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I don't know if she cried too much before, drained all the strength and tears in the * or for any other reason. After she woke up, she just sat on the bed, dead and lifeless.

Wang Enron stood at the door of the ward, leaning against the door frame, and looked at her with eyes.

Su Jingya looked at her directly. For a long time, she gently moved her lips and said in the same intimate voice as before: "Enron You know what? It turns out that I am not an orphan. I have a great father.

He loves me very much. He only lived with me for six years, but He built the warmest and most solid fortress for me, and let me also taste the collapse of the world, and the feeling of being supported by another person. In addition to peace of mind, it's more about being protected. I never knew that being protected by my own biological father would be so good and so happy Just like when you were kidnapped as a child, Uncle Wang tried to save you... "

Su Jingya said with tears in her eyes. She didn't want to live in pain.

She was laughing, but more crying.

She raised her hand, pressed the painful heart and asked hysterically, "but He's gone!!!!! I will never see him again. I will call his name and he will never respond to me again!!!! I won't call my daughter again, and I won't call Xiaoya!!!! I can't talk to him any more!!!!! Enron, you tell me, it's really Huanhuan, kill him! "

Wang Enron decided to look down at her, not from the front, but calmly said: "I can only say that the video, never been touched, is the original belt."

When Su Jingya heard this, she felt a stab in her heart, and her tears immediately rolled down.

Returning to Chuncheng again is not the same as the last time huangfuyu came back from Fancheng.

Last time, facing the luxurious metropolis, she was just confused and cowardly.

But this time, Su Jingya took a taxi and asked the driver to drive one street by one in Chuncheng.

She just crawled in front of the window. Whenever she passed one familiar street after another, her heart was so painful that she would die.

In the department store of Ping'an Street, she once held Zheng junnan's arm and chose the most beautiful skirt and shoes. From the beginning to the end, Zheng junnan patiently smiled. No matter how ugly she wore, he praised: "it's very beautiful. My daughter is so beautiful. She looks good in everything. "

Shunyang road's most famous "cross bridge rice noodles" store was her favorite rice noodles in those five years. A taxi ran through it. Su Jingya watched Mingming only at 4 p.m. and there was a long line waiting for rice noodles at the door of the store. And she, I don't know if it's eyesight or tears that blur her vision. She seems to see Zheng junnan mixed in the crowd and help her buy rice noodles.

At that time, whenever she came back from work, as long as Zheng junnan came to Chuncheng, she would always be able to eat her favorite chicken and beef rice noodles.

Most of the time, Zheng junnan just sits opposite her and looks at her with a smile.

In the street park at the gate of Huayuan community on Beiquan Road, she could see Zheng junnan holding him on the horizontal bar rack with Yinian and teaching him how to exercise.

Through the glass wall of the pizza hut in Shuangfu Road, she can see that every Friday, three of them sit in the shop and eat pizza harmoniously. Zheng junnan thinks that there are too many pigment in the juice, so he will make his own juice machine and fresh fruit, regardless of the surprised eyes of the people around him, and squeeze juice for their mother and son with a smile

Playground.

When the taxi passed by, Su Jingya stared at Gao Gaoqi's giant Ferris wheel in the middle of the sky without blinking, as if she were stupid.

Around the amusement park, the taxi was about to pass by the back door. Su Jingya saw some peddlers at the back door. She suddenly shouted, "master, stop!"

In the bright sunshine, the breeze is blowing.

Su Jingya is sitting on a stone chair on the back door, weeping and eating marshmallows at the same time.

Su Jingya takes a bite and wants to turn her head to smile at the stone chair on her left hand side, but she can't even smile.

Now this stone chair is exactly what Zheng junnan sat when she left the playground with her son four years ago.

At that time, Zheng junnan sat on her left hand and her son on her right.

She and her son chew the marshmallow regardless of their image. Zheng junnan holds a marshmallow in one hand and serves as a backup for them

Su Jingya buries her head very low. She tries her best to hold back her tears. However, she can't control the sadness of breaking the dike and cries out.

Over and over again sobbing: "Dad Dad Dad Have another marshmallow with me, Dad Dad Dad It is said that the ferris wheel is the closest place to happiness.As long as you make a wish at the highest point, no matter what it is, it will come true.

Four years ago, when she reached the summit, she made a wish that Huanhuan could come back earlier.

If there is a time machine in this time and it can be returned to four years ago, she will make a wish to let her father accompany me for a lifetime.

In the dusk, she stood in the company's twelve story building after Zheng junnan's bankruptcy.

Su Jingya stood in front of the small building, dazed for a long time.

She swore that she would buy the small building which had already been auctioned off.

I still remember that when she was forced to pack things on the day of being auctioned, every move of Zheng junnan's used things was like cutting her flesh, which was extremely painful.

That's the only thing Zheng junnan left her, but She didn't hold on.

Su Jingya stood there stiffly, unwilling to leave for a long time.

When it was dark, she suddenly wanted to go in and have a look.

I want to see what the small building looks like after being auctioned.

So, she spent a lot of money to communicate with the security guard, and this small building has been abandoned. There is nothing valuable in it. The security guard hesitated and agreed.

All the way from the first floor to the twelfth floor, Su Jingya's brain was in a daze.

She can't tell time from time.

I don't understand. Two years ago, she came to this building to send food to Zheng junnan, or just to remember.

At the moment when Zheng junnan's office door was opened, Su Jingya shook her hand on the armrest.

The throat is tight, the tip of the nose is sour, and the eyes are stinging.

She wished it had been two years ago.

Every time I open this door, I can see Zheng junnan sitting in it and working.

How she didn't want to push it away and find it empty and empty.

After opening the door, Su Jingya was both lost and surprised.

The reason for the loss is that Zheng junnan will never exist.