Su Jingya nodded and said, "be careful on the way. Good night."

After that, she did not return to the unit door.

Chu Yifan watched her go upstairs, then got out of the car, sat in the front of the car, looked up at the fifth floor.

Until he saw that the light of the apartment was on, he looked at it silently for a while, and finally left.

And

in the corner where no one found it, there is a black car parked at this moment.

Huangfuyu was sitting in the back carriage, frowning at his sword eyebrows and smoking one after another.

All night, the cigarette end of the carriage flickered

In the apartment.

Silence.

Under the dim and blurred orange light, a plate of hand-made dumplings just out of the pot is slowly emitting light white smoke.

Su Jingya prepared two saucers and two plates, and silently stared at a small pot of dumplings in the middle of the dining table for a long time. She murmured to herself, "Dad, the dumplings have been cooked. We Let's move. "

She first took a dumpling and put it on the opposite plate. Then she took one with herself.

Saucer, still with memory, is the flavor of two years ago.

Su Jingya eats dumplings with a big mouth, and smiles very brightly.

After eating one, I picked another one from the opposite plate, and then gave it to myself.

In this way, the dumplings are divided equally over and over again. Su Jingya is full, devouring and satisfied.

When eating, does she make a query from her throat, asking Zheng junnan if it's delicious or not

Laughing and laughing, I don't know if it's because the seasoning is too spicy, or for some other reason, she suddenly contains dumplings, choking up the pain.

If

Two years ago, nothing happened to Zheng junnan, so That night they eat dumplings, it should be the same as now.

Just

Just

In this life, she never had a chance to eat dumplings with Zheng junnan.

Maybe it was the dumplings that were eaten too fast and too much. She felt sick and wanted to vomit. She rushed to the bathroom in a mess, holding the toilet, and vomited with all her heart. She almost vomited all the dumplings she had just eaten.

Decadent for three days.

Su Jingya felt that in these three days, she was like living in hell, suffering greatly in body and mind, but she could not find any relief shackles, like falling into the frozen abyss forever, and could not grasp any support that could not support her.

She dare not sleep.

When I fell asleep, my dream was full of Zheng junnan.

He smiled, he frowned, he was angry, he was angry

Take care of her, be considerate of her, and spoil her. Of course, she does wrong, and he occasionally attacks her. However, no matter how Zheng junnan attacks her and scolds him, she feels happy and happy.

Just, how happy in the dream, how painful she would wake up, how happy and loud she would laugh in the dream, how sad and miserable she would cry when she woke up.

That kind of pain, which is penetrated into her blood and every cell in her body, will hurt her heart with every breath.

After autumn, the spring city will rain continuously.

Overnight, the yellow leaves of trees will wither.

It's five o'clock in the afternoon when Su Jingya comes back from the tomb sweeping.

She rubbed her sore temples, her throat itched and her cough grew worse day by day.

At the small drugstore at the door, she bought some cold medicine casually. She plans to go home and take some.

However, as soon as she got to the gate of the community, she saw the one sitting on a stone among the flowers at the gate Huangfu Yinian.

Wearing the school uniform, very handsome and handsome, with a small schoolbag behind him.

Instinctively, Su Jingya looked around and did not find Huangfu Yu or the people in the imperial city.

It seems that Huangfu Yinian should have sneaked in after school.

Seeing Su Jingya coming back, Huangfu Yinian slowly stood up and looked at her.

The eyes are bright and clear, with a moist luster.

"Mommy..." He yelled at her all over, then pulled out his legs and went to her.

Although Huang Fu Yinian is very young, his impact is huge.

Su Jingya nearly fell to the ground when he hit her.

Fortunately, she steadied her steps in time.

Huangfu Yinian holds her waist, and her little arm is very hard, while her handsome face is buried in her abdomen. She can't see his expression.

Su Jingya stood there quietly, biting her lips, wondering what to say, or What to do.

"Mommy Don't you even want me? " Huangfu Yinian suddenly raised his head and looked at her in tears.

I am so pitiful that I can't get rid of my usual indifference and arrogance.

Su Jingya saw her son cry for the first time.

Heart, it hurts to death.

In fact, she wanted to hold him tightly in her arms, kiss him and kiss him.But

saw him as like as two peas in Huangpu's face. She could not go over that ridge.

Although he is her son, but It's also his son.

She couldn't forgive him for everything, including Huangfu Yinian.

Su Jingya frowned. In Huangfu Yinian's surprised eyes, she coldly pulled away the hand that he held her waist tightly.

"Go back, don't come to me. From now on, I'm not your mommy, Huangfu Yinian. Do you remember clearly?"

Finish saying, in the eyes light of Huangfu Yinian's injury, Su Jingya's head doesn't return to go upstairs.

"Mommy..." Huangfu Yinian's little *, in the light drizzle, froze, then he rushed forward to hold her, stubborn cry and asked, "don't want me!"!!! I'll listen to you later, OK?! After that, I will not bully you and make you angry!!! Mommy Don't want me!!!!! Mummy "

Su Jingya listened to Huangfu Yinian's choking cry, and her heart was as broken as a knife.

She hung her hands on both sides of the * and yanked them into fists.

I looked up and forced myself to hold back my tears, and then "Huangfu Yinian, how can you be as annoying as your father?! Your father and son, can you stop bothering me?! I really hate you!!! Hate all of you!!!!! Can you let me go?! Don't do this to me?! let go!!!! Huangfu Yinian, go back!!! Don't come to me again, just be me Died two years ago

"I will not let it go!!! If you don't come back with me, I won't let you go!!! Mommy!!! You promised me that when uncle came back, you would make a super cake with ten layers. But Uncle has been back for three years, you didn't do it for me once!!! you deceived me!!! Daya you deceived me!!!! You are a liar... "

"You are angry with uncle, don't be angry with me, ok Daya Mommy Don't want me!!!! I'm your son Your only son You said, when you gave birth to me, you almost died I am your life in exchange, in that case, why don't you want me!!! Daya... "