now, Shao ran still envies and envies because she not only has a happy family, but also has a brother who holds her in her hand and regards her as a treasure. She can't envy such a life.

Slightly lowered her head, Shao ran felt that her eyes were a little hot, as if something wanted to run out. She clenched her teeth and clenched her hands into fists. She tried her best to suppress her feelings and did not want to lose face in front of LAN Ruian.

But LAN Ruian was so careful that she was naturally aware of the fluctuation of her mood. A touch of heartache flashed through her eyes. She stretched out her hand to comfort her, but she still hesitated.

Although they are friends, there are still some boundaries between friends, not all things can be done.

So LAN Ruian took back her hand and sat quietly in place, waiting for her to calm down.

Although Shao ran was sad in his heart, he had experienced such a thing many times. To be polite, it was already a common occurrence. It's hard, but it's not so serious. After a while, I feel better.

When she looked up again, her eyes were still a little red, but her mood had calmed down a lot. She gave LAN Ruian an an apologetic smile: "I'm sorry, I just seemed to have lost my temper and let you see the joke."

"It doesn't matter. It's a kind of expression of true temperament. I have no right to stop you. Besides, it's good to be able to express my feelings."

Smell speech shaoran nodded, lips light hook, showing a thin smile, eyes still have a little bit of sadness.

Seeing this, LAN Ruian looked down a little and pondered for a moment, then slowly opened his mouth and said, "Shao ran, in fact, you don't have to be sad. What you lose here, you will get something in another place. Heaven is fair. He won't let you be wronged all the time. So you don't have to worry too much about many things, which you can't estimate now, but When it really comes, it will give you an unexpected surprise"Surprise Will there be any more? "

Shao ran didn't believe in her. She looked listless and didn't have much spirit.

She always felt that her own luck had been used up when she met Ji Jingbai and fell in love with him, so now she dare not ask for anything or expect anything. What she is afraid of is that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

"I believe that loss and gain are in direct proportion, but I got too much at the beginning, so I'm still losing, and I don't know when to regain balance. I feel really tired." Shao Ran's tone can not hide the feeling of slow fatigue.

It's not because of the hard work, but because of the blankness of life. She has no goal and doesn't know where she is going. She is working hard with her teeth in order to live. Besides, she doesn't know how to keep her going.

No matter what kind of goal it is, having one is better than nothing.

LAN Ruian shares her thoughts. He once felt that if he could live in the blue family and meet his beloved girl, he would have spent his whole life lucky. Therefore, he did not dare to ask for anything and ask for anything, for fear that he would lose more because of his greed.