C31

Chapter 31 - Foolish and naïve!

As I ran out of the hospital, I bumped into a passerby, but I couldn't find the time to apologize. I kept running with my head down until I reached the garden.

I panted heavily, trying to calm my nervousness and panic.

It felt like someone was chasing after me. No, it felt like someone was chasing after the child in my stomach!

I randomly found a bench and sat down. I held my stomach, which was still as flat as before, and not only was I fantasizing, but there was already a little life here, a child! I don't know if he's a man or a woman. I don't know what he'll look like.

But no matter what, he is still my child! He was once the crystallization of love! Even if his father did not welcome him now, he did not like him.

Just as my imagination was running wild, I noticed that there was someone beside me. When I looked up, I was shocked!

It was actually Qin Qin!

"You, why are you here?"

I subconsciously covered my stomach, as if I was protecting the life inside.

"Why I'm here isn't important, Lin Xiang, what's important is why you're here!"

Qin Qin Qin spoke in a calm tone with a kind expression. He didn't have the arrogance and arrogance he had when he spoke to me before.

I gradually let my guard down.

She sat beside me, but looked away, not at me.

He only heard her voice speak calmly, but it seemed as if she was recalling something:

"Lin Xiang, do you know? When I see you now, I think of myself years ago. At that time, I was also a newcomer, and I was filled with goodwill and fighting spirit! At that time, I was also like you efforts, such innocence, such desire for love!

You'll feel that the gentleness is very good for you, almost to the point, won't you?

You must be moved to tears and grateful that he's the best man in the world, right?

But do you know? His kindness to you, his meticulous consideration and concern, is not love, and certainly not like!

What, you don't believe me?

Slow down to the point that he did not love! He was unruly, playing games. To him, a woman was nothing but an appreciation, or a companion!

The reason he was so good to you is because he knew that I did something to you when you fell. It was because of him that I was jealous of you. He thinks it's because of him, he's got you in trouble and hurt you, so everything he's done for you, it's all out of guilt, you understand?

Didn't he take care of you the same way he did when I made you kneel and hurt your knee? Have you forgotten?

He not only took care of you this way, he took care of a lot of people this way, a lot of women, including me!

What? Now that you think you're pregnant with his child, you think you're different? He was about to fly onto a branch and become a phoenix? Do you think that if you give birth to your child, he will always be by your side?

You're wrong! Lin Xiang, you are dreaming! No one, no matter what, could slow it down!

He was like the king of the entertainment circle, controlling the fate of many people. How could he be willing to be dictated by others?

Do you think that by giving birth to your child, you will be able to make him treat you with special preferential treatment?

You're wrong! I followed a little more than three years, three years! You know what? Do you know how many children I've beaten up for him in the past three years?

Heh heh, he doesn't need a woman like you or me to have children for him!

Don't be silly! The child could not hold him or keep him! It will only make him feel even more disgust and disgust towards you!

It would be better for you to let him keep that little bit of guilt!

Women were like dodder flowers that always relied on men. Sooner or later, they would be abandoned!

Don't be silly! Stop daydreaming! Let's quickly get rid of the child in my stomach and return to the filming crew! Just by relying on Hua Fei's role, you can at least open up a new world in the entertainment circle, giving yourself a place in the industry.

Only when he had the conditions would he be able to straighten his back. Only when he had everything would he not be easily abandoned, or in other words, he would not be afraid of being abandoned!

You're still too young, and too much like me from back then! It's silly and naive! "

After which, Qin Qin patted my shoulder and left.

I left myself sitting on the bench in a daze, from morning to afternoon and from afternoon to night.

I was still unable to digest what Qin Qin told me.

When I was immersed in the gentle weave of love for me, it turned out to be only his guilt! Should I say whether he is upright or ruthless?

Should he say that he has principles, or that he plays with other people's feelings?

I didn't even notice what he meant by guilt. I thought that it was love, that it was love! How laughable that I should be so caught up in this, unable to extricate myself from it!

Because I love him, even want to leave this child, I even think he is the crystallization of love!

No wonder he was so excited when he heard that I was pregnant, even saying that he didn't eat children. It turned out that Qin Xin had already beaten up countless children for him.

Maybe it wasn't just Qin Qin, there was also someone else who had beaten up many children for him.

How could there be such a man? How could he have such a vicious heart?

I will cut his heart out to see what color it is! No, there was no need to look. It had to be black!

I can't help but feel a little ridiculous, I actually thought, I want to be a good mother, a great mother,

I'm pregnant and definitely can't go to the movies. The balance in my bank account doesn't necessarily support my daily expenses, and I can't afford to rent a house for a few more months.

If I force the child to stay, in the future I will be pregnant, and the child and I will eat and drink what, I will only be scolded and abandoned!

Moreover, if I don't go to the movies, even if I were to default, I wouldn't be able to pay a large sum of money in default.

It's really just like what Qin Xin said, I'm really too stupid, too naive, too laughable!

I stood up, but the stiffness and numbness of my lower limbs made me unsteady. I held on to the bench to slow it down, but the phone suddenly rang, so I didn't care about the numbness in my legs. I clenched my teeth and quickly took out my cell phone to see that it was indeed the assistant director of the film crew.

I thought I was going to ask why I wasn't back on the team. I took a deep breath, got ready, and picked up the phone.

"Hello, assistant director, I'm really sorry."

"Aiyo, Lin Xiang, how is your recovery going? Everyone has always wanted to see you, but the team has a tight schedule and a heavy mission. Besides, they are afraid that we won't be happy if we go to thinning, so don't blame them! Nothing much, I just wanted to ask how you are recovering from your injuries, don't be anxious, your scenes are still early, you should recuperate properly! He had to be quick about it. After all, he had been injured for a hundred days. He could not afford to be careless! "Oh yeah, what did you say to me just now?"