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Su Jingya pushes the pram like a walking corpse, walking alone lonely and shrill.

Ear, long reverberating, is still his original oath.

He once said: Su Jingya, I love you, love a whole once.

He also said: Su Jingya, I really don't believe that there are men in the world who love you more than I do.

He also said: if love can not be proved by words, I would like to prove it by life

The oath is still there, but he is gone.

The wheels of the stroller are not only stuck, but can not be pushed.

Su Jingya's legs are full of strength, but she can't push away.

At last, she burst into tears, especially when she heard Mingming's two daughters sleeping comfortably in the car. They were either cold or hungry, and both cried loudly.

*The sadness in the cavity, accompanied by the cries of the two of them, suddenly expanded and expanded infinitely. She suffered so much that she was torn apart. In her heart, there was a devil who showed his teeth and danced his paws. She tried to instigate her and dominate her. She almost lost her mind and ran towards the empty road and the car that occasionally galloped by.

But She was reluctant to listen to the poor cry of the child.

Finally, Su Jingya stooped, walked around the front of the stroller, wiped away tears on her face, picked up huangfu'ai, and planned to coax her to sleep first, then huangfu'ni.

However, at the moment of holding the child, the tears in her eyes, like the flood of the breakwater, rushed to her frantically, annihilated her, and pushed her mercilessly to the edge of despair and collapse.

Su Jingya held Huangfu AI tightly in her arms, and her tears slipped down to kiss her and coax her not to cry.

However, the sadness in her heart could not be suppressed. Her whole body seemed to be spasmodic.

She couldn't remember when it was and was about to forget whether it had happened.

Huangfuyu, the man she loved to the bone, used to be so expectant and wanted twin daughters.

However, it was not easy for her to hope him back. When they finally could hold their twin daughters as they wished, he did not want their daughter, or even her

They have experienced so much and so much, they love so hard, why do they want to be together so hard?!

Why he won't like her now.

Why push her away

Is she not good enough?! Or is she not good enough for him, not enough to love him?! Or is she not beautiful, can not attract his eyes?!

In fact, they have known each other for more than 20 years. However, for the two of them, they have been together for more than 20 years.

If you really count it carefully, she will spend no more than three years with Huangfu Yu.

Love for more than 20 years, love so hard, but only for three years.

Su Jingya hugs Huang fu'ai's hand, tighter and tighter, more and more forceful, pressing it tightly and deathly on her * mouth, as if trying to fill the hollowed out part of her heart through it.

However, no matter how hard she holds it and how tight it is, it is only Huangfu AI, unable to replace Huangfu Yu's position in her heart, nor to fill the pain and emptiness in her heart that she lost him.

She didn't know what other people would do in the similar situation. She only knew that she was abandoned by Huangfu Yu, and she was so miserable that she could not live like death.

There is a kind of human existence, there is a kind of love, called oxygen.

For her, the existence of Huangfu Yu and Huangfu Yu's love are the oxygen on which she lives.

Once lost, she felt that the whole world was dark, gray, black, lifeless and dead.

Without him, she can't live or even die.

She didn't know what she liked about Huangfu Yu, or where his charm would attract her so much. She would like him and infatuate with him so wholeheartedly that she didn't change her mind even for a second.

She loves him hundreds of times more than herself, but she can't be with him. Su Jingya feels that the world has collapsed.

In the early morning, the street was peaceful, but it was noisy because of the crying of Huangfu AI and Huangfu Ni.

Su Jingya felt that her ears were noisy and her headache was about to break.

They were crying all the time. Su Jingya touched their little butts. They were wet and dry. They were probably hungry. So, Su Jingya simply sat on the side of the road, completely ignoring her image, lifted her coat and gave her milk.

When the little thing has food, he stops crying, wriggles his mouth, sucks and sucks.

After eating, Huangfu AI makes a satisfied hum, and then Meimei is going to sleep.

Su Jingya put it in the pram, picked up Huang Funi, who cried hoarse, patted it, then let her drink milk.

Obviously, huangfuni tortures people more than huangfuai.

This little thing is probably protesting against his indifference and grievance. He refuses to drink milk. Seeing that he refuses to drink milk, Su Jingya simply refuses to feed him, but he can't contain his mother's milk. Head, he starts to cry when his mouth is small.Su Jingya frowned and was so tortured by it that she wanted to beat it.

If she is in a bad mood, she will lose her temper. Who can she find to lose her temper?!

Stinky girl.

He's just like his father. No shame.

Besides tormenting her, what are they going to do?!

I don't know how many times over and over again. At last, he drank milk.

Su Jingya dislikes it. She looks at it and really wants to beat it, but she can't bear it.

In a love, in every stage, the performance of men and women is totally different, or even can be described as the opposite.

Before the start, men pursue women in full swing. If you don't agree to associate with him, he will guard the bottom of the building and block the company's door. He will go to extremes and seek for life.

Then, when it comes to the beginning of love, he may still be obedient to you and obedient to you, but With the passage of time, their enthusiasm will be less and less, lower and lower, they will hate you, hate you, and feel you are very upset, but women are on the contrary, from the initial arrogance and indifference, to the dispensability, to the last can not extricate themselves, he will not marry.

At the end of love, he is heartless and heartless, but you are infatuated and determined.

Even if it's a break-up, the man will leave with no turning back, but the woman is stupid to wait for his turning back. It's clear in her heart that the feelings have come to an end, and it's over. He won't come back, but he still chooses to use fantasy to numb himself and deceive himself. As long as he waits patiently, he will come back one day.

A relationship ends completely. What a woman leaves behind is nothing but waste in a man's eyes. What a woman leaves behind is Show weakness and treasure carefully.

Every woman, when looking at other people's love, will be filled with indignation, sneer at that woman is a fool, is a fool, in exchange for their own will never be like this, and so on.

However, when this kind of thing comes to you personally, you may not be as good as others.

She Su Jingya is like this now.