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After Su Jingya heard this, when she heard the sound of the door closing, she slowly raised her head and looked at the door.

Her eyes stung and she tried to raise her head, forcing herself to hold back her tears. However, the tears still flowed down from the corners of her eyes.

No one loves you, so you should love yourself more and do it... Only love yourself?

In her seventeen years of life, the only thing she insisted on doing was … To love Huangfu Yu with all of his heart. Every day, she would think about how to love him, how to love him more, but she had never thought about how to love herself.

She had learned to love him, but she could not learn how to love herself, and he … Always loved himself.

After recuperating for a month, Su Jingya had regained the habit of writing in her diary. Every evening she wrote a long diary, most often in the United States when she was in therapy.

At that time, the happiest thing every day was to take the diary as Huan Huan and tell it every little thing. The unwritable Chinese character was replaced with a phonetic alphabet, and then with the easy writing of the wrong word, and finally the correct Chinese character.

From the age of seven to twenty-four, she had fallen in love with him for seventeen years, treated his diary as if it had been his love for twelve years, and on her return had written twenty-four diaries for twelve years, which she had locked in a wooden box and kept in a safe at the Bank of America.

She didn't know how many days or years it would take to completely forget him, but as long as she was willing to forget him, there would come a day when Huangfu Yu was actually nothing in her heart.

While she was writing, she wrote a sentence: I have read over and over again every day what you have said to me, every look you have given me, every movement you have made towards me, everything, I have engraved you in the deepest place of my heart, making you the most important thing in my heart, but … It was only now that I understood that what seemed like a lifetime ago was the best interpretation of our love for each other that didn't have enough time to blossom yet I was looking forward to the results. Green plum withered, bamboo stallion old, Huangfu Yu … You succeeded in teaching me to accept reality, face it, and in the midst of cruelty, to erase the traces of love for you bit by bit …

During dinner, Wang Anran cut a piece of steak, placed it in her mouth satisfied and beautiful, and then said emotionally: "This steak, I really love it, it tastes exactly the same as an American restaurant!"

However, Dongfang Yan didn't have any appetite to eat at all.

"Hey, Dongfang Yan, don't you think the steak is delicious? If you don't want to eat it, don't waste it. Just give it all to me. Wang Anran exposed her desire for Dongfang Yan's steak without reservation.

"An Ran, don't look at me like that. In other people's houses, you should be more reserved! " Wang Bo said in annoyance.

Hearing Wang Bo's words, Wang Anran's gaze turned cold, he glared at him, and continued to stare at Dongfang Yan with drool in his eyes.

Dongfang Yan didn't have the slightest bit of appetite and bluntly pushed the steak over.

After Wang Anran received the steak, she immediately let out a grateful wuu wuu sound. At the same time, she chattered on: "Dongfang Yan, you brat, you look pretty good. You look quite good to me, so why don't you just take me in?"

When he said that, Wang Bo who was drinking water suddenly spurted out, he choked and violently coughed a few times, but in the end she shouted in anger and could not believe what she had heard: "Wang Anran, what are you saying? "You're my girlfriend. Now, not only are you salivating over other men's steak, you're actually salivating over other men?"

Damn it!

Wang Anran curled her lips and said with disdain and contempt all over her face, "The steak you prepared is so bad that it can't even be eaten by pigs. Who wants to be together with you?!"

"Not good, you can still eat three people's portion?" Wang Bo rolled his eyes at her.

"I don't want to waste food. I don't want to let down the great cows that sacrificed their lives for humanity!"

"Yoh, over the past ten years, I truly did not notice anything."

"If you can see it, what would happen?" Wang Anran looked at him, then turned to look at Dongfang Yan who was bringing the red wine to the balcony. Sensing that Dongfang Yan seemed to be thinking about something, she said loudly, "Hey Dongfang Yan, I was playing with you, don't take it to heart. You look pretty good, why don't you just take my dear Jingya! "

When Dongfang Yan heard it, his brows twitched and he turned to look at Wang Anran. Would you like me to ask the kitchen to prepare some more for you? "

Just as Wang Anran was about to nod her head, she saw Su Jingya heading downstairs. She immediately put down her knife and fork, and ran over with her doggy legs to support Su Jingya, who she had rarely seen in a hundred years. She smiled merrily: "Darling, are you hungry? The steak is delicious. Would you like some? "

When Dongfang Yan saw Su Jingya walking down the stairs, her tightly knitted eyebrows suddenly relaxed. He put down the wine cup in her hand, walked up to her side and asked in a low voice: "Did you eat the steak I just sent upstairs? Did it suit her taste? "If you don't like it, I'll hire a famous Italian chef!"

bit her lips. Recently, she had kept herself locked in her room, if it wasn't for the fact that she had to go downstairs for some matters, she would definitely not go downstairs.

But today …

"I want to go out and relax, you... "Can you come with me?" Su Jingya carefully asked.

Seeing that she was finally willing to go out, Dongfang Yan smiled, his eyebrows knitted together. He smiled slowly, and before he could even open his mouth, an impatient voice sounded out from beside him. "Okay, okay, go quickly, I'll leave the door open for you!"

With that said, Wang Anran pushed Dongfang Yan and out.

Dongfang Yan had never felt that Wang Anran was so impatient before, and he frowned a little. When she pushed him away, he shouted in a sorry state, "Wang Anran, Jing Ya and I have hands and feet, we know that we are leaving! "Also, I didn't take my wallet, my car keys..."

Before he could finish his words, "Hua La La La", "Hua La La", two parabolas flew across the air one after the other.

Looking at his lost wallet and key on the ground, Dongfang Yan couldn't help but feel countless of black lines sliding down his forehead. Isn't this Wang Anran a little too much?

This was his home, and she was the one who owned it.

and actually took his wallet and car keys... Throw it out. This is …

Su Jingya saw that Dongfang Yan's expression was ugly, he squatted down and picked up the purse and key, then waved towards him and said softly: "An Ran's personality is like this, I hope you do not take it to heart. Let's go for a walk! "

Dongfang Yan drove to find a meaningful place to make her happy, but … After walking around the city center, he didn't find anything special.

Finally, the car passed a huge fountain, Su Jingya suddenly shouted: "Stop, stop -!"